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I am not the hand of God, I am the thorn

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You're the most evil person you know. The devil is even a little scared of you! How Evil Are You?Every night.

Every night, it barks, it waits, for my mistake to fall.
Every night I see more and less of what will come.
What will come will be the end
The end of every thing that slowed me down
Why must is be? Why must it stay?
Nothing is ever complete.
Only the hell of ever night I sleep without seeing
I know what is to come, I’ve seen it.
Your death and the rise of hell.
Kill everyone responsible for your death.
If only you could. I rule you.
What can you do? I control you.
I will always control you.
With out me you would be nothing but a dumb retard.
I own you. You cannot see the higher purpose.
Angel of the Night I walked this earth dying
dragging this corpse, I could not
see light, and the wormth was gone
I embraced death to fall into darkness
Then I seen your light
like an angel I heard your voice
calling me from the night
The your wormth I felt
Bring me to life again
Melting the ice from around my heart
So now I'm coming back from the dead
I fear the unknown. will this end in tears.
or will we last the ages and beyond.
Still death seems to call me by name
Your touch, your words. I cannot ignore.
I must find you so I can end this pain.
You showed me life when all I seen, was dead.
My angel of the night.
Undead A cool breaze blows by
and I am taken by the sound of your voice
I hear you scream
Telling me how could I breath
I am dead and I feel
The icey touch of you and
Its the memory of your
Blood like eyes I see that
all the time I see death, I am undead
Telling me how can I still be walk
Tell me I can never love I know love not
I am dead to love
and your touch
How can you feel, I'm undead.
How can you love, I'm undead.
The dead barry there own
Nothing left The last of my hope is dry
Everything fades as I waste away
Everything is turning dark and the light has faded
I cannot pretend that everything is ohright.
So as I lay here lifeless I lose my worth.
I am unwanted and hated. Worthless
No one will know and understand
Lifeless I stand dead with nothing left to lose
Walking I am dead and alone, Cold as ice
The wormth of the light has left my body
I have no one to turn too, I am alone
Abandoned, left out in the cold rain
My sorrow has never been so great
I can never speak again, I will always stay silent.
My words will never be heard, Silance is best.
The dead don't speak, so I must not speak.
Lifeless I stand as I walk alone. Everything fades
Once Apon A time
Everyday is hell. Its hard to breath.
Every moment is hell I can't see you.
Dying in this place I can't see the light
at the end of the line now. I will soon fade.
Kill these thoughts.
Kill these dreams. I don't need them and
I don't need you Take the very essence from
my soul. This world means nothing I soon fade
Everyday I see others pass me by
I try to move forword yet you hold me back
I feel deaths breath I can feel on my neck
and it chills me to the core
Kill these thoughts with in me
Kill my dreams, I hold so dear
Take my life as I stand
my soul is dying and you keep twisting the knife
People will die that cross me the wrong way.
I despise perversion, sorrow is my friend.
No comfort you will get I will
Destroy all and everyone you love,
This is no warning this is the truth.
I have no remorse for the weak
You give way to your own lust
Your own pain will destroy you
In the end I will be victorious
You will be defeated. In Hell you
Will remain I will crush you in this life
And the next. The Perversion I will destroy
I despise you and your unholy ways.
Dark in light I may be, but not corrupted
By man or woman. I have become powerful
In this life and no one will defeat me.
No Tears to Cry
I can't cry there is nothing there
I use to cry I that was before the pain
I grew num from all the hurt and no one
there to take it away, it was always with me
I have died in a pool of sarrow and pain
But now I live in this death no one knows
I am dead and I keep moving, I try to end
this pain can never stop. I am doomed
to live in this unholy state of life
I was always told to let evil things die
and now I must live with the evil in my head

My Interests

Writing Lyrics, Writing Music for lyrics, being a child of the night, Hating, Ghosts, demons, the undead,Vampire Hunter D, watching you suffer, and Gothic things Broken Death Everytime I am here nothing is fading
And I am powerless to stop it
Vultures and wolves at my heels.
Run fast the chace never stops
and I'm dying tonight
So die and fade away. Broken death
is all I understand. Fade in this
filth of life and unholyness of the
golden day. Death is all I am. I am in
hell. Everything in lonelyness. I am nothing

