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Ryann Motha Fuckin' Beams{B Rip. B}

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About Me

I quite possibley might be bi-polar, so dont take me the wrong way if our first impression is bad. I like hurting myself because it makes me smile. I eat once a day. Not much more, and maybe a little bit less. (me in a nutshell)

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Her.

Music:

I like it.... alot

Movies:

There are a few..anyone say stanley kubrick?

Television:

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Books:

Any and every Kurt Vonnegut book...

Heroes:

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My Blog

adding days onto adulthood.....

once in a great while something comes along and sometimes you might not know what this is, but you kind of have a sense of what it might be, so you poke and prod at it....  The smiles you receive...
Posted by Ryann Motha Fuckin' Beams{B Rip. B} on Sat, 14 Jul 2007 04:29:00 PST

Run-ons and on and on and on.............etc.

send this to whomever you please. and shake everyone hands when the wind blows the leaves... i tried once already, but all i am getting is static... bad reception, weak signals... its all about the s...
Posted by Ryann Motha Fuckin' Beams{B Rip. B} on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 10:19:00 PST

I have never met a man who could sleep with his eyes OPEN

............ and i have been in a room with no windows, while sleeping on the floor.  No mat, no blanket, only steel, piercing into my back for what seemed like forever, but was only some hours.....
Posted by Ryann Motha Fuckin' Beams{B Rip. B} on Wed, 18 Oct 2006 11:24:00 PST

Take these inuendos straight in the Window

Not really sure where this is goign to go, but you bette rlook out because i am on a roll, fore the mere fact that i think to myself that thinking with others is a waste of time, but not always all th...
Posted by Ryann Motha Fuckin' Beams{B Rip. B} on Wed, 26 Jul 2006 12:01:00 PST

True story of a Fictional factorial...

          The popping of pills like an automatic change counter, counting the times popped, but it does not really make that sound..  Carelessly count...
Posted by Ryann Motha Fuckin' Beams{B Rip. B} on Tue, 06 Jun 2006 06:19:00 PST

things we were taught when we all wanted to do something professional

    Time only exists to those people who are organized and need something to follow; along with any other categories like day and night, months, days, years, first names, last names, an...
Posted by Ryann Motha Fuckin' Beams{B Rip. B} on Mon, 01 May 2006 09:49:00 PST

is it supposed to be this hard or Am i just making it this hard?

these lines represent something, but what? no one knows and that is absolutely fine by me.. i WANT it that way, but it will get out.  i am almost sure of this.  not much comes to mind when t...
Posted by Ryann Motha Fuckin' Beams{B Rip. B} on Mon, 30 Jan 2006 10:01:00 PST

is it supposed to be this hard or Am i just making it this hard?

these lines represent something, but what? no one knows and that is absolutely fine by me.. i WANT it that way, but it will get out.  i am almost sure of this.  not much comes to mind when t...
Posted by Ryann Motha Fuckin' Beams{B Rip. B} on Mon, 30 Jan 2006 10:02:00 PST

Once I knew everything ............when i was God.

Feeling the weight of Depression, likr through the eyes of a tiny field mouse looking up at an elephant during its morning ritual and realizing that the end has come for the poor field mouse.  he...
Posted by Ryann Motha Fuckin' Beams{B Rip. B} on Wed, 25 Jan 2006 08:33:00 PST

watch Me as i make you wet

so I like starting off sentences with words that should not be starting sentences.   talk about grammar school...               &nb...
Posted by Ryann Motha Fuckin' Beams{B Rip. B} on Tue, 13 Dec 2005 11:42:00 PST