Lucky 8 @ Perception 6 June 21st :=U.S=:

About Me

"But everybody wants to put me down. They say I'm going crazy. They say I got a lot of water in my brain. Ah, got no common sense. I got nobody left to believe in." Queen
"Rob the grave, to snow the cradle. Then burn the evidence down. Soapbox, house of cards, and glass, So don't go tossin' your stones around." Tool
"Peoples faces burn out, like sunspots on rain drops." The Used
You move through this life with great meals and a good day here and there. Keep walking forward. Wishing to obtain your goals. You see a path in front of you. Which if you moved off of it time would then stop. Life would stand completely still. You can still blink. You could still breath. But all movement from your body is frozen in time. You look around and all you see is pink. You close your eyes, taking a deep breath in, you hold it until you fall over...
The smell of Gruv Glide wakes you as you open your eyes and look up. Time hasnâ€™t stopped at all. The room was then moving around you and you listen as peaceful thumping comes from the ceiling. You sit up, your head feels heavy, not knowing your environs. The color pink comes back to you. You are again standing and nobody is near you. The leaves havenâ€™t yet fallen, the sky is still out. Your face is now permanently empowered into my brain.
I just wanted to stay home.
I just needed the time to be alone.
All I wanted was for you to stick up for me and not let her keep talking.
Or was the truth there, that you were speaking...
And she was the one listening?
How do I find?
When does the truth come from with-in?
What lasts forever?
Time goes by fast.
Get out of bed.
I just wanted my home.
Sleeping in late and eating breakfast with Rob. I wanted my life to be more chill and mellow. I think I have found that. More starry warm nights are to come with this life that is changing. Pray the funds are needed for my business to keep a float this month. I will be successful!
"I'm sick of not living to stay alive." Offspring
"Unnecessary tension only breeds bad things." Unknown author
Hit me up on AolIM: TrixBunIE
This was a fortune cookie I received this last Sunday. Every number has an eight in it.

My Interests

Aria

Kill um!

The winners in life think constantly in terms of I can, I will, and I am.

You didn't even know my favorite flower. You never asked. You never thought a single stem could change our future. I see you now and can't remember why. We always talked about tomorrow, but you never thought time could pass. You may get this, you may not. I don't know sometimes and wish I hadn't. You didn't even want to know, at the time. So why do you care now? Would it be different if we were still the same? Could you handle who I still am? Would we still travel? My throat hurts as the tears are forced from my eye lashes. Pictures and memories that hurt. The pain sometimes doesn't feel right. When can I see you and feel free. You may get this, you may not. Everyone knows who we were. You didn't even know my favorite flower.

PEACE AND LOVE

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I'd like to meet:

I would like to meet someone whom if I gave my number to, would call. I would like to meet some people who are down to go out, even if they have to work the next day. I want to meet some people who care more about the music then doing drugs. Like I said, It's about the music. I would like to meet some chick dj's and put together an all girl show. Werd.

Music:

KJ Sawka, Amit, Commix, Dj Flight, DJ Krust, TC, Paul B, Matrix, Futurebound, Dylan, Limewax, Skitty, DJ Complex, Counterstrike, Benny Page, Sub Focus, Es9, Sunchase, Plan B, Jenna G, Adam F, Danny the Wildchild, Circuit, Ak1200, Shock One, Sinden, Dj Acucrack, Raiden, Latent Notion, Unknown Error, BT, Nu:Tone, State of Mind, Blame, Upbeats, Prodigy, The Visionaires, Dj Swamp "Only when he sets things on fire," Greg Packer, The Streets, Daft Punk, Snoop Dogg & Goldie Looking Chain...

Movies:

Movies... Lets talk food. Mac-n-Cheese. Ding Dongs. Bananas. Pears. Banana Yogert. Hot Chocolate; no more coffee. Japanese food. Mexican food. Eggs. Feta Cheese. Cheese bread with garlic. Split-pea soup. Pasta. Baked beans and bbq sauce. Cornish game hens. Christmas teriyaki chicken. Mashed potatoes. Cheese potatoes. Seaweed. Turkey Dogs. Lattes. Chocolate. Peanut butter. Jalapeno jelly and cream cheese. Cranberry sauce. Turkey and stuffing. Portabella Mushrooms and swiss. Marie Calender Pot pies and dessert pies. Miso soup. Tofu. Pita bread and hummus. Olive oil. Large thick noodles. Mom's chili. Dad's concoctions. French bread pizza. Macaroni salad and more macaroni salad. ..

