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Please accept my apologies, wonder what would have been
would you have been a little angel? or an angel of sin?
tom-boy running around, hanging with all the guys?
or a little tough boy with beautiful brown eyes?
paid for the murder befor they had determined the sex
choosing our life over your life meant your death
and you never got a chance to even open your eyes
sometimes I wonder as a fetus if you fought for your life?
Would you have been a little genius, in love with math?
Would you have played in your school clothes and made me mad?
would you have been a little rapper like your poppa the piper?
would you have made me quit smoking by finding one of my lighters?
I wonder about your skintone and shape of your nose
and the way you would have laughed and talked fast or slow
I think about it every year, so I picked up a pen
Happy birthday, I love you whoever you would have been[Chorus x 2]
Happy birthday
What I thought was a dream
make a wish
was as real as it seemedI made a mistake[Verse 2]
I got a million excuses, as to why you died
and other people got their own reasons for homocide
who's to say it would have worked
and who's to say it wouldn't have
I was young and struggling, but old enough to be a dad
the fear of being my father has never disappeared
I ponder it frequently while I'm sipping on my beer
my vision of a family was artificial and fake
so when it came time to create I made a mistake
now you got a little brother, maybe it's really you
maybe you really forgave us knowing we was confused
maybe, every time that he smiles
it's you proudly knowing that your father is doing the right thing now
I never tell a woman what to do with her body
but if she don't love children then we can't party
I think about it every year so I picked up a pen
Happy birthday, I love you whoever you would have been[Chorus x 2]
Happy birthday
What I thought was a dream
make a wish
was as real as it seemedI made a mistake[repeat x2]
from the heavens to the womb
to the heavens again
from the ending to the ending
never got to begin
maybe one day we can meet face to face
in a place without time and space
happy birthday[Chorus x 2]
Happy birthday
What I thought was a dream
make a wish
was as real as it seemedI made a mistake
THIS IS THE OFFICIAL PAGE OF INFAMOUZ! HE IS A MEMBER OF A LOCAL GROUP CALLED CUT-THROAT MAFIA CLIQUE. AND THIS IS
A SHORTEN'D VERSION OF WHAT WAS GOING ON IN HIS LIFE AND HOW IT GOT HIM TO THIS POINT.
HE GREW UP LISTENING TO ALL TYPES OF MUSIC AND YES HE EVEN DID HAVE DAT MICHAEL JACKSON FAZE. HE WAS THE TYPE
THAT COULD NOT GO TO BED WITHOUT LISTENING TO HIS WALKMAN BEFORE HE FELL ASLEEP. TO HIM MUSIC MAKES THE
WORLD GO ROUND. HE STARTED TO RAP WAY BEFORE HE COULD EVEN IMAGINE WHAT IT WOULD TURN OUT TO BE. HE HAS A WAY
OF PUTTING HIS LIFE AND WHAT HE SEES INTO A RHYME. HE EVEN SOMETIMES USES MUSIC TO VENT INSTEAD OF GOING OUT AND
AND PUTTING THE UFC SMACKDOWN ON SOME PUNK. BEFORE HE REALIZED HE WAS LIVING THE HIP HOP LIFESTYLE.
THROUGHOUT HIS SCHOOL YEARS HE HAD HIS PARENTS VOICE RECORDER AND USED INSTRUMENTALS. OBVIOUSLY THE QUALITY
WASNT WHAT HE HEARD ON THE CD'S HE LISTEN'D TOO. SO HE KEPT PRACTICING AND CONTINUED TO GET BETTER. ON THE WEEKENDS
HE WOULD TRAVEL THROUGHOUT WISCONSIN TO GO SEE CONCERTS. THIS IS WHERE INSPIRATION KICKED IN. HE HAD THE FLOW,
BUT DIDNT HAVE THE PRODUCTION. HE BEGAN TO LOOK INTO GETTING HIS OWN RECORDER AND MICROPHONE. MEANWHILE, HIS LIFE
WAS ON A DOWNWARD SPIN. DRINKING LIKE ALL WISONSINITES AND GETTING INTO OTHER STUFF SO TO SAY. HE BEGAN GETTING
INVOLVED IN CRIMINAL ACTIVITY WHICH LED HIM TO BE ARRESTED. HE HAD THE INVISIABLE MIND, WHO COULD TOUCH HIM!
