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i'm not even here.

my ocean may fade, yet in stars shall i wade. mythos me and my parable life.

About Me

GNOSIS HAPPENS!! STAY VIGILANT!! NAMASTE the Love will not betray you. but we all, at times, betray the Love. we do this by not being who we are. there are a myriad of reasons why this occurs: the expectations of those we care for, the fear of ridicule, simply forgetting... these are reasons, but they cannot forever be used as excuses. surely we all reach a place where it no longer serves us in this life to walk blindly. you may now be reading this, knowing this is a truth you share. i have stumbled many times on the path to universal Love, and i suspect i shall stumble many more times as i walk. but i have committed that i shall not stop until i'm there. it is true i could be there just by surrendering to the realization that i've arrived. we all have this option but few of us use it. i am no exception, for while such surrender to the Love and to the universe seems like the most exquisite of fantasies, alas it is still a fantasy to me. i have not yet fully grokked surrender as the word has been used in this case. so i keep walking, knowing that surrender will come to me when my heart and mind are ready to receive it. this is not faith- faith is how we mask our fear and hope for the best. i have been faithful, and i wish to stop- no this is not faith: it's gnosis; it's accepting your fear and transcending it. it's observing your faults and trying to correct them. it's thinking upon your betrayals (against others, but mostly yourself), and forgiving them. it's purification. it's the Love known as so many names by so many people. before there was nirvana, self-actualization, the christ or enlightenment to attain, there was the place from which you came and to which you will return. there is no name great enough to contain it, but, as you may have noticed, i call it the Love. it is, and we are. namaste
Your Birthdate: September 14
You work well with others. That is, you're good at getting them to do work for you.
It's true that you get by on your charm. But so what? You make people happy!
You're dynamic, clever, and funny. And people like to have you around.
But you're so restless, they better not expect you to stay around for long.
Your strength: Your superstar charisma
Your weakness: Commitment means nothing to you
Your power color: Fuchsia
Your power symbol: Diamond
Your power month: May What Does Your Birth Date Mean?
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My Interests

world religions, painting, writing, dreaming, Loving, mythology, folklore, catharsis, minds that are open to change, revolution of the world through evolution of the soul ..
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I'd like to meet:

you

Music:

let the following stand as but a few examples of what is truly a wide variety of art ists and genres i enjoy listening to.

Movies:

i go through phases with movies... what i like today i may not like tomorrow... but then i may like it again the day after that.

Television:

see movies

Books:

also, american gods, siddhartha,the last temptation of christ, the secret life of salvador dali, the little prince, the bible, the koran, the torah, the bhagavad gita, the i-ching, the laughing jesus, the hero with a thousand faces, the oz books, all the narnia books, a wrinkle in time, mitakuye oyasin (we are all related), the republic, thus spoke zarathustra, the picture of dorian gray, and a few others...

Heroes:

oh, dali... only i understand you. that is both arrogant and true.

My Blog

another poem

syrus millaine!"such a mind to obtain"sleepy neverheavy eyelids, refine.severed Heaven 'twixt sky,annointed partners, jewel-eye,thirty dreamerspour the lucid soul-wine."to plaster, then mold,mark this...
Posted by hip gnosis on Sat, 27 Jan 2007 10:25:00 PST

namaste

i'm feeling it tonight.thou art God.drink deeply, my brothers.
Posted by hip gnosis on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 08:47:00 PST

poem untitled- for Lucky Saturn

dressed in our hopes, we neanderthrough valleys n'er but seldom roamed . corporeal, in the vaguest sense of body.what scars your crown, Beloved?does plain sight rebel your truth?what sickness to ...
Posted by hip gnosis on Fri, 22 Dec 2006 08:38:00 PST

spires may fall, run to capture them all.

when words of Love may hurt. this is why words are the lowest form of communication, kiddies... a vow of silence would be delightful. yet the silence that follows the words you offered, which you now ...
Posted by hip gnosis on Wed, 14 Jun 2006 10:05:00 PST

ablation me

i really like newport. it's so untouched by the 21st century and people walk around like there are no problems. i concede that this is mainly because most of them are too wealthy to worry, but still i...
Posted by hip gnosis on Tue, 13 Jun 2006 12:47:00 PST

look! a wagon wheel!

now playing on my myspace is one of my favorite saturday  mofrning public service announcements from my childhood... that little yellow guy, "timer" and his "hanker for a hunka' cheese" song... g...
Posted by hip gnosis on Tue, 06 Jun 2006 03:27:00 PST

tell you what, suckas!

watching cops right now.... gotsta love culture!...oh, it's over...like culture.   in the eyes of princes, much frostier, a cloud may scurry to hide. look up! my star hovers dimly o'er heaven's d...
Posted by hip gnosis on Mon, 15 May 2006 01:26:00 PST

silly limerick

chaise malaise and its sunken rider, came upon a lovely  young strider. "i see," said the latter, "my hope's become matter." said the former, "my journey looks brighter."      ...
Posted by hip gnosis on Sun, 14 May 2006 03:00:00 PST

thrilling thoughts

sooo... i guess, as many do, i'll be dividing my online time between my new myspace account and my fairly well-established livejournal account. just 19 more days before i get to leave sin ci...
Posted by hip gnosis on Fri, 12 May 2006 04:06:00 PST

FINE!! I'M ON MYSPACE!!

so after months of being lazy adn indifferent, i have finally done some work on my myspace... actually i did nothing. nancy did all the work, but now i guess i will continue to manage it. so here it i...
Posted by hip gnosis on Wed, 10 May 2006 03:13:00 PST