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About Me

I thought it was time to update this section, considering it's said the same thing for over 3 years. There's a lot of things 'About Me' that have changed in those years, and I'm definitely and thankfully...not the same person. I feel like I've aged 10 years in the last 3 years! It's weird feeling like you are finally growing up. You feel free and excited, but then you start to feel scared. You realize that along with your freedom and all the endless possibilities for your future, comes this huge responsibility and expectation to "have it all together," (quoted from most adults over 40). I feel like I am light years away from having it all together. I sometimes feel like I am the black sheep of my generation, and in the reality of it all, I'm probably not THAT different than my peers. It's easy to forget sometimes, having most of your friends married with babies, that being single and confused about what you want to do with your life, is OKAY! It's not weird, it's normal. This is a realization that I constantly struggle to 'get'. I don't know EXACTLY what I want to do with my life, but I do know that I want to be constantly changing, in life and in my walk with God. I NEVER want to get stuck in a 'rut' of life. I'm almost afraid of being normal because it sounds so boring. I don't want to have a life of "shoulda, coulda, woulda's." I'm finding out that life doesn't start when we have it all together. Life, in a greater sense, is the CONSTANT struggle to get there...only to find out that 'having it all together' doesn't exist. But, that idea is what drives us, what pushes us to want to be better, and ultimately keeps us from just settling, and forces us to actually LIVE! But, in those times when I realize that I DO need a bit of normal in my life, I find it in my family, my friends, and God. The God one is tricky though, because who knows what's normal when it comes to that. All I know is that He is the only one that can make me feel completely loved and accepted despite all the confusion, and for a lack of a better word, CRAP in my life. During the little 'ruts' in life that seem to be inevitable, my nieces Halle and Emmagail, and my nephew Kai, are what keep me reminded that I still have a purpose. My closest friends Dan, Jason , Michelle, Sara, and John, also surround me with acceptance and love which keeps me grounded and happy. I look forward to the day that I feel 'grown up' in my responsibilities , but still feel young in life. Myspace Contact TablesIssues.....

My Interests

Well, where do I start? There is only one perfect, unconditional, constant thing in my life, and that is Jesus Christ. Even though I don't deserve it, He loves me. The thing that I appreciate the most is that not only does He love me, but He loves me despite my "self." My relationship with God is such a beautiful thing, because it's perfect (in a totally chaotic and imperfect way) amidst all of the things I do wrong, and all of the things I lack. My favorite things to do in life are to be with people and have fun, spend time with the kids in my class and allow myself to be more like them, listen to music, cook (which I am pretty darn good at if I say so myself), beatboxing (okay, that's a lie), try and convince myself that I am brave enough to get a tattoo ( I want to soo bad, but I am such a wimp), and spend time in the Word. I love listening to sad music when I'm sad, it makes me think someone might be feeling the same way at the same time. I like to hear that old friends are doing well and that they are happy. Thinking about all of the places I'm going to see one day makes me anxious in a good way. I like to think that people are mostly good and what they need most is a smile from a stranger to bring that good out. I like waking up early to an alarm and then realizing that you forgot to turn it off the night before and that you don't have to get up because it's Saturday (it's the best feeling). I like baking at ridiculous hours (mainly between 2-5 am). I love remembering my dad and how he used to sit me down and give me little life talks, and how they never really made sense but his effort always left an impression. I like to picture a time when money won't determine how I live my life, and I won't let it cause me stress.Now putting all of the things that I dislike (or hate in some cases) on my page is a very dangerous thing, considering that there are certain people who know me well enough to figure out how to use these things to thier advantage. But I am also hoping that those people know me well enough to know that I am not someone you should piss off. So here they are: Clowns (needs no explanation), Moths (they are big and hairy), Mushrooms (c'mon it's a fungus, need I say more), Risk (that game is horribly boring), Whiskey (it burns), kids camp (just had a bad experience), being alone at night in my house (I swear that psychos know when I'm alone and try and get me...how else do you explain the gunshots at night?). There are other things in life that I dislike, but these are the major ones. Be very careful what you choose to do with this information.