HE CAUGHT SOME LUCKY BREAKS TAKING DRUG CLASSES AND SO ON. BUT IN HIS MIND HE WASNT DONE YET.
HE BEGAN MAKING MONEY WHEN HE HAD NO JOB AND EVENTUALLY ALL FUN THINGS MUST COME TO A END. 2004, WAS THE BEST
AND THE WORST YEAR FOR HIM EVER. HE GRADUATED FROM HIGH SCHOOL AND GOT HIS DEPLOMA. HE ALSO GRADUATED
IN THE CRIME LIFE TO EARN HIM 2 FEDRAL OFFENSES. SO IT WAS NO ONE NIGHT OR TWO NIGHT STAYS IN THE COUNTY JAIL
.WHICH IS NOT COOL AT ALL. BUT IT DID BUY HIM HIS RECORDER AND MIC
HE WAS ALWAYS WANTING. SO WITH THE STRESSFUL CONFLICTS AROUND HIM. HE ONCE AGAIN WENT TO WRITING AND THIS TIME
HE HAD THE PRODUCTION THAT WAS GOOD BUT NOT THE BEST. AROUND THE SAME TIME MYSPACE CAME OUT SO NOW THERE WAS A WAY TO GET
ALL OF HIS FEELINGS SPREAD THROUGHT THE WORLD. HE RECORDED LIKE CRAZY AND FELT ON TOP OF THE WORLD SO TO SAY.
EVENTUALLY HE GOT TO THE POINT HE WANTED TO MEET PEOPLE THAT WERE DOIN THE SAME THANG. WHICH HIT HIM RIGHT IN THE FACE.
TO MAKE NOTHING BUT HISTORY FROM THERE ON. HE MEET UP WITH HIS BROTHER-N-LAE'S BROTHER (DA BOY) WHO WAS IN HIS STUDIO
WITH BAM. THEY MADE A LIL DISS TRACK TO A HATER FROM THERE CITY WHICH SHOWED INFAMOUZ THAT THERE ARE ALOT OF OTHER
EMCEE'S THAT HAD GOOD QUALITY AND FLOW. AT THE TIME BAM AND DA BOY WERE KINDA SKETCHY ABOUT BEING IN A GROUP WITH INFAMOUZ
UNTIL HE MADE IMMA FREAK, THE REMIX TO SUCK IT OR NOT, AND THE REMIX TO UNFAITHFUL. THERE DA BOY SEEN SOME HOPE IN IT.
INFAMOUZ WAS BACK THEN KNOWN CODEINE. HE BEGAN PRACTICING AND TAKING IN ALL THE STUDIO KNOWLEDGE HE HAD AROUND HIM.
HE GOT BETTER IN FACT ALOT BETTER. ITS WAS ON CMC HAD THREE. THEY BEGAN TO PARTY LIKE ROCKSTARS AND DO MUSIC.
IF YOU KNOW OR IF YOU ARE A A&R REP PLEASE TAKE THE TIME TO EVALUATE THE FULL PLATE IN FRONT OF YOU. WERE A YOUNG GROUP OF ALL WHITE EMCEES AND HONESTLY YOU KNOW WE AINT DAT BAD LOOKING DUDES EITHER HAHAHA. THE LEAST WE COULD ASK OF YOU IS TO JUST CONTACT US. WE MAKE OUR OWN BEATS MOST OF THE TIME OR ELSE WE USE SOUNDCLICK BEATS. WE HAVE 2 STUDIOS. A VOCAL BOOTH AND A LOT OF LIFE STORIES OF UPS AND DOWNS. AND WE ARE FROM THE PARTY CAPITAL SO YOU KNOW WE GET CRUNKER THAN LIL JON ROUND HERE. WHAT IT ALL COMES DOWN TO IS WE ARE A UP IN COMING GROUP READY TO GET IN THE LIMELIGHT AND FILL OUR PLATES AND MAKE SOMETHING OUTTA NOTHING.Music to me is like oxygen, if I dont have it, pretty much I would be dead. Music gets you through all the rough times in your life and will always be around for good times. I started to rap while I was servin time in the big house. It helped me through the day and to get my frustrations out. It developed into an everyday environment I live in today. ............................................................
........................................... But besides all the music going down, IM AN OUT GOIN TYPE OF DUDE WHO LIKES ATTENTION. A DUDE WHO ONLY WANTS THE BEST IN LIFE OR THE BEST HE CAN MAKE LIFE BE.
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