..ashes..ashes...we all fall down... |
i'm starting to feel like i have to prove myself to every single person in my life. no exclusions. i know i usually don't care what people think of me, but this time is a little different. s'like im b...
Posted by on Fri, 08 Jun 2007 19:43:00 GMT |
think happy thoughts....think happy thoughts....think happy thoughts.... |
....ok, this "growing up" isn't like i thought it would be. im not sure if i want to call it "hard", but it sure as fuck isn't simple. i dunno, maybe im just dumb...or lazy...ok, well i AM lazy, but t...
Posted by on Wed, 04 Apr 2007 23:38:00 GMT |
the wonders of my sweet cerebral "vortex" |
im beginning to have nightmares again. the only thing that bothers me is that they are about people i know and care about. its weird. like, the smallest things have been getting to me as of late. ...
Posted by on Sun, 15 Oct 2006 10:09:00 GMT |
Reality is the new Fiction |
Life has been pretty um....yeah, lets just leave it at "um", as of late. i dunno, things just aren't what they appear to be, in many ways. im not really sure if im distorting things to make them l...
Posted by on Thu, 06 Jul 2006 12:54:00 GMT |
..sandpaper licking my wounds..i want more, make me hate myself! |
the present has been pretty weird for me. its starting to get to me a little bit. the funny thing is that the "main" issue of my life has almost nothing to do with how im feeling now. i dunno, a few o...
Posted by on Tue, 14 Feb 2006 01:02:00 GMT |
i didn't care that you left and abandoned me...what hurts more...is i would still die for you.. |
utlimately...i think i am making myself unhappy. on the surface, i could probably say the reason i am upset is because of not one person, or one situation...but people and different situations. i supp...
Posted by on Sun, 18 Dec 2005 23:39:00 GMT |
my 8 chosen stars |
i've been seeing blogs about top 8s, i've decided to put one up.
1. Elyse - the word "hardcore" doesn't begin to describe this girl. she's punk without any soft shit that may come with it. i've learne...
Posted by on Tue, 06 Dec 2005 17:15:00 GMT |
Venom Soul |
Before i get to the good part of the blog, i may as well get the negative crap thats been on my mind tonight out of the way. hmm....to say im "confused" about things between me and this one girl would...
Posted by on Fri, 02 Dec 2005 00:53:00 GMT |
...silent screams... |
well...here i am...stressed out again and im not really sure why.......again. i don't really have a specific reason to blog, so i guess i'll just type and see what comes out. last night i threw zak a ...
Posted by on Tue, 29 Nov 2005 20:45:00 GMT |
..if these words were tears... |
within the past few weeks i've been seeing susan around. those of you who really know me, KNOW my past with her. and to be honest, even you don't know everything. seeing her triggered alot of mem...
Posted by on Sat, 15 Oct 2005 23:38:00 GMT |
