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~murph~

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About Me

..I do not know whether I was then a man dreaming I was a butterfly, or whether I am now a butterfly dreaming I am a man. - Chuang Tse

My Interests

Biking, hiking with my dog, camping, movies, laughing until I cry, live music (especially outdoor shows!), lazing around on a raft on a hot summer's day in the water, politics, canoing, kayaking, sarcasm, humanity, thunderstorms, religion, playing pool, making things, sunshine, friends, family, cooking, naps with my dog curled up next to me, raw emotion, horseback riding, wind, gardening, organic foods, butterflies, being a "bad influence" to my friends' children

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Movies:

the Wall, Harold and Maude, Happy Gilmore, Sliding Doors, Jackass, American Beauty, Rocky Horror Picture Show, Love Liza, Hotel Rwandamspmb src="http://www.youtube.com/v/L4YBxNP8QwM" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent"

Television:

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Books:

Losing My Mind by Thomas DeBaggio, I Know This Much is True, She's Come Undone, and Couldn't Keep it to Myself all by Wally Lamb, most Steven King novels, In Cold Blood by Truman Capote, White Oleander and Paint it Black by Janet Fitch

Heroes:

The worst taint is ignorance. Destroy this one taint and become taintless. - Buddha

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my chest         & nbsp;         it's tight it's hard to catch my breath   again     ...
Posted by ~murph~ on Wed, 27 Feb 2008 04:33:00 PST

For anyone, but I mean everyone

I just want to share with everyone something that happened in my world last night.  A friend of mine called me freaking out because he took some pills and didn't feel right.  I went to his h...
Posted by ~murph~ on Thu, 31 Jan 2008 09:20:00 PST

reruns

like the dj playing all night  i can feel the record scratch          ;     skip        &nbs...
Posted by ~murph~ on Fri, 09 Mar 2007 06:40:00 PST

as if

                            It's always a moment -a moment one searches for- ...
Posted by ~murph~ on Wed, 07 Feb 2007 10:41:00 PST

mmmm

mmmmm    sometimes it's hard to breathe        and sometimes it's hard    to think and sometimes it's just hard to be to be here in this skin this s...
Posted by ~murph~ on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 03:03:00 PST

Trying to Quit by Holly Day

naked, sharing a cigarette      we exchange terrible lies     beneath these stained sheets we mean something stronger than the definition     of ...
Posted by ~murph~ on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 01:21:00 PST

hmmmmmmmm

I cannot     I cannot speak     LOUD enough I cannot  pull this ache out    I cannot pull it out to run from it,  (do you think it would give me ti...
Posted by ~murph~ on Mon, 09 Oct 2006 02:10:00 PST

asleep

sitting       i find myself     pacing  (how much further can i go?) time moves        through me   as if it were a freight train ...
Posted by ~murph~ on Wed, 04 Oct 2006 06:46:00 PST

what?

i sit and i wait.  we fumble for the last of our cigarettes, the ashtray overflows.  this movement has taken my breath away.  i stood there, holding your hand and running my fingers t...
Posted by ~murph~ on Mon, 02 Oct 2006 02:38:00 PST