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@rioddity

*~~The mark of your ignorance is the depth of your belief in injustice and tragedy. What the caterpi

About Me

~THINK HIGHER....THOUGHTS CANNOT RISE ABOVE THEIR OWN LEVELS~ I find it irritating that non-dairy creamer won't dissolve in cold coffee and that plucking my eyebrows makes me sneeze. I don't talk very much unless I'm at home and I always know what time it is. "Purity, peace, happiness beyond dreams are sparkling and dancing within your soul." "Be as simple as you can be; you will be astonished to see how uncomplicated and happy your life can become." Paramahansa Yogananda

"Be faithful to that which exists nowhere, but in yourself-and thus, make yourself indispensable."--Andre Gide

My Interests

*~~There is always some madness in love. But there is also, always, some reason in madness.--Nietzsche~~* What did Bob Dylan, say? "Ah, but I was so much older then. I am so much younger now." Ah, yes.

I'd like to meet:

People I'm not allergic to. Humans without agendas. Those who walk with natural balance. Laughing, dancing souls who aren't afraid of the light. People who don't need an explanation. People who smell nice because my nose has never led me astray.

"BRAINS ARE A HANDICAP IF YOU ARE BLONDE"

Music:

WITHOUT MUSIC LIFE WOULD BE A MISTAKE~~Nietzsche** Music is poetry. Music is essential. Music is powerful. Music is energy. It can make you hate, love, dance, create, destroy, cry, scream, dream, heal, forget, remember. It can invoke great joy, great sorrow, great fury. Music is an indirect force for change. Without music I am dead. TAKE ME TO THE SOUND~~~

Movies:

THE BEST MOVIE IN THE WORLD!!!
my frazy

Television:

KILL YOUR TELEVISION!!!! Paint your bathroom. Bake a cake. Write a poem.Okay......I do watch the following: In fact, this was/is the BEST SHOW EVER!! EVER! I Love/d it! I lost a part of myself when it ended. And I cried as if I'd lost a friend. What Type of Killer Are You?
You are an assassin.
That means you are a proffessional and do your job without mixing any emotions in it. In your life you have probably been hurt many times and have some mental scars. This results in you being distant from people. Though many think that you are evil, you are not. What you really are is a person, trying to forget your pain and past. You are the person who never seems to care and that is why being an assassin fits you. At least, that's what people think. Even if you don't think much of your victims, you still have the ability to care and to generally feel. Your heart is not lost, just a little forgotten. In crowds you tend to not get to noticed, and dress in black or other discrete colors. You don't like being in the spotlight and wish people would just leave you alone. But once you do get close to someone you have a hard time letting go and get violently sad when/if you lose him/her.
Main weapon: Sniper
Quote:"The walls we build around us to keep out the sadness also keep out the joy" -Jim Rohn
Facial expression: Narrowed eyes
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Books:

Anything by Philip Jose Farmer-The Riverworld series is awesome! Invisible Monsters, by Chuck Palahniuk, and Choke is pretty good, too. But happy endings are more suited to fantasy. Bleh.....~ MORDANT'S NEED: Mirror of Her Dreams and A Man Rides Through-Stephan R. Donaldson~ Beyond Good and Evil-Friedrich Nietzsche~ Wicked: The Life and Times of the Wicked Witch of the West-Gregory Maguire~ The Neverending Story-Michael Ende~ Love Warps the Mind A Little-John Dufresne~ Lonesome Dove-Larry McMurtry~ Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas-Hunter S. Thompson~ The Rum Diaries-Hunter S. Thompson~ Christine-Stephen King~ All Creatures Great and Small-James Herriot~ To Kill a Mockingbird-Harper Lee~ Nothing In This Book is True, But It's Exactly How Things Are-Bob Frisell~ Esoteric Mind Power-Vernon Howard~ 1984-George Orwell~ Even Cowgirls Get the Blues-Tom Robbins~ The Mrs. Pollifax mysteries-Dorothy Gilman~ Writing Down the Bones-Natalie Goldberg~ Long, Quiet Highway-Natalie Goldberg~ The Wounded Women-Linda Schierse Leonard~ The Amityville Horror-Jay Anson~The Writings of Marcel Proust~

Heroes:

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My Blog

blink blank stare

self deception self destruction look what they’ve done to my soul i just can’t seem to get it right sedation is denial intoxication motivation it doesn’t really take me away anymore...
Posted by @rioddity on Sat, 22 Mar 2008 04:02:00 PST

Old magazines

I sat at my desk pieces of you laid out before me there's your hand there's your mind here's your heart I ripped it up and threw it away "Oh," I said picking the pieces up again, "I guess thi...
Posted by @rioddity on Tue, 11 Sep 2007 08:23:00 PST

Its 5:30 in the morning and I am finally listening.

It is a strange day. It is a strange and beautiful day. The sun has not yet broken through the horizon. The crescent moon still hangs, a golden sliver in the morning. A paper cut in the darkness...
Posted by @rioddity on Sat, 08 Sep 2007 05:33:00 PST

Useless crap.

I'm going through the past. Sorting the memories into boxes. What to keep forever. What I can carry on my back What to throw away. What I can sell. What's this? I don't even remember. But it's here, t...
Posted by @rioddity on Tue, 04 Sep 2007 10:43:00 PST

Chasing a burning sky

There is a calm through every storm.   I am nothing more than a natural disaster. Strong and turbulent the power; Cataclysmic fear for a moment. Gentle and refreshing the whimsy...
Posted by @rioddity on Mon, 27 Aug 2007 07:16:00 PST

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What is today? A Thursday ending in Friday's beginning? The seventeenth day of this particular month? The time I choose. To do this. To let myself see. To listen. To accept. To let myself feel and e...
Posted by @rioddity on Fri, 17 Aug 2007 02:02:00 PST

In Love with Love

~Dance in the silence~ ~Cry in the virgin rain~ ~Drink of me~ ~Die with me~ ~Let us show the world~ ~Something beautiful~ ~Let us live~ ~Let me believe in you~ ~Paint me in the passion~ ~That covers ...
Posted by @rioddity on Thu, 16 Aug 2007 02:39:00 PST

Between and peeling the uncreating

TO BE CONTINUED....   AWARENESS Oh, how the tables turn. Spin. Such a crafty skill. The self and what it will learn. See. Letting go at will.   BREAKING Funny that nature feels. Lis...
Posted by @rioddity on Tue, 14 Aug 2007 04:47:00 PST

So, fucking, tired.

Excerpts from: "The Definition of Aloneness" By AES July, 2005   I believe in something bigger than me; Greater than us. Sometimes I call it God; other times it's you. Once in a while, late at ni...
Posted by @rioddity on Tue, 14 Aug 2007 04:28:00 PST

toxic ways

Is my self-loathing so severe that I truly sabatoge happiness? Do I fear success?  Or do I fear my coping mechanisms if I fail, again? My consistent, lack of desire, to do anything, remotely ambi...
Posted by @rioddity on Fri, 10 Aug 2007 03:17:00 PST