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Luap (in chicago until tuesday)

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About Me


Life is like....friggin sweet. It's just...fun. You know? All the friends, the family, the experiences, the crying, the laughter, the heartbreaks, the successes, the planning, the doing, the running, the dancing, the screaming, the feelings of loss, the feelings of warmth, the lying alone in bed wondering what you're about to dream, the dreams themselves that make you wake up feeling happy, the nightmares that have you waking up terrified, the feeling you get right after you pee when you needed to go really bad, the teachers, the classes, the joy of being released from them both, the driving, the road trips, the ideas you come up with that you're sure no one has ever thought of, the morals you create, the helping others, the forgiving, the hatred towards thinking about apologizing when you know you're wrong, the love....and wondering when it will ever find you, the way you love people, the way people love you back, the holding of hands, the hugs, the kisses, the staring into each others eyes, the way you want to be with someone even more when they're not with you, the feeling of wanting to just write endless songs about the person you adore, the late-night phone calls, the times when saying "I love you" is just not near enough, the feelings of awkwardness after you just lost a relationship, the wondering of how you should talk to an old boyfriend or girlfriend, the sensations of listening to music and how it affects your mood, the beliefs we have and how far we go to prove to other people that they're wrong for believing different, the moments of wondering if God exists, the few seconds when you feel invincible, the few seconds when you feel fragile, the feelings of deep loss when someone close is gone, the times when we feel like we're going insane, the times when that one person comes along to save you from all your problems in an instant, and the coming time when you realize that you were wrong and never ever ever loved anyone....before you met this one person.
You know.....Life.
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Yeah, so much more than empty friction we'll be making, but gifts saved and treasured for one another in the exchanging. Her body, my body, ours and ours alone for the taking.
-Bradley Hathaway
See I just wanna be it, a guy who wins all the time. I wanna be a big star, a king, and rule my own life. And God I know that it's wrong, so please just make my heart right inside and destroy my pride.
So you can tell me something good....
-The Rocket Summer
Love is watching someone die.
So who's gonna watch you die?
-Death Cab for Cutie
Describe yourself using one band and song titles from that band
Choose a band/artist and answer only in song TITLES by that band:: The Rocket Summer
Are you male or female:: This Is Me
Describe yourself:: Around The Clock
How do some people feel about you:: That's So You
How do you feel about yourself:: Move To The Other Side Of The Block
Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend:: I Was So Alone
Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend:: She's My Baby
Describe where you want to be:: Skies So Blue
Describe what you want to be:: Destiny
Describe how you live:: Show Me Everything You've Got
Describe how you love:: I'm Doing Everything (For You)
Share a few words of wisdom: What We Hate, We Make
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My Interests

Making movies, editing movies, videogames, rocking out hard on the piano, attempting the drums, picking up on bass, listening to music, recording/making music, talking to friends, being with friends, and excelling in the ways of the Ninja...

I'd like to meet:

Jesus Christ. Yes! Believe it or not, that IS a real person! Not just a name you say when you're angry!
And i'd like to meet pretty much any person that is considered cool in my opinion.
Even you.

Most importantly it'd be nice to meet that guy at the end of my street who's like 50 years old and is unmarried and lives with his mom and has this rabid dog that runs up and tries to gnaw my ankles off and feed them to his pet squirrel.

Music:

I've decided I'm not going to list the bands I listen to anymore cuz I dont want people thinking i'm trying to show off or anything. And, I just dont want to mess with it. In general, I love pretty much anything that isn't rap or country. Sorry, but country is just way more repetitive than techno and rap is like all about sex and degrading women. The only rap I'll listen to is Outkast, just cuz it's actually somewhat music. Oh yeah, and heavy screaming rock stuff I dont care too much for.....you know, that caveman-fighting-for-antelope feel. And then there's pretty much any kind of techno/electronica/trance/ambient/house/club/dance/drum-n-ba ss music out there.

My top five bands would have to be:
The Rocket Summer
Coldplay
Franz Ferdinand
Spoon
Ben Folds

Each of those bands have influenced me in different ways with my knowledge of music and/or writing music itself. Therefore.....they're important to me. Boo!

Movies:

I watch new movies daily so there's no way i'm going to update this. But of course no one can ever forget the almighty Jackass. And we're in the middle of filming our own project called Booshak Boys.

Television:

Alright so I have to say that MST3K is like the most friggin brilliant thing ever to exist. Yeah. I love it. As well as Family Guy and Andy Milonakis Show and The Office and The Riches. Other than that I really don't watch tv at all.

Books:

I actually don't read books as much as I did, but I do enjoy The Chronicles of Narnia, Blue Like Jazz, Alice's Adventures in Wonderland and Through the Looking Glass, Jesus Freaks, Praise Habit, The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy, 1984, A Walk to Remember, Stephen Colbert's I Am America (And So Can You!), Twilight, New Moon, anything about cinematography and/or music.......yeah.

Heroes:

Mother.
Father.
My closest friends.
Spider-Man.
The Rocket Summer.
Jesus Christ is my ultimate super hero. He did the most helpful "good deed" and didn't use any super powers to do it.

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My Blog

Ooooo! A cookie! No wait, it’s a TRAP!

i seriously almost just threw my computer across the room.my powerbook i mean, not my iMac....no, never.it’s too precious.but yeah. my laptop almost had to learn how to grow wings and come to re...
Posted by Luap (in chicago until tuesday) on Wed, 19 Mar 2008 10:08:00 PST

I keep having ideas! Ahhh!

Yeah, like really!I keep having new ideas!Mainly like starting new bands or kinds of music....You know?Do you?No?...okay. fine.I'm just BURSTING with excitement on the inside.About...life and stuff.Su...
Posted by Luap (in chicago until tuesday) on Tue, 19 Feb 2008 02:21:00 PST

Journal Entries

My first blog...ever. We all remember Mrs. Ramsey's class and her daily journals, where you had to have at least 7 sentences on each one. Well, I found mine...and forgot about all the nonsense I wrote...
Posted by Luap (in chicago until tuesday) on Sun, 02 Sep 2007 07:48:00 PST