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*~*She has my heart!!*~*

Love isn't finding the perfect person, It's seeing an imperfect person perfectly.....

About Me

Well, Hello There!! My name is Amanda, I'm 25 and I'm very out going. I'm just looking for friends right now. I am with someone that for once in my life actually makes me feel beautiful. I couldn't ask for more than that. Thank you babe! :) I also have a four year old daughter, who is the light of my life. Other than that, I love to spend time with my friends and LAUGH, LAUGH, LAUGH!!! cars layout @ HOT FreeLayouts.com MyHotComments
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I love to hang out with friends. Without my friends, I don't know where I would be. Other than that, I guess I like to read, write short stories or poems and LOVE drawing. Myspace Contact Tables

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Have you ever been in love? eh...what's love?
Who was your first love? that's for me to know
Who still has your heart? the only one that has my heart..is my daughter
Who is your best friend? I have ALOT of friends....but my best friend is Nikki
What do you look for in a relationship? Honesty, Trust, Communication, Loyalty, and above all..we need to be able to laugh together.
What's your fav thing to do? Draw or hang out with friends
Do you have any hopes or dreams? Just to find that "true" love that's waiting for me out there.
Most missed memory? all of 2004
Any regrets? many regrets...but they can't be changed..so why dwell?
What's your fav color? BLUE!!! :)
What would be the ultimate first date? anywhere that we could have a good conversation
What perfume or cologne do you wear? I wear all kinds..(not at the same time of course) lol
Are you happy with your life? not really....but who is now a days?
Are you missing anyone right now? no...not really
Favorite quote? "Never leave the one you LOVE, for the one you LIKE. Because the one you LIKE, will leave you for the one they LOVE"

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Music:

I like ALL kinds of music. I'm always searching for new songs or artists to listen to.

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Movies:

I love horror movies!! I could list all of the other movies that I like, but that could take forever. :)

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Television:

Pretty much anything on TLC..especially Labor and Delivery type shows. I love a lot of the shows on mtv, like Rob & Big, and The Real World. :)Myspace .. Now Icons

Books:

My all time favorite book is "She's come Undone" by Wally Lamb.

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Heroes:

My #1 hero is my mom. As I get older I realize everything she did for me when I was growing up. Raising 3 kids alone has got to be tough.. I can barely handle 1!!

My Blog

she let her heart and soul right in your hands....

I don't even know what to say right now...to leave me speechless is hard to do.  I just know that I am hurting more than i have in a long time.  I hate the way this feels..and I never wanted...
Posted by *~*@m@nd@*~* on Thu, 15 Mar 2007 10:59:00 PST

Under your spell....

Lately I've been having a lot of ups and downs and it is really beginning to scare me.  It would be ok, if I knew why I felt depressed, or what was triggering the mood swings.  I am overwhel...
Posted by *~*@m@nd@*~* on Tue, 06 Mar 2007 10:40:00 PST

Lift me from this place...

Many of you know about what happened to me in Decemeber...I don't like bringing it up or talking about it, but the night it happened I had listened to many many songs while I sat alone.  Today as...
Posted by *~*@m@nd@*~* on Wed, 28 Feb 2007 09:36:00 PST

Will you be mine?

Things have been fuzzy in my life for awhile now...just when I think they are starting to make sense.. I fall right back to where I was before.   I wonder so many things about my life..but ...
Posted by *~*@m@nd@*~* on Sat, 27 Jan 2007 04:03:00 PST

Down Again

Down Again by Jenna I've been pushed down so many timesI feel this time will be the lastas I lay here fadingmy thoughts are invaded by memories of my pastI feel the pressures of shame and reject...
Posted by *~*@m@nd@*~* on Fri, 26 Jan 2007 12:02:00 PST

Eternal Darkness...for Ronda Michel

Eternal Darkness By: Amanda Jans   I walk through eternal darkness.. Facing the unknown&I wonder& Is there someone out there? Maybe I'm not alone&.   I see your face& Eyes as deep as the sea...
Posted by *~*@m@nd@*~* on Fri, 19 Jan 2007 01:52:00 PST

Unappreciated...

After everything I've been through in the past 5 months.. I didn't think that I could ever open my heart up to anyone again...in fear of being hurt.  I met someone...tip toed around things at fir...
Posted by *~*@m@nd@*~* on Fri, 19 Jan 2007 10:45:00 PST

Things will never be the same....

Why do I always let people fuck with my emotions?  I wonder sometimes why i'm so dumb.  Why did I ever think that she could have been different then everyone else?  The truth is...that ...
Posted by *~*@m@nd@*~* on Mon, 15 Jan 2007 06:28:00 PST

We are screaming inside..but we can't be heard!!

I don't know what to do right now.  I can't sleep.  I try to close my eyes, and thoughts race through my head.  I haven't slept since Thursday night..so you would think I could fal...
Posted by *~*@m@nd@*~* on Sun, 14 Jan 2007 10:35:00 PST

I've Lost A Friend

How do you make it through hard times without your best friend, when your best friend isn't there to talk to.  What if your best friend abandoned you when you needed them the most?  What if ...
Posted by *~*@m@nd@*~* on Thu, 07 Dec 2006 08:19:00 PST