mpain[FTDM]

I'm first and foremost an artist and i wont define that being as theres no one thing i particullarly limit myself too music is my passion though and i hope one day i'll be able to get my lyrics heard..shit not even a year and a half ago i wrote my first album, i put so much work into and now it seems so well bland in comparison to what i write these days. Thing is that well i'm different than a lot of people well most creative people are but like any given situation might affect 82 percent of people in a 40 percent real way but itd hit me so much differently like i mean even things i havent gone through but has happened to those around me and even people i dont know but have helped when they were going through shit has really taught me a lot and i find inspration in that at time tho it does comes randomly. seriosly at some point i need to get at least one album done...eventually i will go into acting, maybe modeling dunno about that one, fashion well i don t think people would like my shit well you awsome ass fuckers would but the dull stagante people who do nothing with their lives but bash you for being different well they wouldnt but you dont do things for others anyways. you know im really starting to believe that saying that beauty is in the eye of the beholder which really is weird. im going to be starting college soon few ways that could go.... pretty sure at some point im gona go into pro wrestling kinda as a fuck you i can do this well idk im weird like that but id rather be weird than not myself which i notice a lot fakes makes me sad. if i had no way to express myself id rather be dead honestly i mean like what really is a world where you have to censor yourself to better suit everyone elses standards. ive been through a lot of shit and made a lot of mistakes but i dont regret a thing i ve done cause its made me who i am. The most important thing to me is my best friend marcus cause without him i wouldnt be here. he truly has saved my life more than once. a little advice for you.. dont let anything make you lose yourself or become fake. much love to those who are there for me id be lost with no one. the thing i want to do with this life is make a difference. i m still trying to find myself really but i know how cold this world can be so if anyone needs advice or anything feel free to talk ill try to help as much as i can. i like music that makes a point about whats going on in the worldwhere were all so stagnate and quick to conform. one of the saddest things to me is that bradon lee died during the making of the crow ..still love that movie tho.. mcr is one of my favorite bands along with sixx am and skillit ill only give top three aAHHAHH too many otherwise. Myspace Contact Tables