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About Me

I am indecisive to the point of insanity...I will choose to eat curly fries and ranch dressing over almost anything...I love with more passion than I'm aware I contain...I am quick to forgive, though I'll never forget...I hate to let go of people, but I'll never call...I am a perfectionist, but only about some things...I put things off till the last minute, but it'll get done well when I get around to it...I love animals more than people...I strive to be happy with things that dont begin to satisfy me...I love to wander aimlessly hand in hand with the one I love...I hate work but I love what I do...I'm never 100% sure about anything, except with him...I will choose to cuddle and watch a movie at home over going out...I will randomly pull off to the side of a dark road in Cali to open the moonroof and stare at the stars...I will not speak in anger, even when being yelled at...Music gets me through each day...I love brushing my teeth...I think before I speak, except when I really should...I'd be lying if I said I wasn't on the verge of doing snoopy dances right now...I have a hard time saying no to almost anything and anyone...I tend to push things and people away rather than deal with them...I hope I can one day repay everyone for everything they've done for me...I underestimate the power of forgiveness in the hearts of others...I love pandas...I can only be in love with one person, but I love many people...I crave security, though I constantly push it away...I dont know how to make everyone happy and still be happy myself...I end up pushing away everyone I truly love...I cant ever be a waitress/server...I've grown to look at my parents as people, not as oppressors...I get attached to animals way too easily (like a lil ferret clinging to my hand in a store)...A cup of hot cocoa with the lil marshmallows usually does wonders for my sleep...I have a weakness for nacho cheese...I trust too easily...I cant write anymore...Sleeping is over-rated apparently...I can listen to the Panic! At the Disco CD over and over...I am stubborn as hell when I want to be...I drive a beautiful 06 Black Cherry Scion tC *she's my baby*...Just cuz I dont call doesnt mean I dont care...I am growing into a true Scorpio woman, and I'm scared hahaha...I hate being bored, like I am right now...I cry entirely too much...I can't stand when it's perfectly quiet...I'm so excited to be a parent, but I'm terrified at the same time...Myspace Graphics
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My Interests

Music:

almost anything

Movies:

Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Party Monster, Legend, The Breakfast Club, American Beauty, The Butterfly Effect, the Austin Powers movies, Secret Window, Finding Nemo, Nightmare Before Christmas, Napoleon Dynamite, Titanic, Vanilla Sky, Girl Interrupted, Waiting, Wedding Crashers, Saw, Zoolander, Idle Hands, Labyrinth, The Burbs, Liar, Liar...and a bunch more.

Television:

Family Guy, The First 48, Cold Case Files, Mind of Mencia, American Idol, South Park, Autopsy.

Books:

Mirrors Never Lie, any of the Harry Potter books, and almost anything by Anne Rice, Christopher Pike and R.L. Stine.

Heroes:

I have a lot...my family, my friends, my husband...

My Blog

Due Date!!!

We found out my due date today. Caleb or Chloe is due on August 24th. (Yes, we finally decided on a girl name!) So, I'm almost 12 weeks along already, nearly through my first trimester. August is goin...
Posted by Chanteyl on Wed, 07 Feb 2007 05:45:00 PST

Tagged by Request

TAG! you're it =) You've been tagged.The Rules:The first player of this game starts with six weird things/habits about yourself, and people who get tagged, need to write a blog about their 6 weird th...
Posted by Chanteyl on Sat, 03 Feb 2007 12:24:00 PST

A Vegas Wedding

Yep it's true...Mike and I are getting married next month. I'm so excited I dont know what to do with myself Everything has just fallen into place for us so fast and I'm amazingly happy for the f...
Posted by Chanteyl on Tue, 14 Feb 2006 07:58:00 PST

Learn to Love Again

fire sparks deep inside earthquakes of pain worlds slowly crumble tears fall, rain rivers run cold hearts frozen, in shock eye of the storm a mental roadblock kisses of mist ...
Posted by Chanteyl on Wed, 25 Jan 2006 04:13:00 PST

Going back

So I've made the decision to go back to Vegas. Even though I'm glad I moved to Cali for a couple months, my life is still in Vegas. I miss going to school, I miss work, and most of all I miss m...
Posted by Chanteyl on Sun, 13 Nov 2005 12:28:00 PST

Bleed

Can a flower live in bloody water? A rose bleeds from my depths. Black, crying. Sweet demise it knows. So soft yet brittle. Crumble. Dissolve. Petals float down a silver r...
Posted by Chanteyl on Wed, 09 Nov 2005 10:19:00 PST

Again

So sharp Blissful torture Kiss me once more A moment of reality Seeps into my flesh With a stroke of pain Again Again Each slash deeper than the last My whole body ...
Posted by Chanteyl on Wed, 09 Nov 2005 10:17:00 PST

Lifeless

I wander through a hazy hell Searing heat burns my skin But still I stay another day Nowhere else to make my home My spirit has been drenched in dry Not even a tear is left to cry ...
Posted by Chanteyl on Wed, 09 Nov 2005 10:14:00 PST

where is he?

is it so much to ask / for a glance / into what the future holds / for me / i grow cold / waiting / for everything to fall / into place / so once and for all / past mistakes / fade / away / and i am c...
Posted by Chanteyl on Wed, 02 Nov 2005 11:54:00 PST

Fall

Written on 9-14-03 I feel the need / to bleed / or write / so give me a word / or a sword / and let me fight / let me be / let me see / the black inky blood / fall and flood / my paper so pure / wh...
Posted by Chanteyl on Fri, 21 Oct 2005 02:24:00 PST