getting down and dirty and comfortable with the constant journey/adventure of life. finding my own exaltation. things that make my oxytocin go crazy (e.g. "stupidfuckingfattyimmabiteyourfuckingfaceoff" at the sight of baby polar bear with Adidas soccer ball).
people who deserve me and vice versa. someone who has equally tripped on the fountainhead. and by tripped i mean totally gotten it and been blown away by all kinds of "new shit" coming to light
The older I get the more obsessed with dredg and Michael Jackson I get. It's a beautiful world of music. I do also have a collection pushing 500 (if I had to guess). Once when I was a kid (like 8) I sat up in bed in the middle of the night and pronouced, "And I looooove music." I then lay back down and went promptly back to sleep. True story.
I'm trying to catch up on a lot of movies over the decades that I've missed. For example, I recently got through Schindler's List. Shit, that's a good fuckin film. And I've finally accepted, via my lack of cable, that seeing a movie at least twice is necessary (if it's good) to really get and get into the film. Like True Romance or Pulp or even Pretty in Pink. Of course, Big Lebow gets funnier and more brilliant each time...
Lost, netflix style. or in HD
Tom Robins: Another Roadside Attraction, Fierce Invalids Home From Hot Climates, Still Life with Woodpecker. They're all just fantastic and re-readable. White Teeth was good. Steinbeck - Lee of East of Eden is wonderful. Ayn Rand's The Fountainhead - woah.
my folks because they're still in love. Tom Robbins: he writes like i think. And an old boss of mine is one of the awesomest women I've ever met; def. a hero.