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le massacre rose d'étoile

I'd love to kiss you, but I just washed my hair.

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Just stop putting so much stock in all of this stuff. Live your life for those that you love.

I'll just wait for my Peter Pan.  The person who is going to make me forget about them all. Forget them, Wendy. Forget them all.Come with me where you'll never, never have to worry about grown ...
Posted by le massacre rose d'étoile on Tue, 25 Oct 2005 03:59:00 PST

What I once used to dream, I now dread.

The worst feeling in the world is knowing that the one person you'll always love, the one person you'll always want more than anything in the world, will always belong to someone else. I hear the song...
Posted by le massacre rose d'étoile on Tue, 25 Oct 2005 03:16:00 PST

I loved you unprotected, but you only love in RED.

I'm not going to post this because I'm being emo and stressing about a boy.  Because I have pretty much resolved any issues I've had with the opposite sex.  And I'm alright.I also realized I...
Posted by le massacre rose d'étoile on Wed, 19 Oct 2005 10:22:00 PST

I miss you. I'll say it, but I'm sure you knew. You're what I look most forward to.

*sigh*I am so pathetic.As I sit here, listening to "Playing Favorites" and every other song that reminds me of him, I find myself missing David. There wasn't a day since April, when the shit hit the f...
Posted by le massacre rose d'étoile on Thu, 06 Oct 2005 03:35:00 PST

Something tells me this is gonna make sense, something tells me it's gonna take patience.

"Fire needs air to breathe." I know I mentioned that David IMed me last night.  And I obviously had my thoughts about the whole thing.  But, now I've had time to actually think about it.&nbs...
Posted by le massacre rose d'étoile on Tue, 04 Oct 2005 02:26:00 PST

He's a guy that you should feel sorry for. He had the world, but he thought that he wanted more

I want this.   When he was seeing her, you could see he had his doubts. And now he's missing her, because he knows he's missing out.  And now it's haunting him.  The memories like a gh...
Posted by le massacre rose d'étoile on Wed, 05 Oct 2005 07:08:00 PST

I wish you were here listening 'cause I'm telling you the truth. I mean this. I'm ok. Trust me.

Yeah, so...My occupations of being in a relationship are just me, being an emo little twit. I know he doesn't like me.  He may say he does, but he doesn't.  He used to be more affectionate.&...
Posted by le massacre rose d'étoile on Tue, 04 Oct 2005 11:48:00 PST

And you're my good feeling, I'm kneeling. And you are my reason for breathing.

I'm in a rut.I seriously hate feeling this way.  I hate wanting things.My life was so much easier a month ago, when I didn't want to be in a relationship.  Before I started thinking about so...
Posted by le massacre rose d'étoile on Mon, 03 Oct 2005 10:05:00 PST

It's my boyfriend's birthday... YAY!!!

I'm totally excited because it's Amber's birthday.  And now she is 21, so we can go party like all the time!  Yay.In other news, Rafael's a dick.  But, I guess that is not really news, ...
Posted by le massacre rose d'étoile on Thu, 29 Sep 2005 12:55:00 PST

I touch you once, I touch you twice. I won't let go at any price.

The past few days, everything in my life has gone wrong.And with each day that passes... I become more and more anxious about how my family is leaving me, how I need to find a new job, how I need to f...
Posted by le massacre rose d'étoile on Wed, 28 Sep 2005 01:14:00 PST