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About Me

To start, I am an average human being figuring out what they want for themselves within the next stage of life.
The choices I have made thus far have helped me to become the person that I've always wanted to be: me.
I say this to you: If you do not like who I am and what I do, then stop now and leave
My life is a tale that has a beginning and as yet, has no end. It's a journey that takes off into the sky and crash lands into a mountain. I then climb that mountain and overcome the obstacles that are needed to be dealt with. It's a story of a battle between the light and the dark, between the sun and the clouds. For now, the sun shines through and brings warmth and power......I do not know of what is to come, so I cannot really be prepared for it. But there are a couple of things that I've learnt through this life: Deal with it before it tears you apart. Friends are family are most important in staying sane and keeping a balance between work and everything else. No matter what anyone else says, your opinion about yourself is most important - however, listen to what others have to say, they may make a good point that you didn't know about yourself...
I'm bipolar but I am not self-absorbed. I do not seek sympathy from others. I only wish to live my life with as much happiness as I can. I am but a leaning post, a wall to bounce off. If you wish to talk to me, do so. I am not as judgmental as you may think. I am aware of myself and my surroundings [including people]. If this looks as though I have an ego, then this is your opinion [is it not?]. Ego vs Id... I am beautiful, I am awesome. I am who I am and will always be so. I like my life.
You cannot make me change!

My Interests

I have many interests. Ask me what they are...if you wish...br
Authors I love reading
Tim Winton
Morris Gleitzman
John Marsden
Jack Kerouac
Allen Ginsberg
William Burroughs
Oscar Wilde
Walt Whitman...

I'd like to meet:

The greatest inspiration to my life: Jack Kerouac.

Why are the ones who helped me grow, dead?

Music:

.hinge, Tension [RIP], The Dead Republic [RIP], Endusk [RIP], The Simian Line, Tangled Thoughts of Leaving, Madeleine Peyroux, Block, Revolucion Street, Sleep Parade, Mojada, Thumb [RIP], Headshot [RIP], Tang, Extra Virgin [RIP], Tailbone, (tocata), Down To Size [RIP], Walk The Earth, Fingerprint Resistant, The Locus Scene, Self, Ta'veren Jive, Moby, Endorphin, Underworld, Things In Herds, Spargo, Creech, The Sparrows, Owenell, Face Tomorrow, RooK, Winston, Lamb...

Check out my music and add me if you like it. I'm looking at forming a band and creating something awesome - Industrial Jazz mayhaps. So if you're interested, message me.

My Blog

intermeresting

If I move the screen back on this laptop, I get some feedback. It's ok, I just turned off the speakers. ahaha...it gets flown around a lot this laptop does. So anyway, it's been an amazing month....
Posted by .melie on Mon, 23 Jun 2008 04:29:00 PST

Winter has set in

Winter for people with chemical depression is one of the toughest times of year. It is when there is less serotonin being made due to lack of natural light, therefore the "happy" feelings that you mig...
Posted by .melie on Thu, 12 Jun 2008 06:30:00 PST

spanktastic!

Hey there katz and kittenz, The last blog didn't really say too much, but that's because I was on the phone to "Offline" at the time he was reading my bloggles and wanted me to write something a...
Posted by .melie on Tue, 10 Jun 2008 02:35:00 PST

I am a happy lady

Welcome to the happy winter. I met a man on the phone - he tried to sell me roller blinds, he got a date instead. First date, he cooked us dinner (us being mum, dad and myself). Score! Now - I gots me...
Posted by .melie on Wed, 04 Jun 2008 07:12:00 PST

Out of the country for 6 weeks

Hey folks, I'm out of the country for 6 weeks as of Sunday, March 2nd. So if I'm not online much - which is often the case here anyway - never fear!!! I'll be back in Perth on April 17th assuming I do...
Posted by .melie on Tue, 26 Feb 2008 07:40:00 PST

Tattoo artists wanted!

Hey people, I have an idea for my next tattoo to go across my chest but because I can't draw, it would not turn out so well if I tried to design it myself...ahahahahha Therefore, I need some peop...
Posted by .melie on Mon, 03 Dec 2007 06:23:00 PST

cRaYz-E

In all serious, WHAT THE FUCK!?! I'm an angry and evil person, we all know that - but to my friends, I'm funny and nice [as well as angry and evil] and will do pretty much anything for them. Yeah ok, ...
Posted by .melie on Mon, 05 Nov 2007 08:52:00 PST

The physics according to law

I took the road not easily travelled. I came to a turnpoint and took the hook. What came up is something unexpected, something surprising, something that could make life much more exciting, yet could ...
Posted by .melie on Mon, 01 Oct 2007 09:32:00 PST

A little update on me

I've been a hermit for quite some time [and still am] but there are quite a few reasons; some awesome [that you won't actually know] and some stupid [such as anxiety]. It's been a bit of a ride for me...
Posted by .melie on Tue, 28 Aug 2007 07:21:00 PST

Stupid cars

I just got my car serviced yesterday at RAC, today, my battery is dead. You'd think they'd notice this and say something - or maybe even replace it....? I have nfi wtf is going on these days...life is...
Posted by .melie on Tue, 28 Aug 2007 06:56:00 PST