Mama Bear

viva la pam

"Just when the caterpillar thought the world was over it became a butterfly."
I'm everything your mother said a lady "should be." Furthermore, I am all the things she warned you about. So, about me... It's hard to answer a question like this objectively but I'd like to think I'm a fairly honest person. I don't apologize for who I am or what I do. With me, it's "TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT." I'm open-minded & also the type of person you can be completely yourself around. I'm non-judgmental. I don't have a problem with anyone unless they have one with me first but most likely I wouldn't give a fuck if anyone has anything against me. I go with the flow & whatever I pick up on the way adds a little something extra to myself. Everyone who knows me--knows I'm a pretty even person. Although, there are times that my inner demon emerges looking for its pound of flesh. So that goes to say, I could kick your ass if I had to but I would much rather love you! I'm just a passionate person high on life & love trying to make my way. I don't have much to offer besides good intentions. I'm an artist that spawns herself from drama & suffering with a highly over-active imagination & libido. I am the creator of my own self-delusions & have a need for a salvation I shall never accept. Being around people made me realize that the world is, IN FACT, swarmed with idiots but for some sick reason I get along with everyone. Okay, almost everyone...!!! Word on the streets is that I'm hard to categorize and I like it that way. I'm a work in progress!
my heart

My Happily Ever After!
...still FEELS new, still get them BUTTERFLIES, still HAPPY with you!
"Life has taught us that love does not consist in gazing at each other but in looking outward together in the same direction".
captured moments

"Behind every picture is a story... ".
It seems that different people have an idea of what I am and what I should be. And then there's me!
THE ONE WHO STOLE MY HEART!
...sorry fellas but he's got me wrapped in a fantasy.
Branded for life!
Mine (left): JOSHUA
His (right): PAMELA FOREVER
One of the happiest day of my life
(...& no my fingers aren't broken, I'm double-jointed! LOL)
...My beautiful engagement ring!!!
My Beautiful Akita-Shepard & I
My daughter Lara Croft & I
My Adorable Nephews Alexei & Eric Latrell
No matter how down I am they never fail to put a smile on my face
I ♥ THEM SO MUCH...
My little sunshine & I
My little boonkie & I on his 1st. B-Day!
My Baby-sis' Patricia and I... I know we look nothing alike!
Us again... A more recent one!
Halloween '06
Ceasar & Cleo Patra
w/ My Beautiful Sisters
French Maid, Batwoman, & of course the Queen of the Nile Cleopatra!!!
@ The Delancey 10/27/06... w/ Joshua & Neco
My Big-Bro and I @ Sweat!!!
Again @ Sweat w/ Argenis... nothing but good times w/ good peoples!!!
w/ my sis-in-law Freny & Ria
Eliseo & I on his 26th.
Reppin' the B for the 'B' Familia!!!
w/ Hellen & My Bro
Again @ The Delancy w/ Tunisa, Eliseo & Peter
w/ Jamie, Jen, & Christina
Always have a blast with these girls-I miss ya'll!
@ La Cue w/ Papo, Kerok, Vero, Joshua
Alexei's 1st. B-day @ Astoria Manor!
w/ my sister and cousin Karenina
My 24th. B-day Celebration @ Tuts 4/7/06
w/ my bro, uncle and Joshua
w/ my two older-brothers Eliseo & Fred
w/ my future aunt Lucy and cousin Angelina (...adorable isn't she?)
@ Triple Crown w/ the dopest Puerto Rican girl :-)
Summer days playing dominoes w/ Manny
...My Sweet Escape!!!
Again @ Triple Crown w/ my bro & Jen
w/ my brothers and Joshua
Break my heart & They'll break your face! - my two older brothers"
Baby Phat Spring Fashion Show
All Glamoured-Up... w/ my bro Fred & Mommy-Dukes!!!
Lara Croft & I... the sweetest-pup ever!
@ Triple Crown w/ Joshua, Edgar and Jamie
Jamie & I showing the boys how it's done!
Rob & I --LOL I got him to smile for the picture :-)
One of the realest people I've met--Loski & I
W/ my cousin-in-law Tina @ Wasabi in Williamsburg, BK
W/ my other cousin-in-law Nany @ SoHo Billiards
Here's a more recent one of us
My soul-sister and I... we're like bread and butter!
@ TGI Fridays in VA w/ the Kym-bodian brown sugar!
K-Boogie & Pams doing it up in VA!
He brings out the kid in me...
...I've taught him well haha! ROCK ON...
My adorable nephew Super Alexei...
@ Kanvas w/ Jamaal, Thomas, Kwesi & Pammy the Pimp!?!
Good times @ Hogs & Heffers
w/ my big-sis Christine, Joe, Joshua, & bro-in-law Argy
w/ Jamaal, Sarah & Emily @ Thomas's backyard wedding in Jersey
Getting down @ Down the Hatch w/ Eireen & Shari
w/ My Mommy and my two adorable nephews!
@ Deep w/ Rice & My BooBooKittyFuck ;-)
Karen and I takin' over the F train!!!
Now pucker-up buttercup!!!