I'd like to meet:


Chase Away Pain
Pain of the past brings light to the hearts deep
thoughts Everytime the night comes I am clamed by
darknessI hunger for light and the light hides it
self from me. I was curst when you found me and I
am curst still Now the wounds are still fresh and the
evil that was in my heart flow through my vains
in into my thoughts I long to kill this world I know
and end its suffering. I hated this world before I
met you and I will hate this world long after I'm
dead. You only eased my pain. You brought life to my
dying light and brought hope so I could see the
light with you and it felt worm. Yet I was so use to
the night and the cold chill of night the wormth on
the light burns me and I wish to hide. But I can't
for I fear to lose you and I would surely die.
You are the life I long for the hope in the night when
all hope is lost. not a soul other then yours could
do that. Evil leaves me when I'm with you. and I have
no care for anything this world has done to me and
when we are apart, the world I want dead. You heal my
heart when I am with you. And you keep the hate away.
when I am with you. You bring light to the darkness
when I am with you. You worm my life with your heart
when I am with you. You are my life and I could never
be happier. My life, my hope my world, my love,
Faded Hope
Nothing more to be sane
Nothing more to be dead
Hope is scarce drowned in
hate I see what is nothing
but pain drops of blood
fill the sink, sit and wait
I soon will leave this world
on this side my time
draws near to an end
fate has numbered my days
and you cry asking why
Everything must die
Everything must fade
Yet you scream asking why.
I have no hope
only pain I feel
Everything is dark
Darkness fills my life
I can only hope you feel this too
9-28-06
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Music:


Playlist

Playlist end

Cradle of Filth, Ozzy Osbourne, Killswitch Engage, Lacuna Coil, Disturbed, Arch Enemy, Tool, Metallica, Black Sabbath, Iced Earth, marilyn manson, Lamb of God, Godsmack, And Oceans, Korn, Nightwish
Nothing to no one Everyone is my enemy, no one is my friend
Everyone tries to desive me like I am only 10 years old
I am this thing in the night that no one
understands, no one understands how I got here
everyone just tries to undo the things of man
this is my path I must follow this unbeaten path
I feel no pity for the people that make me
the undead. I held on to nothing but a faded
dream and now that dream has gone away from me
Trapped in this pit, despared that no one
will help me out knowing no one will be there
Everything I now stand for I was afrade of
at one point, now I am darkness and only
darkness will I remain. That is the will
of things to come and to become this dark evil beast
that is all I now understand, for no one
understands me, I must complete what was
started I must go all the way to see what I am
to become. I know its not nice, nor is it
Kind. the drak covers my eyes and no one can see it.

Movies:

Everything Without
Every night, tounting feeding the hate.
can't you see your killing me insde
And you've givin me hate,
hate for you and hate for this hell
Shattered my hope for life
Shattered my dreams for someone
Who builds my hope for life.
Fading now I fall into darkness
Holding back the final blow
You will stand broken and
on the edge of death.
So you will die, Slowly, quietly.
You think you hold ground over me.
You are wrong. I end this pact.
This deal, To leave this place of hell.
The prion of stone and steel.
To spred my wings
anything with undead, blood and guts, or from DC comics or Marvel comics.
Ghosts Images of ghosts in and around
me, Gray and black, everything
fades. We all see and have
them. Fade into me and see
me how I really am.
Like a knife stuck in
my back the image of you
I see all the time, nothing
helps, nothing makes it better.
Just let me fade into nothing.
Like the past is here,
I relive it all in my head
barry me alive.
I am the ghost in my head,
fading in and out of existence,
I know this truth.
I fade as I really am nothing changes,
just stays the same.
9-12-06

Television:

I watch TV just not enough to amount to anything.

Books:

Ghost in the fire Everything is dark in this flame, Crying
For justice and non may come my way
I've faded and dead. Yet I linger in this world
Nothing is in this world that holds me here
Bound my only hate and the love to hate
What do you think you are you are no friend
of mine. You thought to leave me in darkness
I am undead to this world. and nothing holds
me here only the thought of hating you
everything is grey and white. Cold I can't feel
anything. I have sank to the bottem and now
I can't sink anymore I have reached the bottem.

