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In many ways, I'm probably a lot like you.
I just go about it differently. I'll say and do all the things you were thinking...
but wouldn't dare say. Or do. I'm kinda' extreme. I'm sometimes very docile and tranquil. I'll chuckle to myself as things happen before my eyes.
But other times I'm loud and crazy. Drink in hand, I'll be vulgar, crack dirty jokes and laugh myself to tears.
And have no recollection of it until the next morning when someone reminds me of all the crazy things I said and did.
Everything I do
I do to the fullest. There's little gray area with me and I don't give a fuck, because tomorrow the sun will rise whether I do or not. I promise you. Life isn't worth living if you're not willing to risk losing it. A quarter century into this life and I like to think it's been very eventful. In 2004 I had hopes of being a great boxer and moved to southern California where I settled in Long Beach. I was out there for 4 years and did everything from boxing, to modeling to working graveyard in grocery stores, to starring in a reality tv show , to personal training, to acting, which lead to a minor role in a movie from Vivid Video. I'm currently writing a book based on all my Adventures In Southern California. I had pissed away nearly 50 thousand dollars of prize money from the reality show, had some poor performances in a couple boxing matches, and quit or been fired from every odd job worked in the LA area. Broke (and brokenhearted), I had no where else to go but back to this vortex we all call El Paso, the city where most everyone complains about living in but does very little to leave because rent is cheap.
And so is booze.
Not exactly thrilled to come back home under the terms, I decided I'd do one last grand and crazy thing before El Paso got me and it was too late. And so, I went to go live in Brazil for 2 months.
Now I'm back in El Paso and nothing is like I remember it. I don't see any of the friends I used to hang out with. I live in another side of town from which I grew up.
But it's a'ight. I'm happy to be back with my family. Mainly, I'm happy to be back with my father who I love so much. And I live in a dope ass house with a bar.
Yes, like the one you and your friends go to on weekends, or whatever. It's got a full size pool table and everything.
