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☆CaRmEn☆

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About Me

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"She's so deliciously low. So horribly dirty."
I apply my personality in a paste.
I'm a vindictive little bitch, truth be told!
I'm impulsive. A little rough around the edges, vulgar, rude, and pretty obnoxious. Quick to put a bitch in their place if need be. I like to hang with friends and family. I tend to be too trusting, but when I lose trust in someone or something it's usually gone for good. I wanna (and someday will) marry Thom Yorke. Im too nice. But have no problem saying how I feel or being blunt. Sometimes Im too blunt. And end up hurting someones feelings when I don't mean to. But I try my best to be respectful in these sort of situations,.... IM ALSO BI-POLAR!!!(*gasps* oh no!) I take forever to make up my mind. I won't eat food that has mushrooms in it... I love hangin out with my kid. I HATE my nose, and love my eyes. Love a good wine. My is curly but, 90% of the time I straighten it. I can do make up better than you. My fav cosmetics are Urban Decay, Hardcandy, Lola & Bika Chic. I love presents!!! Give them to me! I like to be loud. I love thunderstorms in the summer. I love festivals. I love the first snow of the season. The beach is really nice. I hate wearing shoes. I LOVE DANCING & I CAN (bring it if you think you're better than me lol)! I HAVE A SUPER CUTE BOYFRIEND!!!!... I hate being bored, so that means my mind must be constantly stimulated. I like painting and drawing. I try to have the best intentions but sometimes that can get clouded. Im a typical Sagittarius *wink*. I know the PA Ren Faire jingle. I wish I was a Geisha. Im pack full of usless info. I love autumn esp October. Im TERRIFIED OF ANYKIND OF WORM/PARASITE, ROACHS, SLUGS,. Ants freak me out too. Im VERY Affectionate but only when Im really into someone. I want a pet bat. Yep Im a pretty weird girl. Good luck to those who think they can tame me.
THINGS I DO NOT LIKE!
STUPIDITY!!! I have no patience for people who only come around when shit's "good", AND I REALLY HAVE NO PATIENCE FOR IGNORANCE. And people who are NEVER there, when it counts, or people who only think about their self. People who give a double standard for EVERYTHING. Liars can piss off too. Superficial assholes can fuck off. being told what to do, how i should or shouldn't dress. Being lied to. Mushrooms. My dad and brothers cooking. Headaches. Boring people. When I run out of conditioner. When it gets too hot in my house. My cats fur on my clothes. Banana flavored runts. Bad breath. Hypocrites, Jerks, when my contacts hurt my eyes, Bad kissers, Being broke, These kinda things have no place in my world.........

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My Interests

traveling, art, sushi, my cat, antiques, vintage, target, PARF, skittles, green gummi bears, horror movies, sleeping, the paranormal, kickin back n watchin movies, middle eastern art/decor, religion, faeries, fantasy, holidays, culture, skittles, dove chocolate, self respect, feminisim, the first kiss, rock climbing, horseback riding, star watching, henna, smells, snowballs on a summer day, summer, the beach, coconutty smells/flavors, solitude, Alex Grey, Guy Aitchison,.... a whole lotta things
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I'd like to meet:



Jim Morrison. Myself in 10years.
"I'm telling you right off the bat, I'm high-maintainance, so... I'm not gonna tip-toe around your marriage, or whatever it is you've got goin' there. If you wanna be with me, you're with me. Too many guys think I'm a concept, or I complete them, or I'm gonna make them alive. But I'm just a fucked-up girl who's lookin' for my own piece of mind; don't assign me yours".

Anyone who is: Kind, Smart, HONEST, LOYAL, compassionate, funny. Loves life. RESPECTFUL. ANYONE WHO ISN'T FULL OF SHIT.

Music:


DON'T DEFINE ME A CERTIN STEREOTYPE BY THE TYPE OF MUCIS I DO OR DON'T LISTEN TO, I LISTEN TO WHAT I DO BECAUSE I SIMPLY LIKE IT. Raidohead, Muse, Taking Back Sunday, Dashboard Confessional, Cave-In Le Tigre, The Cure, Morrissey, Billy Idol, The Distillers, Blink 182, Albannach, HORROPOPS, Blondie, The Waitresses, Madonna, Joan Jett, Snow Patrol,, Unwritin Law, Planes Mistaken for Stars, The Mars Volta, Tori Amos, Drive By Truckers, The Smiths, Portishead, I-Parasite, Ztrip, Skinny Puppy, ministry, 30 seconds to mars, atari teenage riot, thrice, death cab for cutie, postal service, interpol, tool, tom petty, sigur ros, depeche mode, rilo kiley, bright eyes, murs, lake trout, WEEN, pj harvey, the pixies, razorlight, straylight run, sneaker pimps, tiger army, pretty girls make graves, yeah yeah yeahs, Bratmobile, miss.kittin, collide, john b, delerium, jsmooth, front242, frontline assembly, rjd2, sage francis, radio 4, willie nelson, patsy cline, hank williams jr, keith urban, gretchen wilson, toby keith, CCR, the doors, ghostface, q-tip, mos def,......