I'd like to meet:

JESUS ( He is the BEST part of me!) * DANE COOK( Nobody makes me laugh more) * BOBBY FLAY ( I love a man who can cook) * CAPTAIN JACK SPARROW ( C'mon, a Pirate, who wouldn't want to meet him?) * JACK BAUER ( I want this guy on my side) * BEAR GRYLLS ( You know that question, " who would you want to be stranded on a desert island with,".....Well....)*Flight Of The Conchords ( they are hilarious).Part Time Model
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Music:

*30 Seconds to Mars *Paramore *Jason Mraz *Gavin Degraw *Three Days Grace *Breaking Benjamin *The Used *Colbie Caillat * The Almost *Amos Lee *Augustana *A Change Of Pace *Citizen Cope *Damien Rice *Dixie Chicks *Eagles *Elisa *Evanescence *Evans Blue *Family Force 5 *Fergie *Foreigner *The Fray *Frou Frou *Imogen Heap *Chiodos *Jonezetta *The Matches *Red Jumpsuit Apparatus *Boys Like Girls *Good Charolotte *Green Day *Gym Class Heroes *Incubus *Jack's Mannequin *Jason Reeves *Jimmy Eat World *John Legend *John Mayer *Joshua James *Journey *Leeland *Maroon 5 *Justin Timberlake *Kieth Urban *The Killers *Linkin Park *Mat Kearney *Matisyahu *Michael Buble *Michael Jackson *My Chemical Romance *Nickel Creek *P.O.D *Papa Roach *Peter Gabriel *Prince *Quietdrive *Rascal Flatts *Ray Lamontagne *Saliva *Sarah Kelly *Shawn McDonald *Sheryl Crow *Skillet *Staind *Story Of The Year *Susie Suh *Switchfoot *Taking Back Sunday *The Wedding *The Wreckers *Weezer *Lifehouse *Stereophonics *Bethany Dillon *Frank Sinatra *Bob Marley *Harry Connick Jr. * Jack Johnson *Flyleaf *Joss Stone

Movies:

*The Last Samuri *Chronicles Of Narnia *Apollo 13 *Point Break *Benny And Joon *Gladiator *Braveheart *Bruce Almighty *The Butterfly Effect *The Count of Monte Cristo *Crash *Dead Poets Society *Dumb And Dumber *The Emporers Club *The Notebook *Empire Records *Field Of Dreams *Friday Night Lights *Garden State *Grind *I Am Sam *Blood Diomond *Live Free Or Die Hard *Labyrinth *Ocean's 11,12,13 *Final Destination 1,2,3 *Meet The Parents *Napolean Dynamite *Pirate's Of The Carribean 1,2,3 *The Color Purple *The Princess Bride *Rudy *School Of Rock *Remember The Titans *Charlie And The Chocolate Factory *Diary Of A Mad Black Woman *Wizard Of Oz *Zoolander *Center Stage *Devil Wears Prada *The Ringer *Sisterhood Of The Traveling Pants *Risky Business *Troy *The Lion King *Mulan *Step Up *Stomp The Yard *Transformers *Borat *Disturbia *Say Anything *Pretty In Pink *Sixteen Candles *The Breakfast Club *

Books:

Since reading is something that I haven't enjoyed until these last couple of years, this list is short. The Chronicles of Narnia (C.S. Lewis), Cries of the Heart (Ravi Zacharias), The Jesus I Never Knew (Philip Yancey), He Chose the Nails (Max Lucado). I Know This Much Is True (Wally Lamb). How All This Started ( Pete Fromm). Keeper Of The House (Rebecca T. Godwinn)

Heroes:

Jesus (The One True Hero), My Dad Mark, Sara (because she puts up with me) Mother Theresa (she inspires me), Batman (Isn't he everyones hero?) I don't think I need any more than these!

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