Holden[RSR] - ProfilesArchive

About Me

I could never say enough about the Lord or ever explain his goodness and love. I know that I, personally, forget how to be a person when I'm not in his care. It is hard to accept God as a Father and let him do his work in me, But im trying. I want to live a life of love in everything I do. I want to have peace enter rooms with me. I want a quite and gentle spirit. I feel so far from that, and I feel that almost everything in my life keeps me from that. But I know that one day we will live.
If anyone needs a friend or wants to talk I would love to be there, If you already know me and know that I have been pretty terrible before, Im sorry, and I hope we can still have some sort of friendship, I really want to share the hope that I have (whatever that means, right now the seed seems to small to be real) I hope you're doing well and have a very nice life, whoever you are.
Im done now.
"I'll spare you my goodbyes, The Truth belongs to God, The mistakes were mine"

My Interests

Rest. Safety. Peace. Existance. Love. Struggle. War. What all these things mean and how they are all the same and diffrent at the same time. The love that transends all that we've know of ourselves.

I'd like to meet:

People to talk to.
A good friend

Anyone who creates Beauty and is intersted in it.

Accepting people

Hurting people, anyone who nedes or wants to talk, some real conversation can change alot of things. Humans are ment to be relational. I have a suspicion that the world doesnt want us to be.

Message me and I'll get back to you. There is healing for every wound.

Music:

Broken social scene,
the shins,
the stills,
the killers,
of montreal,
iron and wine,
jimmy eat world(older stuff mostly),
The beatles,
Deathcab,
forever changed
sleeping at last
emery
from first to last
the spill canvas
The Smiths
The cars
The Toadies
The postal service,
senses fail,
blood brothers,
Taking back sunday,
the rocking horse winner,
cursive,
dashboard confessional,
brand new,
bright eyes,
desparecidos,
The good-life,
the faint,
the cure,
prince,
grandaddy,
MEWITHOUTYOU,
underoath,
as I lay dying,
Rilo Kiley,
hot hot heat,
mates of state,
further seems forever,
saves the day,
Pavement
wilco
the snake, the cross, the crown
Copeland
beloved
bob dylan,
anberlin,
azure ray,
braid,
every time I die.
mineral,
glassjaw,
mock orange,
ozma,
pedro the lion,
sunny day real estate,
elliot smith,
unwed sailor.
I think that covers alot of it, ask me, I probably like it. I didnt forget to put my chemical romance, i just dont like them.

Movies:

What Dreams May Come
I like alot of movies. I like almost all of them that I've seen. Im most in love with movies that you walk away from changed, in whatever way. Pay it forward

Television:

Funny things...

Books:

I haven't read as much as I should have but I like the classics. I read the bible more often then most i suppose. Not that it matters either way if Im still so _______.

Heroes:

My grandfather, My brother, Jesus, My Mom.... Jesus.

My Blog

Just about right

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Posted by Holden[RSR] on Thu, 17 Jan 2008 01:38:00 PST

Anberlin, Lost Songs

Band: Anberlin Album: Lost Songs Label: Tooth and Nail Genre: Rock/Alternative www.purevolume.com/anberlinOn February 20th, 2007, Florida natives Anberlin released their much-anticipated third album,...
Posted by Holden[RSR] on Fri, 30 Nov 2007 01:17:00 PST

Wake up, stop pretending

This week alot of things changed in my heart.I've realized that for the last few weeks I've been a fake. Im my spiritual life... I go to meetings, pray out loud, talk about how pop culture is a negiti...
Posted by Holden[RSR] on Fri, 26 Jan 2007 04:00:00 PST

Today my kite got stuck in a tree.

And its still flying... Its 1050 now and it got stuck at 1 or 130. It got stuck becuase the wind pulled it out of my hand, then at the very top branch of a tree the handle got stuck so its been flying...
Posted by Holden[RSR] on Fri, 07 Apr 2006 08:54:00 PST

Tired.

Im going to blog more, because its cool and no one reads my good one. thanks, thats all for now.
Posted by Holden[RSR] on Thu, 06 Apr 2006 09:46:00 PST