Josh R-C

Its something called effort. Anyone who has a lot of attention can be a bitch about it, but you wont get noticed by not forcing anything at all. Anyone who has every been stuck with a problem so big that it cant even compare to someone else's... you know what true challenges are. Shit gets depressing all the time, and if you cant deal with it then your only fucking yourself over intentionaly. I used to constantly throw problems at myself because I thought I would learn a greater lesson by overcoming them. If you cant walk as a result from the tragic factor, then the rest of us will cry for your experiences, but for fuck's sake, even people like you cant live their lives without making a single mistake which triggers a self conscious spirol deep into mental suppression where interal light blinds us from realizing an ounce of failing effort. lol... only to be figured out another time. Does anything makes sense? no, not what i just said, anything at all. nobody can say they have not found at least one thing thats confused them to a point where they might make it their goal to figure out. haha thats for those of us who cant live with a problem until its fixed. Surprisingly there are more of us who love making more problems for ourself to feel stressed over later. And if it wasn't for anger there wouldn't be any peace now would there? eh? eh??? now that is something to think about. Step out of the Paradox.