Just Call Me The Female Casanova

I am from NJ. The good old “Garden State”, I am from the land of “Wild Turkeys” but now known as the land of the “Malls”. Let me tell you, living in this town, this place is rough. I live in a town that is self centered and self absorbed. All the way from big ego’s to small minds, and with personalities to match. I was made fun of for not being “cool” or extremely “skinny”. I was made fun of for being sweet, and caring, for being loving, and in general nice. I may seem rough now, and my actions at times maybe crueler then I intended, but I came from a different mind set, and I live in a new one of lacking self confidence of myself and others. I am not begging to be your friend, nor am I looking to win a popularity contest. I am as real as the person next to you, whether it be in a car, train, bus, plane, you name it. I am independent, and strong minded, and I have a strong will. I grew up mentally at a young age, yet I am the biggest kid you will ever meet. I am over opinionated, and speak my mind, I do not follow trends, nor do I keep quiet either. I have a mind, I will speak it. If you do not like that in a girl, or person in general, the please look somewhere else. It will not affect me in anyway. I will not break because you do not like me, nor will I allow that to be at my expense. I have had myspace since I was a freshman in high school. The only reason I have one now is because I want to give anyone a chance. I will be anyone’s friend if they need it. I am an artist, a poet, a lover, a sister, a friend, and a listener. I do not judge by outer appearance but by an inner one. If you are ugly within, think that you are still “Oh so cool” get over it. Must of us are no longer in high school. In the real world there is no “cool” or in crowd. Just followers, leaders, idealists, artists, so on and forth. I wont sit here and lie and say I did not “label” myself, but to me if you have to try and find a “label” then that is just sad. I said I am an artist, I see photos as a way of self expression. Words can be cretailed but not what the mind thinks. My photos, or so I hope allows everyone to see what either I see, or allows them the capability of seeing, and surpassing the “general” mold of society.I am a dork. I go and or work at Renissance’s fairs, laugh a fart jokes, watch cartoons, and the Disney channel. I love making things with my hands, and love play-doe. I love femo, and all those other kiddie things that once we all like to do during the ages of innocence. I love the shore, I love nature, I love scary events and or ideas. I am one of the followers that do in-fact take part in “weird Nj”.I model every so often, and hope to really get back into it, and I also work out. As I said, I was made fun of for the way I was, but now as cocky was this may sound I am “envied” and I do enjoy it. So in a sense, I have had my taste of bitter sweet revenge. I can not sit here and tell you what I think of myself, but I have asked my friends and this is what they said. "you're artistic, funny and caring (Lindsay) : loud and funny (Claudine)Terry: your cool chica (Terry) my quote for you would be." to the world your only 1 person but to some one else your the world"%D?huck: I would say your smart crazy and I don’t know how to describe you. You are a great friend!!! you brighten my day (Megan)