I wanna know the answers to all of lifes questions, why do we feel the way we do? how many of us go through the motions with no purpouse at all? why does the lighting of the sky at particular times and days effect us emotionally and how we perceive everything around us and in our lives? I know that sounds very vague but if your a human being I think you kinda know what I mean, why do we let egos get in the way of so many good things? how many of us go through half of our lives or even more before realizing who we really are and even then not really being sure? Why do we remember little insignificant instances of our pasts, like the way a particular tree looked on some random day that you saw down the block when you were 8 years old, why do these stupid images bring us so many unexplained places in our minds when we reflect on them. I wish I could go to these scenes and images from my past and spend hours exploring the frozen scene so I can totally understand it and know it's sigificance on my psyche and come back a more enlightened person. My biggest interest in life is music, I love all kinds of music EXCEPT emo punk , bubble gum bullshit pop (you know the WBLI Garbage), and rap. My favorite music is heavy metal. I play Guitar as a hobby and I sing in the heavy metal band Dry Heave,(check us out at myspace.com/dryheave) which I hope to make a career out of since it's my biggest passion and the fact that I feel most other career endevours are dull. I think Music is very important it gets people through the tough times makes them remember the good ones and just reaches out to people. I Love professional wrestling, I've been watching WWF since I was 4 years old( I know it's sad but i think it's fun to watch, and fuck you for judging anyway, You don't understand what it's like to have randy savage infect your delicate mind at the age of 3, for further reference please watch the video down below) I am an Atheist and i feel bad for anyone who is so in fear of their own mortality that they feel the need to indulge in the fairytales that all these religions tell them and live their lives by it and actively practice it, and try to force it on everyone else, what a waste, plus most of them only practice out of the fear of hell which is ass backwards in my opinion, your morals should come from your heart and be true and real not cause of fear of punishment, if that's your only reason for doing good then it's selfish and your a piece of trash. maybe that was a little harsh I don't dislike people that are religious I just hate when they try to preach to me or debate about it, it's just not something I like to talk about. (but I am sigificantly talking about it in this area of my page, What The Fuck?) And by no means am I a bad person because of this, I have a strong sense of morals, there is no one that can say that i've ever done them wrong or screwed them over in anyway , I just don't believe in god. I hate organized religions in general because I feel That they are the cause of most wars and disagreements between groups of people and i think we can do without them, just do your own thing and let others do theirs ya know? I like to spend time day dreaming, I like to really sit back and take in whatever environment I am in, concentrate on how everything looks and feels and just let my mind wander, which isn't always good, especially since I often drown in daydreams at school. I think it's very important to take in as much knowledge as possible and to always know whats going on in the world. I like being outside I am adventurous, but unfortunately there is not much to do on Long Island so I end up spending most of my time chilling with my friends,but I always try to find something to do, I hate sitting around, unless i'm tired then it's cool. I am an asshole half the time but I am Always Genuine. I am very loyal to my friends, if your are my friend you are my family and I will be there for you no matter what. I love Nature especially woods and forrests, I can't really explain why but I just feel more alive and at peace in those types of places. I hate work, not that I'm lazy and don't like exerting myself, Infact I love working hard, I just hate the whole idea of whoring out most of your time on this world for the all mighty dollar. I hate how everyone defines themselves by their occupation instead of on their personality. I wish everyone was self sustaining, land was free and everyone just built their own shit and hunted their food and hand made their own possesions, sure we wouldn't have alot of the shit we have now but at least life would be more rewarding. I am vulgar as hell and if my language bothers you all I can say is stop being such a fucking tight ass, shit head, they're just words. And thats about it. oh yeah , my favorite color is green my second favorite is orange, my favorite candy is Chuckles, my favorite beer is Miller Genuine Draft but i'd rather drink Whiskey, I like the Mets but i don't follow sports much, I love fireworks particularly "monkeys invade the heavenly palace" and "george washingtons hat", and Fuck Bush. my about me section is long winded and you just spent mad time reading it, that makes me laugh, hahaha, ok thats all, you can stop reading this now.....seriously just fuckin' stop.
.. width="425" height="350" .."Burden is an instant execution
Burden upon the backs of the desperate
Carry on undertakers
The message: you will false past existance
Glowing under of my twisted wind
And with the wind comes your hair
In through your hands
A foot on the back of your neck
Pushing you into a mile of rock and soil... To your prestigious destination" - Lysergic Funeral Procession,DOWN.. width="425" height="350" .... width="425" height="350" ..
