I make you all happy. One day ill return the favor |
You grow up throwing temper tantrums when you're upset. They never really get you anywhere, at least not in my house, but for some strange reason they make you feel better. You kick and scream. You th... Posted by Spudz McLindsay on Thu, 06 Dec 2007 12:02:00 PST |
awfully painful, painfully awful? |
We're entering week four of being in pain from various medical problems. They started back in August where one problem slowly became a series of other, apparently unrelated, issues. I have... Posted by Spudz McLindsay on Mon, 22 Oct 2007 08:42:00 PST |
lacking expectations |
hurt.lying.deception.false honesty?feeling lied to is a very tough emotion to get past. maybe its a personal flaw, but its one ive never been good at hiding. i try and try but i just give up... shu... Posted by Spudz McLindsay on Sun, 16 Sep 2007 01:56:00 PST |
"ginormous pupils" |
My eyes have been dialated for two and half hours now. I can't see anything that is less than 2 feet away from me and there is a cloudy film covering my vision. If my computer were a car I ... Posted by Spudz McLindsay on Fri, 14 Sep 2007 08:27:00 PST |
destroying judgement |
You can appear so confident and care free, with just a few secrets hidden deep inside. Yet, in a matter of seconds someone is able to destroy every feeling of self-worth by not just attacking those s... Posted by Spudz McLindsay on Wed, 12 Sep 2007 05:45:00 PST |
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i want to be selfish... for just one day Posted by Spudz McLindsay on Tue, 10 Jul 2007 10:22:00 PST |
enough with the bad news already! |
mom updated me on the family friend who's in the hospital today. she has cancer in her spine, lungs and ribs. she cant walk and is in stage 4 with her ribs. she had no idea until 3 w... Posted by Spudz McLindsay on Mon, 30 Apr 2007 09:27:00 PST |
prisons |
I was listening to This American Life. The episode was about prisons. In act one, Ira Glass interviewed a Houston radio personality whose show allowed people to leave live, on-air messages for inmat... Posted by Spudz McLindsay on Wed, 15 Nov 2006 09:36:00 PST |
sunglasses, cell phones and shaking |
a little story.... January 20, 2006. so last night a few friends and myself venture downtown looking for friends and excitement. we make it to bbq bar finding, well, the first, and maybe a lit... Posted by Spudz McLindsay on Fri, 20 Jan 2006 01:32:00 PST |
project emails |
going through some old things tonight... i fee like i was smarter 3 years ago. more academic. more focused. everyone was from what i remember. i found some old messages and project emails.... Posted by Spudz McLindsay on Wed, 14 Sep 2005 11:06:00 PST |