sara

So this is the part where I tell people about me ehh? Well I have decided to give it to you honestly. I know 9 out of 10 people give some mellow dramatic quick site overview of there own wonderful image of themselves so people are amused. Not here, so read on if you are truly interested...I AM: a 22 year old single mom of two toddlers who was married at 16, separated at 20 and divorced at 22. I am your typical neurotic workaholic, due to the fact that work is the only thing I give 120% at. As of right now I do human resources and administration at the Springfield branch for a company called ABM. I love my job, which is a hard thing to say these days. That is a requirement for me however, I have had upwards of 40 jobs in about 8 years, and if I am not happy where I am at I will find somewhere that I am. As far as relationships are concerned I am horrible at them. Because I am lively and outgoing... and don't have much that is reserved about me, I am quick to get into relationships. I have a need for intimacy and don't do to well with the whole being alone thing. However I have more insecurities than 10 people rolled into one and because of my past I very rarely let down my guard enough to acutely have a decent relationship. I am compulsive, jealous, indecisive, and extremely set in my ways. I have an image of what life should be and what relationships should be, and because of that image I fool myself into believe that whatever relationship I’m in is doomed. I want Shakespeare... It's simple. Trust is a huge issue of mine. Yet to this day I can't look back at my life and find one person who hasn't betray, lied, or stolen from me.(with the exception of my aunt Kathy, she's awesome) I also have yet to have someone in my life who has been there for me always, or at least there without a personal motive of there own. Some of this is due to me, I run when things get heavy and no one should ever be expected to have to follow just because of my benefit. Finantuly I am always in a world of hurt. I like nice things, but I don't deal well with them being given to me, not like that happens often. I spend more money on others than I do myself... I the chick at the bar who byes rounds for all of my acquaintances over and over even when I’m dreadfully negative in my account. Spending money makes me feel like I bust my ass for a reason, even if it's not a good one. Now on to the positive things about me... give me a minute I’m sure there is something around here somewhere... Seriously, I love hard and I play hard. I very rarely lie; I think it is better to be to honest than to ever leave someone wondering if I am full of shit. I would do allot for allot of people even though I know the favor would never be returned. I am, believe it or not, a very positive person and am a huge believer that I was put on this earth to help people out, although it bites me in my ass allot. I love my children more than life it's self, and pride myself on their morals and ensuring that they don't live the childhood I did. I am a pretty social person and enjoy making people laugh. I love the outdoors, fishing, floating, swimming, BBQin, you get the idea. I love to cook; I'm a fat kid at heart so food is defiantly up there on my list. Italian or Mexican (as long as it's not spicy) is my favorites, but it's hard to beat good ol' home cooking. I like to have get togethers at the house, poker night is one of my favorites. Now on to what moves me... Music is my release away from chaos and also what keeps me grounded. It's like music is the movie of my life, I look back and compare certain bands and songs to different times in my life. I love live shows everything from big name bands to local gigs, concerts put me in a whole new mind set and allows me to forget about the hustle and bustle of my everyday life. Well I think I have rambled long enough and showed more than enough incite to "ME” If there are any questions feel free to submit them in writing. Thanks for your time, Sara
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