she took a lightning bolt to the head

About Me

I want to feel this way about someone

i'm becca & i'm a bit rough around the edges
put me in a loud crowded place & i'm a bit lost. give me 1 person to talk to & some music & i'm fine with the world.
i'm out of balance in everyway. like a flamingo on its one not so sturdy leg..but less pink.
i get butterflys before i go anywhere, it makes me feel like a child.
i realised lately that i'm not as grown up as i might think. i still assume people know what i know sometimes & i act irrationally.
i'd like to say it's my form of spontaneity.
i could of been anything but i'm ok with the fact that i'm not quite anywhere yet.

i'm textbook, unique, quirky & sophisticated
geez nah i'm not.

My Interests

photography has finally become my passion. i've never felt truly excited about doing something until now.

i can't wait to start my courses at college & get my life going.

i'm studying human biology, psychology & photography this september at prc so i'll be seeing random people i know about the place which i'm happy about.
on a mass job hunt atm. so with any luck sometime soon i'll be employed & enjoying these months off by blowing money on travelling, clothes, booze & corruption

perfection =]

"but you're alive well its only fallen frames they told me. you stand out so loud & so what if it is? its cold as you face into the wind."

i'm trying to appreciate everyone while i still ahev the chance. because i really do worry that i've not made as much effort as i could of done with certain people.
life moves on & we all get swept up in its motions & our emotions but there are times & people i'm not ready to let go of.
lets hope my muscles are working

On Demand

this is on demand & they art sexy.
click the photo & listen to their beats =]

I'd like to meet:

anyone with an opinion on something. everyone needs a little passion here & there.
change my mind set & it'll be a match made.
show me an epic film & i'll grin like a chesire cat. ♥ garden state. the soundtrack makes my day.

when i start college in september i'm going to meet some new faces. i just hope the old ones still stick around like the mugs they are =]
get me talking about photography & you'll be glued to your seat for a million years.
you have been warned

you are not a photographer just because you took your default photgraph on myspace. god i hate you foolish people.
piss right off
hats off to amazing artists & photographers.

tuesday-marie, drew barrymore, robin williams & gwen steffani.

this is patrick & he is my lover...

i want to be her when i am old.

Music:

"emo, screamo, finding nemo?"
tbh my music taste has boiled down to this...
i just don't care

i love to get going to gigs & festivals. singing songs out loud with people, drunk or otherwise.

my taste & your taste need not cause grief, thank you!

though i do like a selection of all things =]

Movies:

Television:

Charmed, CSI, ANTM, WIll & Grace
That 70s Show & Grounded for Life
8 Simple Rules & Scrubs
Miami Ink
Friends, OC

Books:

Dan Brown -enough said

Heroes:

hereo:a man admired for his brave deeds; the chief male character in a story

i thought i met someone i admired but it was more how they got through all they ahd & still got up in the morning..but they turned out to be a bit of a prick =/
vacancy open here lol

My Blog

keep on treading water

so..rather than T-total my life over this..this messed up situationi consulted the media of song to give me some guide linespeaches teaches to "fuck the pain away" and bob marely told me "no women no ...
Posted by she took a lightning bolt to the head on Thu, 09 Aug 2007 01:10:00 PST

mmm tangents

now it's not my place to challenge your taste in those fancy birds.but the way you're describing them to your matesis getting kind of obsurd.like "she's so unique" while everyone else is a g...
Posted by she took a lightning bolt to the head on Sat, 16 Jun 2007 01:21:00 PST

"about me"

I'm not too sure there's much to tell anymore.being where I live we're all pretty much secluded & tbh it's wank.things have gotten to the stage where things are wrapping up: -friendships school ...
Posted by she took a lightning bolt to the head on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 12:59:00 PST

shut up

shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up!my head has become congested. this on coming traffic of her self pity, my sleep deprivation and his face at every view point...it's sending me i...
Posted by she took a lightning bolt to the head on Wed, 23 May 2007 09:19:00 PST

hmm this is a bit of venting..not an amazing read tbh

..> hmm this is a bit of venting..not an amazing read tbh feeling a little bit philisophical this morningand it's sort of hurting my headtoo often in life i'm prone to misinterpretating things.i've...
Posted by she took a lightning bolt to the head on Sat, 14 Apr 2007 03:04:00 PST

"welcome to where the rich kids come to die"

WARNING:explicit images prepare yourself for extreme sexiness http://s4.photobucket.com/albums/y111/miss_becca_x/NastyAlco holicHabits%2006-04-07/ ...
Posted by she took a lightning bolt to the head on Sun, 08 Apr 2007 01:38:00 PST

boiled down to the bare minimums

i can taste you on my lips. because we ate the same at lunchtimei can't get you out of my head. because you're on my desktop.my media player plays our songs. because you sent me half your playlist.you...
Posted by she took a lightning bolt to the head on Tue, 03 Apr 2007 04:13:00 PST

Largely confused

Picture the scenea massive crow swoops down to scratch out your eyeswont let you see the liesbut they'll sure pull you downdown in the ground where the worms are your friendsif friends want to destroy...
Posted by she took a lightning bolt to the head on Sat, 31 Mar 2007 12:52:00 PST

Long-view

I could place my feet in a number of different shoes,with just a little hope that I can figure these days outOr maybe I should talk to anyone who shares my compassionwhile my dignity fades away with m...
Posted by she took a lightning bolt to the head on Sun, 04 Mar 2007 11:01:00 PST

conclusion: awaiting

i waste my time looking out the windows as if i'll break throughfind a type of epiphany waiting out on the fieldsbut i know it is just a blind stab in the dark.clostrophobic in crowdssicknes...
Posted by she took a lightning bolt to the head on Wed, 28 Feb 2007 12:52:00 PST