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♥TAMATIVE-CALAMATIVE♥

I AM the CALM and the STORM

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************************************************************ ******************************************************** I HAVE 2 BOYS AND TWO STEP-DAUGHTERS 22 & 22 UNTIL NOV. 1ST EMILY WILL BE 23 . AND I HAVE PICS OF ALL OF THEM ON HERE, THERE ALL BEAUTIFUL. I LISTEN TO ALL MUSIC, LIKE HEAVY ROCK, OLD ROCK, CLASSIC ROCK, SOME 80'S, SOME TOP 40'S HITS NOW, RAP, HIP-HOP, SLOW JAMZ, COUNTRY & INSTRAMENTAL(KENNY G.)MUSIC IS HOW I COPE ALOT OF TIMES. I LOVE NASCAR "88"JR. IS DRIVING "88" NOW, IT USE TO BE "88" NOW IT'S THE "44" CAR BUT IT'S DALE JARRETT NO MATTER WHAT THE NUMBER IS.. .... NOW DALE JARRETT IS DRIVING A CAMARY AND HIS NUMBER IS "44"....LOVE LONG DRIVES IN THE COUNTRY WITH THE TOP DOWN ON MY LEBARON, PLAYING WHATEVER MUSIC FITS MY MOOD AT THAT TIME... LOVE MAKING MY YARD PRETTY WITH NEW FLOWER BEDS AND YARD ORNAMENTS, LOVE TO DECORATE IN MY HOUSE LIKE PAINTING AND WALL-PAPERING.....I COULD SPEND HOURS HELPING MY FRIENDS DO THINGS IN THERE FLOWER BEDS OR IN THERE HOUSES CLEANING AND PUTTING MINE OFF, GUESS YOU COULD SAY THAT'S A SHORTCOMING OF MINE BUT I LOVE TO HELP PEOPLE..AND LET THEM HAVE THAT FEELING OF ACCOMPLISMENT, IT MAKES ME FEEL GOOD EVEN IF MY HOUSE AND YARD LOOK LIKE HELL. I'M ABOUT TO TAKE ON A NEW TASK OF WRITING AN AUTO-BIOGRAPGY ABOUT MY MOTHER. SINCE I'M NOT WORKING RIGHT NOW AND HAVE ALOT OF TIME ON MY HANDS.....AS OF JAN. '07 I CANT GET THE WHOLE BOOK THING GOING SO I'M GOING TO TRY ANOTHER APPROCH TO DOCUMENTING HER LIFE....I'M GOING TO DO IT ON A CD AND IF I GET GOOD AT IT THEN I'M GOING TO TRY TO OFFER MY SERVICES TO PEOPLE WHO HAS LOST A LOVED ONE OR ANNIVERSARIES....ECT....U GET THE POINT...I NEED A REAL JOB SO IF ANYONE OUT THERE KNOWS OF ANYTHING IN OR NEAR THE SAINT GEORGE AREA...DOING CLERICAL WORK LET ME KNOW, ANY OTHER WORK TOO BUT I REALLY WANT A DESK JOB...LOL **************************************************** **************************************************** I NEED PEOPLE TO KNOW AND TO GET IT OUT THERE, FOR WHOEVER LOOKS AT OR READS MY PROFILE COULD MAYBE OFFER ADVICE ......MY MOTHER IS ON DIALISYS, AND NEEDS A KIDNEY, MEDICARE WILL PAY FOR THE OPERATION BUT MEDICADE PART D WON'T PAY FOR THE ANTI-REJECTION MEDICINE SHE WOULD HAVE TO TAKE FOR PROBABLY THE REST OF HER LIFE, SHE NEEDS HELP AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO FOR HER OR WHO TO CALL OR WRITE IF ANYONE OUT THERE HAS ANY INSIGHT PLEASE EMAIL ME, OR MESSAGE ME, PLEASE!***************************************************** ************************************************************ ***** Life is too short for drama & petty things, so kiss slowly, laugh insanely, Love truly and forgive quickly ************************************************************ ********************************************************** If I want my dreams to come true, I musn't oversleep! ******************************************************** Of all the things I wear, my expression is the most important! ********************************************************* The best vitamin for making friends is B-1 ********************************************************* The quality of my life depends on the quality of my thoughts! ********************************************************* The one thing I can give away and still keep, my word! ********************************************************** The heaviest thing you can carry is a grudge! ********************************************************** Keep your words soft and sweet, in case you have to eat them! ********************************************************** A mind is like a parachute.....it fuctions only when it's open! ********************************************************** Yvette is my best friend we talk everyday and shop, and drink coffee together and just hang out. She keeps me laughin when know on else can, she cracks me up!THIS IS ME IN THE MORNING DRINKING COFFEE AND ON THE COMPUTER IN MY PJ'S

