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Anya

I am here for Friends and Networking

About Me

I used to be a searcher, but I realized that in all my efforts to find meaning I find more bullshit. I decided that the soulful meaning of life lies only in myself and the person I am becoming and being. I love my friends, I was going to make an individual page in dedication to all of them but it got complicated cuz everyone started comparing and judging...so I just wanna say I love you all equally and I use you all for food.I'm pretty much interested in all there is to know, if I have the emotional endurance I love to read, play chess, create, talk about the 'deep and divine' as well as perform and watch, create and enjoy the created, inspire and be inspired, give and take at the same time. If I don't have emotional endurance for that, then I just like to do all that just at a slower pace. Many people and experiences that I like to get involved with share the same qualities such as inclusiveness...art...motivation...isight...productivity and lots of love.
Also, This is my personal page, my other profile, Kosher Delight (no connection to the food-chain) is for networking and professional purposes. If I don't know you, I won't add you. Please don't bother with requests if you don't know me in person.

My Interests

My main interest is personal development. I am often found on my side kick searching wikipedia for terms like Integrity, authenticity, responcibility, identity...etc. I like NLP, Music, Psych and Cutco knives. It's interesting to see the outrageous affect that karma and gilgulim have on our generation.

I'd like to meet:

Donald Trump, I want to ask him how he still lives with himself knowing that he lies to people every day. Jesus, I want to ask him a few questions. My passed grandmother Henya, I want to lean against her shoulder and tell her how much I loved her. I also want to meet G-d and have a theological discussion.

Music:

Scorpions, Rammones, Bob Dylon, Led Zappelin, Bon Jovi, Bruce Springsteen, Nirvana, Brian Adams, Victor Tzoi, Galkin, Ariya, Midbar, Zeletz, Golem, Gypsy Kings, Lube, Beethoven, Vivaldi, Tchaikovski etc.

Movies:

Meet Joe Black, Beautiful Life, American Beauty, Hamlet, Fiddler on the Roof, Magnolia, Slaughterhouse 5, Vanilla Sky, Sestri, Brat I & II.

Television:

Law & Order, CSI, Friends, Court TV and news.

Books:

Classics of Philosophy and newspapers. Right now in the middle of reading flash and SQL tutorials, a few articles on wikipedia, Children's history of Israel and NYTimes. I also abuse computers whenever I get a chance.

Heroes:

Birds, People jumping off the roof. Lights. Sounds.

My Blog

Safe Haven

Fog ascends amongst the barren forest   Leaves all fell, the trunks are bare   Wolves lurk between the shadows   Their low growl shatters the cold air   Souls lurk in the bestow wo...
Posted by Anya on Wed, 21 Feb 2007 12:40:00 PST

Something to think about.

You would think those big tall people in the Coast Guard are invincible to failure of protecting the marine life and drowning victims. There they are, in uniforms acting as if training and obedience t...
Posted by Anya on Fri, 10 Nov 2006 07:35:00 PST

food for the hungry Jews, or for selected Jews?

Here I thought, manna from heaven...nice people working to helpsupport those who need to be supported with a hot meal and a placeto sit while eating it. So you think if there is a soup kitchen, youcan...
Posted by Anya on Thu, 19 Oct 2006 05:17:00 PST

love, relationships, and beauty or hate, break ups and horrors.

Been there and done that, said this and heared that. Yet I feel like I still haven't been there and didn't hear anything. What is love? How does it work? Where does the Love go after a break up? Is t...
Posted by Anya on Wed, 24 May 2006 11:57:00 PST

To my son

My infant, are you cryingAre you wimpering in painWith pure innocence relating To mature love and gainThose days have passed so quicklyYour eyes protrayed confusionYou sweetly blinked and smiled widel...
Posted by Anya on Thu, 18 May 2006 12:12:00 PST

Cold Winter

Cold winter weather envelops my body As cool winds blow passing the empty desserts of my heart There aren't many things that would make me sorry Except the fallen leaves in a child's yard. In spring ...
Posted by Anya on Thu, 30 Mar 2006 11:13:00 PST

Safe Place

  Sitting on my bed behind the locked doors I hold my plush white teddy beer very close to my chest. Shivering, I lean against the wall and tuck my feet underneath myself. My heart skips a beat e...
Posted by Anya on Thu, 30 Mar 2006 11:10:00 PST

the internal state of war

This is from one of my papers for core 10.  The concept of Leviathan stems from Hobbes' conviction that the natural state of all people is a state of war. The natural fear of invasion by oth...
Posted by Anya on Thu, 30 Mar 2006 11:05:00 PST