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skinheadbrian

i watch a lot of porn.....what's your excuse?

About Me

basically, i'm a big, neurotic kid.......that smokes.
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"when i die, i hope i go like my grandfather -
peacefully in my sleep; not screaming
and in terror, like the passengers in his car." -- anonymous
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My Interests

IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER:
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things that blink.
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things that explode.
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things that explode when they blink.
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things that explode when they get hot.
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things that explode when they get cold.
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things that explode at room temperature.
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sex.
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porn.
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masturbation.
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sex.
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porn.
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shiny things.
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things that sparkle.
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shiny things that sparkle.
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sparkly things that shine.
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flirting.
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presents & surprises.
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cartoons.
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cheezy sitcoms.
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DEATH GUILD.
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MEAT.
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DRUNKEN MONKEY.
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BaGG.
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music.
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friends.
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friends-w-benefits.
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sometimes just the benefits.
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Love.
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oh hell -- let's just go with the general theme of "PRESENTS FOR BRIAN".
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yeah, i like that.
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...let's go with that.

Music:

ebm, electronic, industrial, Oi! (last resort, fourskins), punk, ska, 80's new wave, 60's "bubble-gum" ..... well, i have a very schizophrenic taste in music. (but so do most people...)

Movies:

APRIL FOOL'S DAY (it stars that actress from VALLEY GIRL), BIRDY, GOTHIK, ENEMY MINE, SUBURBIA, ROAD WARRIOR, TAXI DRIVER, FULL METAL JACKET/HAMBURGER HILL (it's a tie), SUNSET BOULEVARD, CLUE, MAURICE, DAISY MILLER, HOW TO MARRY A MILLIONAIRE, SORDID LIVES (this movie is AWESOME!), A COMEDY OF TERRORS, WAXWORKS, THE INNOCENTS, SLEEPAWAY CAMP, THE 5TH ELEMENT, THE CHANGELING, GHOST SHIP, BATTLE ROYALE, EVIL UNDER THE SUN, MURDER ON THE ORIENT EXPRESS, REANIMATOR, EVIL DEAD, KILLER KLOWNS FROM OUTER SPACE, SESSION 9, EVIL DEAD, PRISON (very creepy), BELOW (very very creepy)

Television:

CARTOONS!!!! - (scooby, looney tunes (bugs bunny daffy duck etc), invader zim, venture brothers, angry beavers, jackie chan, xiao-lin showdown, dexter's laboratory, grim adventures, etc); CHEEZY SITCOMS (i love lucy, black adder (all 4 eras), are you being served?, mama's family, keeping up appearances, designing women, etc); MYSTERIES/HISTORICAL MYSTERIES (UN-solved history, secrets of the dead, etc)

Books:

BUT HE WAS ALREADY DEAD WHEN I GOT THERE, AND THEN THERE WERE NONE, SPIRIT OF 69: THE SKINHEAD BIBLE, THE STRANGE CASE OF CHARLES DEXTER WARD, A NIGHT TO REMEMBER (the first really decent book on the sinking of the Titanic),THE RASPUTIN FILE, NICHOLAS & ALEXANDRA, THE VICTORIAN COUNTRY HOUSE, THE TALKING PICTURES MURDER CASE, GREAT HOUSES OF AMERICA, GREAT HOUSES OF EUROPE, PALACES OF PRAGUE, VAUX-LE-VICOMTE, THE LAST TSAR, CROWNED IN A FAR COUNTRY, HAPSBURG STYLE, THE WINTER PALACE UNDER THE LAST TSAR, ROYALS & THE REICH, QUEEN VICTORIA'S GENE, THE UNEXPECTED GUEST,

My Blog

RINGING

i thought this day would be like all the others- irritation from both sides and compromise so neither suffer- but i found today to be unique- the words you screamed- the things you did- conveyed all y...
Posted by skinheadbrian on Fri, 23 Nov 2007 10:53:00 PST

excerpts from many become inspiration for one...

***NOTE: this is undated, but is, at least, 6 or 7 years old (i think).i'm standing on the bridgei'm waiting in the darki guess i thought you'd be here by nowbut there's nothin but the rainno footstep...
Posted by skinheadbrian on Sun, 01 Apr 2007 11:58:00 PST

blink

-----*** NOTE: when, so many years ago,my life came to a crossroads,i found myself too drunk to choosewhich made the choice for me. i don't remember when i wrote the following, i don't guess it real...
Posted by skinheadbrian on Sun, 01 Apr 2007 11:53:00 PST

memories & scars

the sun is sailing westwardwhile i am running south and all these crazy wordsare spilling from my mouthwill you notice me [down here]from your place within your worldor observe the moving targetof the...
Posted by skinheadbrian on Sun, 01 Apr 2007 11:24:00 PST

IMMORTAL

i ponder those flights of fancythat play within my headand in amongst themstand the pillars[dark & full of dread]in stillness and in silencethey are monuments to painthe words i wish i'd saidmake a ne...
Posted by skinheadbrian on Sun, 01 Apr 2007 11:22:00 PST

need

BvR10 march 03---------------------------------------------------------- --alone here with myselfas i often ami sense a figure lurkingin my shadows theresomewherei'm aware of who he isand what he repre...
Posted by skinheadbrian on Sun, 01 Apr 2007 12:21:00 PST

barely breathing

***NOTE:this was inspired by a song called "barely breathing" (at least, i think that's the name of the song), but i've no clue who sings it or what the rest of the song says.-------------------------...
Posted by skinheadbrian on Sun, 01 Apr 2007 12:48:00 PST

PUZZLE

Life is hard.Love is harder.the weight of one may, seemingly, crush the other.but without one, the other is meaningless.------------------------------------------------ ----this was inspired by several...
Posted by skinheadbrian on Sun, 01 Apr 2007 12:41:00 PST

redemption (re: "need")

BvR14 march 03--------------------------------------------------------re demption.i sometimes wonder whether the person i have come to be, and will be, can redeem the person that i was. i know i'll nev...
Posted by skinheadbrian on Sun, 01 Apr 2007 12:31:00 PST

quotes

IF YOU BRING FORTHTHAT WHICH IS INSIDE YOU,THAT WHICH YOU BRING FORTHWILL SAVE YOU.IF YOU DO NOT BRING FORTHTHAT WHICH IS INSIDE YOU,THAT WHICH YOU LET LANGUISHWILL DESTROY YOU.--Jesus of Nazareth----...
Posted by skinheadbrian on Sun, 01 Apr 2007 12:17:00 PST