My Interests

IT'S APRIL 2007 AND I HAVE SOMETHING I WANT TO SHARE WITH ANYONE WHO READS MY PROFILE, I HAVE FOUND SOMETHING I HAVE NEVER TRUELY HAD IN MY LIFE AND IT'S WONDERFUL, I HAVE FOUND GOD. MY SON ASK ME TO ATTEND CHURCH WITH HIM A FEW MONTHS BACK AND I DID AND I HAVEN'T STOPPED GOING SINCE. NOT TO KNOCK ANYONE ELSE AND THERE CHURCH BUT IF YOU TRUELY WANT TO FEEL WELCOMED AND LOVED AND LEAVE WITH A FEELING THAT YOUR LIFTED, YOU NEED TO COME TO GRACE POINT, IN REEVESVILLE, SC.LOTS OF THINGS.. POETRY,CRAFTS,PLANTS,ART WORK, POTTERY,GARDENING,MUSIC, TATTOOS!!!!!!!!!!!!!I also love animals. I have 3 cats but I use to have 2 dogs both pit bulls. But I had to get rid of them because my home owners insurance.....I miss my dog so much, his name was "Kayne"$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$I JUST GOT ALL MY HAIR CUT OFF AND DID SOMETHING TOTALLY DIFFERENT.......BUT IT LOOKS PRETTY GOOD! I ALWAYS GO TO SALON 401 IN WALTERBORO,SC.... MITCHELL HAS ALWAYS DONE MY HAIR HE'S AWESOME.... ********************************************* WELL NOW MY BEST FRIEND ANGIE IS IN BEAUTY COLLEGE AND SHE HAS BEEN DOING MY HAIR AND IT'S DEFINATLY DIFFERENT FROM WHAT I'M USE TO BUT I DO LIKE IT AND WANT TO KEEP IT THIS WAY FOR AWHILE.

I'd like to meet:

PEOPLE IN GENERAL....I HAD A HIGHLY SOCIAL JOB WORKING WITH PUBLIC EVERYDAY AND WAS VERY GOOD AT IT NOW I'M HOME WITH MY KIDS ALL DAY AND NO INTERACTION WITH OTHERS..... ALSO SOMEONE FAMOUS WOULD BE COOL......... LIKE OPRAH....I LOVE HER I'VE TRIED AND TRIED TO CONTACT HER BY PHONE AND VIA EMAIL, JUST TO GET HER TO LISTEN TO MY MOMS AMAZING STORY AND HOW I WANT THE WORLD TO KNOW THAT SHE'S "A MEDICAL MIRACLE" ************************************************ ******************************************************* I WENT TO SEE JOYCE MEYERS @ THE NORTH CHARLESTON COLLISEUM AND IT WAS WONDERFUL, I WISH I WAS ABLE TO GO TO ALL OF THEM. SHE PREACHED THUR., FRI.,& SAT. AND I WAS ONLY ABLE TO GO TO THE SAT. NIGHT ONE.

Music:

I LOVE ALL KINDS OF MUSIC......CLASSIC ROCK, HARD ROCK, METAL,NEW ROCK, HIP HOP, RAP, R&B, BLUES, CLASSICAL, JAZZ, BLUEGRASS, COUNTRY(OLD & NEW), INSTRAMENTAL, SOUND OF NATURE AND TRIBAL RELAXATION, I LOVE KENNY G. MUSIC IS A MAJOR PART OF MY LIFE AND I HAVE ALWAYS TAUGHT MY CHILDREN TO BE DIVERSE WHEN IT COMES TO MUSIC, DON'T JUST CONFINE YOURSELF TO ONLY WHAT YOUR FRIENDS LIKE....

Movies:

My favorite LOVE STORY was "The notebook". ACTION-- "Gone in sixty seconds" CHICK FLICK-"How to lose a guy in 10 days" HORROR--all time fav "The Shining", and newer one is "House on haunted hill" or "13 Ghost", I have alot of them ...I'm a big time horror movie buff

Television:

ANY CRIME SHOW,,,LIKE LAW&ORDER, CSI(all of them),WITHOUT A TRACE,NUMBERS, NCIS, THE UNIT, SHARK, AND DAYTIME TV MY FAVORITE SHOW IS JUDGING AMY.....I HAVE LIKE 10 ON MY DVR I NEED TO WATCH RIGHT NOW DON'T WATCH TO MANY REALITY SHOWS, THINK THEY HAVE WENT ALITTLE OVER BOARD..... but if my husbands watching "Surviver" I'll watch it with him.SOMETHING I HEARD THE OTHER DAY AND IT STUCK WITH ME! **************************************************"YOUR CHILDREN ARE NOT YOUR CHILDREN,THERE A THE SONS AND DAUGHTERS OF LIFE'S LONGING FOR ITSELF, THEY COME THRU YOU BUT NOT OF YOU. YOU MAY HOUSE THERE BODIES BUT NOT THERE SOULS,FOR THERE SOULS DWELL IN THE HOUSE OF TOMORROW. WHICH YOU CAN NOT VISIT,NOT EVEN IN YOUR DREAMS. FOR LIFE GOES NOT BACKWARD,NOR TARRIES WITH YESTERDAY."