Movies:


Elizabeth I, Braveheart, Rory O'Shey Was Here, Memoirs ofa Geisha, Drop Dead Fred, Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind, The Notebook, anything Tim Burton, Anything Disney, chick flicks, Girl Interrupted, Gangs of New York, Copycat, My Fair Lady, 7 Year Itch, Breakfast at Tiffinays, Christmas movies, Emily Rose, The Passion, Willy Wonka, Ghostbusters, King Kong, Lord of the Ring, Harry Potter, Ice Age, High Tension, Interview with a Vampire, The Phantom of the Opera, Party Monster, House of a 1000corpses, Devils Rejects, Exorcist, Texas Chainsaw...... I like all kinds.

Television:

SEX AND THE CITY MOST HAUNTED, Gilmore Girls, Anything on A & E, Bravo, TLC, Discovery, National Geographic, or Travel,... Family Guy, ALL OF LAW & ORDER, *Buffy*, Charmed, Sightings, The Golden Girls, Will & Grace, Fraiser, The Simpsons,....

Books:

Oscar Wilde, Charles Dickens, Anne Rice, Shel Silverstein,....

Heroes:

My son

my Poppop

Eleanor Roosevelt.

My Blog

Stolkholm Syndrome

This sounds about right,.......     The Stockholm SyndromeThe Mystery of Loving an Abuser People are often amazed at their own psychological conditions and reactions. Those with depression ...
Posted by CarmenMarie on Sun, 01 Apr 2007 02:25:00 PST

current events

Long time! Well it's been sometime since my last blog. Time for a current update. I've been sober for about a month, and I feel great. Apparently I look better too (so I've been told).. This...
Posted by CarmenMarie on Sun, 18 Mar 2007 12:37:00 PST

The Best One of The Best Ones

My confidence in being able to hold a healthy relationship has been greatly tainted..... Why is it that when a boy I'm dating says that they like me, do I not believe it? And, then compleatly take it ...
Posted by CarmenMarie on Mon, 29 Jan 2007 10:17:00 PST

BDAY RE-CAP!!!!

Here it is. The birthday re-cap. 1st, I want to thank Chris Q, Gretchen, Nicole, Nick, and Karen/Jeff for coming out with me for my party. That meant the world to me.  Ya'll were the highlights o...
Posted by CarmenMarie on Mon, 04 Dec 2006 11:21:00 PST

the eternal optimist

I'm in such a great mood today. It's weird how you can feel something in you change. "The most important thing in life is your family. There are days you love them, and others you don't. But, in ...
Posted by CarmenMarie on Fri, 10 Nov 2006 09:09:00 PST

PARF recap!!!!!

So yesterday morning the alarm wakes me @ 9am *hit snooze button* 10 more min. Alarm goes off again, 10 more min. Finally, I drag my ass out of bed. Get ready and leave for PARF. I was supposed to be ...
Posted by CarmenMarie on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 08:53:00 PST

are you a true friend?

I wish that I had a way to weed out people who are really friends and who really aren't. It disappoints me to know that I have friends out there, that make me wonder why they're even my friends at all...
Posted by CarmenMarie on Tue, 29 Aug 2006 08:39:00 PST

random stuff

Sometimes in the morning I am petrified and can't move.Awake, but cannot open my eyes.And the weight is crushing down on my lungs, I know I can't breathe.And hope someone will save me this time.And yo...
Posted by CarmenMarie on Mon, 14 Aug 2006 02:25:00 PST

bone dust

Suicidal Romance By: Carmen Trying my best to make a ghost of the memories of you.Instead, I continue to poision my heart with the drugyou pump into my body. Now with this sweet addiction Im not ready...
Posted by CarmenMarie on Fri, 14 Jul 2006 01:25:00 PST

My Torture

Im sick and need help. Im a Sadist-Masochist to myself. Esp when it comes to my past relationship. Why do I always find myself running when my past calls me? Do I enjoy the pain? Am I addicted to infl...
Posted by CarmenMarie on Thu, 13 Jul 2006 02:16:00 PST