About Me
I would consider myself to be independent, compassionate, and kind hearted. I dont believe in depending on anyone in life, you have only yourself to fall back on when things do not go as expected. Loving someone can be a feeling of euphoria, but never should that rationalize betrayal. I am a true believer that everything happens for a reason and if something was meant to be- it will all fall into place on that given day. There is no reason to not live life to the fullest - you are only given one chance, one opportunity, and one life to execute.The Things I LOVE/DISLIKE: I love... true people, true friends, people who believe, feeling beautiful, being treated beautifully, loving someone and being loved, I love the simple things in life. I love having someone to trust. I dislike not being trusted or not being able to trust someone whom has betrayed me once before. I dislike not ever knowing what could happen. I love being spontaneous. I love "REMEMBER WHEN" stories. I dislike bad memories. I love to be treated like a queen. I dislike not getting my way. I love no Drama- I can'ts stand jealous people. I love meeting new people.. I don't like it when they are not who I thought they were. I love being myself- I hate it when people think I CHANGE. I dislike it when FEELINGS change. I love being told "Yes," I can't stand hearing "No." I love being independent. I love being ambitious and SUCCESSFUL. I hate failure when it was an OPTION. I don't like being told what to do. I love being respected and giving respect to those that deserve it. I dislike disrespect when it is not deserved. I can't stand girls that do not stand up for themselves. I grieve for the guys that put girls in that situation. I love it when those girls let go. I really hate being hurt. I love not putting my heart on the line anymore. I love what arrogant guys have taught me in the past. I love BeInG On ToP In ThE EnD!! I love seeing an old friend. I don't like seeing an old enemy- but love it when I'm still the better one. I love being sexy. I don't like to be treated like a sex object. I love living life to the fullest. I hate the fact there is death. I fear death. I can't stand the unknown. I love knowing where I will end up. I hate knowing who I will NOT see there. MOST OF ALL, I LOVE THIS LIFE I LIVE!!!!I BELIEVE: in God. Everything happens for a reason.. People come into your life for a reason, some people leave for a reason. I believe there is a soulmate for everyone.. not everyone will find that person though. Do to others as you would want them to do to you. I'm living proof. My dad told me to never have hatred in your heart, that's not what Jesus wanted when he died for our sins.. I beleive it. I believe that working hard pays off. Don't think of what you don't have, think of what you DO have. I believe that good things come to those that wait. Chocolate always cures a bad mood. Baking is a stress reliever. Making love is so much better when the love is REAL and both KNOW IT. Jealous people are not worthy of my time or battle. A lot of carbs and laziness cures a hangover. Being a mommy to 4 beautiful cats is an undiscribable feeling that any non-selfish person should be rewarded with.. with any animal. Animal abuses should be punished and abused themselves. A woman once told me that I was beautiful while vacationing in Mexico.. she commented to her husband about me and he replied, "Beauty is a sin." I've really thought about it.. and I believe Beauty CAN be a sin only if one lets it. The prettiest people do the ugliest things. I believe Kayne West makes some amazing discoveries about life and is truly a smart guy.. but I believe he's let fame ruin his intelligence. I believe wearing no make up is rejuvinating.I believe eating red meat and pork will one day kill you. Eating dinner with your family or loved one every night is important. Coming home to a house that you have worked so hard for.. that is surrounded with love.. is the best feeling. My dad also told me that, "It's not what you got.. it's how you got it." You can have the best material things in life.. but if you stripped, prostituted,killed, or dealt drugs for those things- they are USELESS. Work hard tastefully.. make money.. have morals.. have standards.. and be proud of what you have legitimatly earned. The body is beautiful.. but not meant to be flaunted...danced around for dollar bills... or sold. I believe life is 90% of what you make it.. and 10% of what you're dealt with. I believe there is a reason for everyone's existance.I love the people whom I have chosen to be part of my life. The people that are NOT deceitful. The ones whom I have chosen to share more than just a 2 month friendship with. Those friendships are not real, they are fun for the moment. Ones who DON'T get on here and post the same comment on everyone's page, or talking about weekend plans and how much fun it was, who cares? My true friends and I don't need silly comments to make us feel closer. We don't need to be "popular". I have learned that you will make a true, lifelong friend once every 10 years. This is true.
I am fortunate that I have found the person that I will spend the rest of my life with. Some people don't find that feeling their whole lives. It's nice being able to trust and to be trusted. To love and to be loved. To have the same joys in life, but be opinonated individuals. It's nice knowing that I'm free TO DO as I please- I am trusted and have EARNED that trust along the way. It's nice NOT having to go through life being anxious or worried that THAT ONE will cheat, lie, or leave me. I don't have to "check up" on the people in my life, I have only chosen the BEST. A partner should not complete you, you have to be whole before you can be joined. Remember: The person at the alter will be the person at the breakfast table. It's nice knowing that someone understands you, listens to you, and wants to spend the rest of their life WITH YOU.
I wouldn't trade my family for the world. They are the ones that truly love me. My dad once told me, "The choices you make when you are younger will effect you when you get older." I am fortunate to have made the right choices, but have learned SO much along the way. If I would've listened to everything my parents told me, I would have been much more financially successful, but would have not learned a damn thing about life- the way people are- and who I truly want to be. I use to surround myself around people who are quite the opposite of who I am today. I look at their lives now and think how that could have been me. It's weird how things find their own way of working out. I believe that THINGS change, people DON'T change. That theory is so controversial.