Books:

As horrible as it sounds I hate to read. I have never in my life sat down and read a book from cover to cover. And the crazy part of that is I want to write a book, about my mother. UPDATE JAN. '07....I HAVEN'T STARTED WRITING THE BOOK YET. I'M KINDA STUCK! I HAVE STARTED READING A BOOK AND INTEND TO FINISH IT. I NEEDED HELP AND GUIDENCE WITH MY CHILDREN, SO I BORROWED A BOOK CALLED "DARE TO DISIPLINE",by DR.DOBSON.....I DON'T READ EVERY NIGHT NOR DO I READ FAST SO I'LL UPDATE WHEN I'M DONE. THEN WANT TO READ ANOTHER ONE OF HIS BOOKS, "STRONG WILLED CHILD", I have 2 of those.....LOL

Heroes:

MY MOM ***SUPERCALAFRADJALISTICEXPIALADOCHIOUS*** AND ALL THE MEN AND WOMEN IN THE MILITARY....BLESS YOU

My Blog

JUST A NOTE IN GENERAL

OK I'M COMING OUT OF THE CLOSET WITH THIS SHIT, I HAVE BI-POLAR DISORDER AND SEVER PANIC/ANXIETY DISORDER. WHICH ANYONE WHO HAS KNOWN ME FOR ANY AMOUNT OF TIME, KNOWS ME AND KNOWS WHAT I GO THROUGH WI...
Posted by ♥TAMATIVE-CALAMATIVE♥ on Sat, 10 May 2008 10:38:00 PST

THE ULTIMATE PANIC ATTACK

INSIDE THE EARTHQUAKE HITS IT BEATS AND BEATS AND BEATS HARDER NOW HERE COMES THE WATER I'M STANDING HERE TRYING TO HOLD ON I'M DROWNING AND NO ONE CAN HELP I'M UNDER WATER NOW PLEASE PULL ME OUT THER...
Posted by ♥TAMATIVE-CALAMATIVE♥ on Sun, 07 Oct 2007 10:47:00 PST

IF I ...

IF I COULD FLY, WHAT WOULD I         BE         &nbs p;         &nbs p;&...
Posted by ♥TAMATIVE-CALAMATIVE♥ on Sun, 07 Oct 2007 10:39:00 PST

to realize

To realize The value of a sister Ask someone who doesn't have one To realizeThe value of ten years:Ask a newlydivorced couple. To realizeThe value of four years:Ask a graduate. To realizeThe value of ...
Posted by ♥TAMATIVE-CALAMATIVE♥ on Tue, 18 Sep 2007 07:05:00 PST

PLEASE READ!

I NEED PEOPLE TO KNOW AND TO GET IT OUT THERE, FOR WHOEVER LOOKS AT OR READS MY PROFILE COULD MAYBE OFFER ADVICE ......MY MOTHER IS ON DIALISYS, AND NEEDS A KIDNEY, MEDICARE WILL PAY FOR THE OPERATION...
Posted by ♥TAMATIVE-CALAMATIVE♥ on Tue, 12 Jun 2007 07:56:00 PST

HOW I'VE BEEN LATELY

Well lately, I've been swollen....LOL and have had alot of stomch pain and they can't find out what's wrong with me. I've been to the hospital 4 different times and to my family Dr and now to a specia...
Posted by ♥TAMATIVE-CALAMATIVE♥ on Sun, 11 Mar 2007 10:45:00 PST

A poem i wrote while on an airplane, after all my family being called in saying my moms dieing

My hell in heaven  First were above       Then were below The puffy white billows       Remind me of snow No ability to breathe    ...
Posted by ♥TAMATIVE-CALAMATIVE♥ on Wed, 17 Jan 2007 08:01:00 PST

Talk to me

Can I cope with him Can he cope with me Can we learn to disagree Without the guilt and tears to come Without the voices coming undone With all the love in our home I know there's hope beyond this tomb...
Posted by ♥TAMATIVE-CALAMATIVE♥ on Wed, 17 Jan 2007 07:51:00 PST

Life

      What exactly is Life?     Waking up everyday, breathing, and blood pumping through your body. Does this really constitute a life? Does this mean you...
Posted by ♥TAMATIVE-CALAMATIVE♥ on Wed, 17 Jan 2007 07:48:00 PST

The Road to my Recovery!

          The road to my recovery   Having an uphill climb all my life   When the road seems narrow and digging out that light beyond the dark  ...
Posted by ♥TAMATIVE-CALAMATIVE♥ on Wed, 17 Jan 2007 07:46:00 PST