CRAZY
Im not going to pretend to be anything special.
Because Im really not.
Im just a simple girl,
In a complicated world.
Im amused by the little things in life.
And sadened by the worst.
Hold onto certain moments,
And let go of others.
Go through life with your eyes closed and your arms
open.
Eventually you will trip.
Just hope that someone will catch you before you hit
the ground.
I love movies Old and New.
I love music Old and New.
Vampires are better than Zombies
Pirates are better than Ninjas
I've come to relise that
In this day an age you cant keep a secret.
And the feelings you have for people...
Will always mean more to you than to them.
'But I know it's fun to pretend'
Drink coffee with me.
Watch movies with me.
Play dress-up with me.
Make up stories with me.
Dance with me.
Laugh with me.
Take me with you.
Lets have ourselves an adventure.
sometimes you just have to sit back and re-evaluate things, you know?
so what have I learned this year?
1. everyone thinks they have something bigger to say.
2. you can't trust even your closest friends.
3. the secrets to picking apart a personality.
4. getting worked up over things only ends in failure.
5. my values have changed.
6. i'm done with lies, and confusion.
7. my voice is bigger than what i thought it was.
8. mcdonald's actually isn't good to eat almost everyday.
9. worrying for days over one miniscule problem isn't going to help anything.
10. i think i know myself a little better.
My addiction:
Words can't even being to describe the way I feel about this boy. He's my world and I couldn't imagine my life without him in it. He has taught me so many things and he's what keeps me going each day. I love the feeling of waking up and knowing that I have someone that cares about me as much as I care about them. If I ever lost him, I'd literally go insane. He is my soul mate and I do believe that we are together for a reason. What I love most about our relationship is that we can be ourselves around each other. We'll say the dumbest things and then sit there and laugh about them for hours on end. We have our little inside jokes that only we know about. We do everything together, wherever he goes, I go and vice versa. Every time I know I'm going to see him, I get butterflies in my stomach. No one makes me smile more than he does. He looks past my imperfections and makes me feel like I'm actually worth something. He tells me I'm gorgeous when hair is a mess, just waking up, in pajamas. We've gone through so much together, more than you could ever imagine. I never thought I'd find someone at this age- I got used to thinking that every guy was an asshole but Brad has proved me wrong. It's ALWAYS going to be Brad and Alex- no one will ever be as close to me as he is. We are inseparable and if anyone tries to tear us apart I will kill them. He's the most caring person I know and I feel the most safe in his arms. He is everything that I've ever wished for, he defines perfection. Our love is something that I thought only existed in books and movies. He is my Prince Charming and he will give me my fairy tale ending. I love you more than anything Bradly Kevin Henson, you mean the world to me- and no one will ever change that.