Heroes:

God, Dani Filth, Ozzy Osbourne, James Hetfield, Kurt Hammett,and Marilyn Manson
Beautiful One
In this plece I sit. Think of what I see. I see peace.
Hell will take it as it takes everything else.
I was Broken when you found me and now
as the peaces are put togeather I am wanting
you now more then ever,
You Think it not so I say you are beautidful
You say I am wrong
I say you are the right one for me
You say that your not worth me
I say you're wrong.
As the days begain and the days end
I have set my life with you and
what path I am on it has you on it.
thats fate nothing more
You will always be the beautiful one.
Life det
In this time death I see all around me.
my strength has left me and I am dying
I am nothing to no one.
The one I love is so far away.
Death is here. I will not go
I will stay to wait, To be with
The one I love more them everything.
Darkness has clamed my heart
Evil I will become and Evil I will stay.
Death Comes my heart beat starts to fade.
I need you. Everything I do every breth
of air I breath is only for you.
Never let them deside.
Never let other people say what you love.
Only the voice of your heart you
sould follow. My words, my thoughts.
My heart, is in your hands Britney.

My Blog

Good things can come after all.

Well I guess good things happen to me after all. I found out that Britney doesn't have a  Ectopic Pregnancy. Its normal.. Good things. So Seems like I'm going to be a dad. Wow thats alot. And in ...
Posted by I am not the hand of God, I am the thorn on Sat, 11 Oct 2008 10:08:00 PST

Things never go my way.

This is bull shit. I just found out that Brit is pregnat but it could be a Ectopic Pregnancy which means she is carrying a fetus in the fallopian tube. its not too far along, I just found out that the...
Posted by I am not the hand of God, I am the thorn on Fri, 26 Sep 2008 08:13:00 PST

Hopeless Night

For there to be light there must be darkness, for there to be good, there must be evil, for there to be hope there must be hopelessness, for there to be life there must be death. All life lives ...
Posted by I am not the hand of God, I am the thorn on Thu, 11 Sep 2008 10:31:00 PST

Darkness is only the begining

In the night I crawl, darkness seemed to go one forever and now the day of freedem has come.. I traped myself in darkness to hide I found love. And in darkness I stay. Some say what you are is evil. I...
Posted by I am not the hand of God, I am the thorn on Fri, 29 Aug 2008 11:34:00 PST

Getting closer

This is going to be the shit. I met a good guitarist today and hopefully I can get this metal band pulled together.. I'm thinking of calling it Oujou Enzeru Which means Death Angel in Japanese. M...
Posted by I am not the hand of God, I am the thorn on Sat, 26 Jul 2008 03:55:00 PST

New Hope II

I've been a little busy since the last I wrote something in this. As you know I picked up my guitar again and about 4 weeks ago started posting ads for looking for a band. Hopefully I will be in a ban...
Posted by I am not the hand of God, I am the thorn on Sat, 26 Jul 2008 07:50:00 PST

Dark Reflection

My does any of this matter. Whats the point? Is it awnsers we seek when we write or is it something else. I think its awnsers and sometimes its to understand. After all, we all need to understand or t...
Posted by I am not the hand of God, I am the thorn on Thu, 29 Nov 2007 10:42:00 PST

Inner Rot

I've heard it said, that all great art is made from suffering. Some people think that the music death matel and other music where people are singing in an altered voice, they assoume the worship the d...
Posted by I am not the hand of God, I am the thorn on Thu, 25 Oct 2007 01:06:00 PST

Every Night.

Even now. As Britney is always on my mind. Even through the nights, I can't sleep She is always on my mind. I prayed so hard that night when I thought I was going to sleep forever. Now as peace tries ...
Posted by I am not the hand of God, I am the thorn on Tue, 23 Oct 2007 03:10:00 PST

World of Lies

Before I get started. I want to ask a question. and feel free to awnser it.. If someone leaves a spouse who was loving and caring with all they where, that person has a bad day then the other leaves f...
Posted by I am not the hand of God, I am the thorn on Wed, 03 Oct 2007 10:48:00 PST