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Jessie

I prefer Women, not girls

About Me

A strange and meloncholy feeling pervades me. In my live I have known joy, embraced pain, emitted hapiness, and been stalked by sorrow yet never have I truely found myself. I am begining or perhaps that is an illusion. The illusion of self. Do any of us know who we truely are? Some are blinded, biased by vanity others by self hate. Me simple indifference. I know how to love and how to be loved but such a thing elludes me. So I guess I shall go on searching. I am 5'11 180 lbs (I run and work out I am not fat :P)I live in Syracuse ANd love going out (not only am I a wine and food ethusiast.. but I love to dance and sing [not in a showtune sort of way if you know what I mean]). Do you think I am too good to be true.. or full of shit? Well Let me show you, I try not to disappoint. You can reach me On AIM my SN is Shabazz13215. NO girls only WOMEN. There is a HUGE difference so I make the distinction. OH YES REGENCY TOWERS ROCKS!

My Interests

Hating the ignorant masses, kareokee superstardom!, dancing, drinking, fine food, sports activity, philosophising, poetry, breaking stuff, kissing necks, and having fun

I'd like to meet:

Someone who can be as comfortable on the couch in sweatpants as in a dress at the restuarant. Someone who can follow my lead on the dancefloor. Someone who likes to be kissed and has a bit of tolerance for my bullshit. Someone who can hold an Intelligent Conversation as well as give me a good debate if not all out (verbal) fight. Someone whos appetite for sex and the act of making love is as insatiable as mine. In a place where I need nothing more that a bottle of wine a loaf of bread and thou, the I am contented. I will take nothing from thee and leave no scars just rejoice in the moments in which we partook. For in that we lay happy.Guy who wear their collars up should be bitchslapped with a shovel.. it doesn't look cool on the "Fonze" and he inveted it so why would it look cool on you!?! Put your collar down you retard.Also.. women... I have been used, hurt, crushed... i don't need it again. If you can't be loved don't bother with me. P.S. If you are just looking for sex no thanks. That is easy enough to find. I am looking for someone. You know what I am talking about. The one that makes you feel like you're 12 yrs old again with the knots in your stomach like your first date. The one who make syou feel like you ate too much chocolate and you want to run in seventeen diofferent directions at once. The one who when you make them laugh you can't help but smile... and when they cry you want to beat the everloving shit out of whatever it is that is making them sad. The one whom when you embrace the whole world silently fades away. You know the one.... thats what I want to have... and be.Love is passion, obsession, someone you can't live without. If you don't start with that, what are you going to end up with? Fall head over heels. I say find someone you can love like crazy and who'll love you the same way back. And how do you find him? Forget your head and listen to your heart. I'm not hearing any heart. Run the risk, if you get hurt, you'll come back. Because, the truth is there is no sense living your life without this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love - well, you haven't lived a life at all. You have to try. Because if you haven't tried, you haven't lived. Trust, responsibility, taking the weight for your choices and feelings, and spending the rest of your life living up to them. And above all, not hurting the object of your love. Multiply it by infinity, and take it to the depth of forever, and you will still have barely a glimpse of what I'm talking about. I

Music:

everything from death metal, to rap metal, to k-rock garbage, the 105 Dawg, Jazz, Blues classic rock, hiphop, rap, old school gangsta rap, classical and even some country.

Movies:

ANYTHING HORROR, some romance (although most of the are shit), Cool Hand Luke, Cruel Intentions, Tarentino, especially Four Rooms, Pirates of the carribean, blazing sadles, the occasional porn when I am left with no other option, etc

Television:

Most, Tv sucks, but I watch:, Family Guy, Simpsons, Cowboybeop, The Brak Show, AQUA TEEN HUNGER FORCE, all the cool adultswim crap, Sienfeld reruns, 60 minutes, AMC and TCM old movies.

Books:

The politcial and character assassin's hand book, the daughter of the drow triology, the five dialogues, Wethuring Heights, IT, Pride and Prehudice, Anna Karenina, Anything Tolstoy, Titus and most Shakespear. Oh and Get Fuzzy.

Heroes:

Me, Bob Marley, Stan Getz, Malcolm X, Your Mother, and of course the honorable Master Shake

My Blog

NO girls Only Women

Well II have a new Motto. NOGIRLS! only WOMEN! I am so sick of girls and they're games. GIrls and their immature bullshit. Girls and their inability to grow up. I need what I haven't had in so long I...
Posted by Jessie on Thu, 13 Oct 2005 06:22:00 PST