new music |
i finally got around to making a page for music that i do on my own at 5 in the morning whenever inspiration strikes and im not sleeping cause im a horrible insomniac and make huge run on sentences.
&... Posted by James on Sat, 26 Jan 2008 06:53:00 PST |
gender subversion |
for every girl who is tired of acting weak when she is strong,
there is a boy tired of appearing strong when he feels vulnerable.
for every boy who is burdened with the constant expectation of ... Posted by James on Sun, 06 Jan 2008 04:53:00 PST |
putting the dirt back in the hole |
..have you ever really tried?
have you ever actually done something to make things right or do you just hold on to the sour feeling in your gut.
the time for repentance is over.
ive paid my deb... Posted by James on Mon, 10 Dec 2007 10:58:00 PST |
beyond explanation |
...after that, my father refused to speak to me. He felt i had shamed him, and i suppose, in this world, I had. But fathers can ruin their sons, and i was, in a fashion, ruined after that. I was a ner... Posted by James on Fri, 07 Dec 2007 09:53:00 PST |
Everyone... |
we're not kids anymore.
GROW UP.
i spake as a child, i thought as a child
but when i becam... Posted by James on Fri, 30 Nov 2007 04:23:00 PST |
regretfully... |
some people were upset with the last thing i posted. i never expect people to actually read these things, its the idiot in me. it cant be helped. i just needed to vent and i picked the wrong place to ... Posted by James on Sun, 18 Nov 2007 11:47:00 PST |
the closets full |
i guess i just cant take the silence anymore. we sit and do nothing. we talk about bullshit and sometimes i just want to be alone. and yea, i get it, you do understand that. it doesnt make it any easi... Posted by James on Sun, 23 Sep 2007 04:52:00 PST |
for the stomach pains |
who do you come to for comfort
who do you come to for honesty
and this is the thanks i get
you remember the story of the animal who bites the hand that feeds?
you can go hungry now
i will never cradle... Posted by James on Fri, 21 Sep 2007 02:04:00 PST |
things people wrote that are better than anything i’ll ever write |
a ghost with teeth and what i hate is poetry
poets
politicians
the way we all become whoresat some point
and maybe i'm moving too fast here
maybe cobain was concerned with more than his own pain a... Posted by James on Thu, 20 Sep 2007 11:14:00 PST |
swallow |
swallow
the muscles in my throat fight the nerves
its war in this body, all the time
two voices in my head argueing
just take what i need to get by
choking down pills
the headaches never let me... Posted by James on Tue, 18 Sep 2007 04:05:00 PST |