Television:

HGTV, every show except Design Cents. Anthony Bourdain. Dirty Jobs. American Idol. Cash Cab. Man vs Wild. Project Runway. The Apprentice. Political Debates:: Clinton...

Books:

Bible, Denis Waitley, Business Books, More Business Books, Another Business Book, Baby Books, For One More Day, and anything by James Redfield. ..

Heroes:

My Aunt Sherry. ..

My Blog

If friends are assholes, do not accept apologies.

I wanted to write a new blog today but felt I only needed to write myself not the whole internet. Things you take for granted are so hard to realize you forget why you came here? The radio stations ar...
Posted by Lucky 8 @ Perception 6 June 21st :=U.S=: on Wed, 07 Nov 2007 01:40:00 PST

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Sitting thinking, trying new things. Not being able to hear the sounds from the tunes I am used to. Getting it all out here so I can forget it and move on. Used to be better, used to be good? Maybe I...
Posted by Lucky 8 @ Perception 6 June 21st :=U.S=: on Fri, 03 Aug 2007 08:55:00 PST

You.

Sometimes you run out of room to run. You turn on your cd player and all you hear are played out Bad Company tracks. Whom to have loved at a point in their life; when things revolved around a spi...
Posted by Lucky 8 @ Perception 6 June 21st :=U.S=: on Wed, 09 May 2007 06:45:00 PST

Endday.. Strip away.. 8th of Feb

The Eighth. Not filled with enough to play. Tried to get it down. Tried not to frown. You are not talked about today. You are not thought about. Neverminded, my song plays through my head. I cannot ge...
Posted by Lucky 8 @ Perception 6 June 21st :=U.S=: on Thu, 08 Feb 2007 10:24:00 PST

Going to get some drive thru and head over.

I've done all this to myself. I cannot push the tears out. I cannot explain this fucking shit I have done. I destroyed everything. The DVD will not stop skipping and the internet will not stay connec...
Posted by Lucky 8 @ Perception 6 June 21st :=U.S=: on Sat, 27 Jan 2007 10:19:00 PST

R.I.P. RED

It was Monday. Patrick and I were irritated at each other all morning. We left Red at home in his kennel so we could run around and find Halloween costumes for the party this Saturday. Spent almost al...
Posted by Lucky 8 @ Perception 6 June 21st :=U.S=: on Fri, 17 Nov 2006 04:54:00 PST

Can't do enough

My head slightly hurts because I need caffeine. I spent last night on a 44 foot yacht and was given the opportunity to drive it. Pink wine and beer have been the reason for sleep and staying home neve...
Posted by Lucky 8 @ Perception 6 June 21st :=U.S=: on Fri, 04 Aug 2006 02:09:00 PST

Got BMW at Perception 4??

Starting the night in the car I was ready and unprepaired. Then after saying hi to a so called "friend" and being blown off, I knew the night wasn't going to flow properly. Realizing the wo...
Posted by Lucky 8 @ Perception 6 June 21st :=U.S=: on Thu, 22 Jun 2006 12:14:00 PST

Hate the Day

All I wanted to say I could say it here and it wouldnt even madder. So fuck you. Seriously! I hate each day like I hate putting gas into my car. I awake and find myself lost repeating the same fuckin...
Posted by Lucky 8 @ Perception 6 June 21st :=U.S=: on Thu, 27 Oct 2005 02:31:00 PST

Flash... be my way of life. .. .

So I sit here thinking about the work I needed to do. "Shit I need to find my flash CD!" I say as I sit up and put my laptop to the side. I knew I had so much homework to do and I hadn't even started ...
Posted by Lucky 8 @ Perception 6 June 21st :=U.S=: on Fri, 30 Sep 2005 04:28:00 PST