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erin

i got tossed out the window of loves el camino and i shattered into a shower of sparks on the curve

About Me

I am an artist, and a student, and other things... i have a garden, and i love cooking. i love playing my beautiful blue guitar. i miss playing the wisteria on a wednesday night for the locals, and even maybe a little bit... the snow in the city of boston. i miss going crazy on bass guitar with phil and ken! and making star wars inspired light saber movies. drinking beer on my porch with joe, digging through our old garage looking for something to paint, and late nights with julie, "one more beer, one more ciggarette"... i would live at walden pond if i thought i could survive the winter, i'd camp everywhere and all the time... i love riding my bike as fast as i can, and driving with really nowhere to go... i'm a pretty happy person, but i go through my phases of questioning and brooding... I edited my profile with Thomas' Myspace Editor V4.4

My Interests

music, painting, movies... whatever. i've gotten really into cycling latley. i love to read, i love to write, i love to drive to nowhere, i'm an NPR junky, i like coffee, and cigarettes, the mountains, camping... hiking, fishing. spending time in my garden, i experience a tranquility that is not easily obtained... i love the opera, i love the symphony, but i also love pantera, (RIP dimebag darrell) i love to cook...i love my cat lucy, and walking my dog abby

I'd like to meet:

anyone. people who are smart, and sound. people who stand up for what they believe in. people who aren't afriad to peer beneath the surface of things, and are paying attention.

Music:

the clash, the beatles, susan Tedeschi, ella fitzgerald, faith no more, fugazi, modest mouse, pavement, smashing pumpkins, ani di franco, tom waits, ben harper, radiohead, fiona apple, screaching weasal, the ya ya ya's, portishead, theivery corporation, the gorillas, the beta band, stiff little fingers, arlo guthrie, massive attack, red hot chili peppers, billy corgan, Shannon wright, death cab for cutie, pink floyd, bright eyes, elliot smith, the killers, Lucinda Williams, The velvet underground, van morrison, bob dylan, derek trucks, the drive by truckers, tori amos, ricki lee jones, jill scott, big head todd and the monsters, ween, government mule, cowboy mouth, my morning jacket, the lemonheads...

Movies:

stand by me, i heart huckabees, the royal tenenbaums, best in show, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, blue vinyl, and of course... dazed and confused

Television:

law and order, queer as folk, the simpsons, king of the hill, 6 feet under, Democracy Now with Amy Goodman and i can't seem to get enough of that top chef latley...

Books:

junkie, life of pi, trout fishing in america, a million little pieces, lamb, frankenstien, Lila, one hundred years of solitude, nickel and dimed, invisible in america, frannie and zooey, the rebel, unbearable lightness of being, zen and the art of motorcycle maitnence, white oleander, middlesex, come to me, view from stalins head, i'm reading the bhuddist I ching right now, and a book about post taliban rule aphganistan, it's incredible... and i highly reccomend following the situation...

Heroes:

bill hicks, rosa parks, my grandma, my folks... and daredevil (but not ben affleck)

My Blog

giving up

I feel like i can't breathe... like honesty is getting the best of me. maybe that's why i've been used to keeping my mouth shut instead of wearing my heart on my sleeve... i have all of this i don't k...
Posted by erin on Sun, 03 Jun 2007 11:55:00 PST

i was wrong

every little bit of me is screaming out help me as your words worked through me, slowly melting me i was so sure and i was wrong how could my love have been so real yet so wrong this ground isn't mine...
Posted by erin on Wed, 30 May 2007 09:09:00 PST

losing

my heart is broken and i want to die. this isn't like other times when i couldn't breath through my own tears... i can see clearly. i just never felt worse in my life. i'm not sure what's worse, not b...
Posted by erin on Wed, 30 May 2007 09:17:00 PST

what happened to your convictions?

Ever feel like you just don't belong somewhere? Like the people closest to you are so fucking different from you that you wander where the hell you ever found that common ground to begin with... i'm s...
Posted by erin on Tue, 29 May 2007 09:25:00 PST

written in braille

and i try to feel my way around in the dark,and i try to tell myself i'm not stuck hereand i fall and i fall again, but i should know better.so i try and feel my way out of this bookwith all these pro...
Posted by erin on Tue, 22 May 2007 01:41:00 PST

Red Tape

Why does all this red tape have to exist in love?? As if it weren't complicated enough... i hate my life...
Posted by erin on Sun, 06 May 2007 09:38:00 PST

Dismantled

This is starting to take me apart I've been denying my own heart and telling myself it will all be fine While I commit emotional suicide because it's easier because it's time She always come...
Posted by erin on Thu, 03 May 2007 06:07:00 PST

compromise

Well, to most of you that know me personally, you'll know that I've been planning on moving to NYC this summer. This has been a concrete plan for about a year now, and it's all coming apart. The main ...
Posted by erin on Thu, 05 Apr 2007 08:04:00 PST

whatever...

i'm kind of broken hearted feeling right now. i'm not exactly sure why, it's not like i had her in the first place. i have this really bad habit of falling for girls i have no business with, or are st...
Posted by erin on Sat, 31 Mar 2007 02:55:00 PST

to the dude in the purple honda... i will find you

you ever feel like... if there is a god, he may just be fucking with you? are some of us here for the amusement of the higher power perhaps? i'm not sure, but as i spilled my coffee in my lap as i was...
Posted by erin on Wed, 14 Mar 2007 05:55:00 PST