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There is SO much to say I could never fit everything in this little space.... Life has definately been different, but I'll never feel like it wasn't worth it. Everything that I have in my life now is the reason I was born. My daughter and son have taught me a strength I didn't know I had ever possessed and many who knew me years ago would most definately see it. I still have a long road ahead of me, but that is the great challenge of life. I am proud of who I am, I am proud of what I have brought into this world, and I am proud of who I share my life with. Have I mentioned in here somewhere how much I love you Matt?????
Most people that know me, probably know to some degree that I can be really shy and self conscious. I'm also a complete perfectionist. Everything I do, has to be JUST right. It annoys the crap out of me - because if I fail at anything I beat myself up over it. BUT, the good thing is, is that I try, try again and don't allow myself to completely fail. I love to travel, but don't get much time to do so. At least there is a good trade-off - my family. I LOVE being in love....it's the BEST feeling in the world. Everyday, I wake up next to the sweetest, most caring man in the world. He doesn't know how lucky I feel.
Most desired concerts Countdown-
No, this isn't a countdown TO a concert, but a countdown of my most wanted to see concerts. So far I have accomplished seeing, in order (all rather close, as well!):
Alanis Morrisette
Guns N Roses
Billy Corgan (solo)
Tegan And Sara
Death Cab For Cutie
Franz Ferdinand
Interpol
SMASHING PUMPKINS!!! YEAH!!
Tool (TWICE)
The Shins
Here are the most desired - Hopefully I can cross them off before I die!!
Pinback
Rails To Russia - That's right! Someday I'll see Travis again!
Red Hot Chili Peppers
Queens Of The Stone Age
Alicia Keys
The Mars Volta
Modest Mouse
Goldfrapp
Depeche Mode
****Baby is HERE!!****
Yep, our little precious baby is now here! I'm such a happy new mom. All this sleep deprivation...worth it! Little Aidan Matthew Siemsen arrived on 6/5/2006 at 4:53 am...and I did it all without ANY drugs. I don't wish that upon ANYONE...although it was nice that everything went so fast! Matt has more info on his page, if anyone wants to go take a look. Aidan was 6 lb, 12 oz and was 18 1/2 inches long, a tiny little baby! He is much adored by his big sister, who can't get enough of him and really is a GREAT help. Oh and Matt? Matt, I think, is in awe :) I'm so proud of him, it makes me want to cry (In a good way) watching him gush over his son....
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Anime, My Little Pony, Reading, Comedy, Music, Concerts, Dancing, Travelling, Dreaming, ummm........Clothes?? My biggest interest in my life though, I would have to say, is my family :) I am so happy and proud - I love you guys!!

I'd like to meet:

Billy Corgan....someday. He amazes me with his talent, and would give the freaking WORLD to see him get back with The Smashing Pumpkins. OH, SNAP - guess what everyone?! The Smashing Pumpkings ARE back together - YESS!!!! Check out my friends list below, and go to their myspace page and give them some support!! Brian Regan, Kirsten Dunst, Tegan And Sara, Gwen Stefani....

Music:

This is pretty much everything I LOOOVE...all of it, yes, that's right, the whole shebang-yang. Death Cab For Cutie, Pinback, Tegan And Sara, The Shore, Tool (thanks...Matt!), Franz Ferdinand, Pink Floyd, Chemical Brothers, Queens Of The Stone Age, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Muse, Goldfrapp, Modest Mouse, Interpol, Michael Buble, Maroon5, Keane, Royksopp, Depeche Mode, Nickel Creek, Gorillaz, Cake, Jem, Eagles Of Death Metal, Audioslave, NIN, Garbage, Gnarls Barkley, Fleetwood Mac, Nirvana, Foo Fighters, Scissor Sisters, Coldplay, Snow Patrol, Swervedriver, Eric Clapton, Esthero, Gwen Stefani, Bloodhound Gang, System Of A Down, Yeah Yeah Yeahs, The Mars Volta, The Doors, The Shins, Radiohead (again..Thanks Matt!), Tom Petty, Tori Amos, U2, Dave Matthews Band, Pearl Jam, A Perfect Circle, Beck, Black Eyed Peas, and most of all The SMASHING PUMPKINS. I DO NOT LIKE deathmetal, screaming crap, folk shit, bubble gum pop garbage and stuff to that effect. Oooh, and don't even get me started on those shitty little teenage punk bands...*puke* Fallout Boy *puke*

Movies:

Am I the only retard that loves loves loves Bring It On??? Heh - really, some of my favs are (including Bring It On) - LOTR (all), Talladega Nights, Band of Brothers, The Godfather, Titanic, Legends Of The Fall, Troy, North And South (whatever, I see you snickering), The Chronicles of Narnia, Napolean Dynamite, The Anchorman, Forrest Gump, and The Thin Red Line.

Television:

I hardly watch television....but in that rare occasion that I do, I'd have to say Pimp My Ride, The Office, MTV Cribs, Scrubs, South Park, Chapelle Show, and Comedy Central Presents. I LOOOOOVE, LOOOOVE Brian Regan and Nick Swardson!!

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Books:

Anne Of Green Gables!!! Hands down. I also really loved reading To Kill A Mocking Bird, The Moonstone (Wilkie Collins), Everville (Clive Barker), Of Mice and Men, The Witch of Blackbird Pond, Chronicles of Narnia (but I only got through the first book, must read on!). I once read this beautiful yet morbid collection of poems by Sylvia Plath - Here is one of the poems:
Mirror
I am silver and exact. I have no preconceptions.
What ever you see I swallow immediately
Just as it is, unmisted by love or dislike.
I am not cruel, only truthful---
The eye of a little god, four-cornered.
Most of the time I meditate on the opposite wall.
It is pink, with speckles. I have looked at it so long
I think it is a part of my heart. But it flickers.
Faces and darkness separate us over and over.
Now I am a lake. A woman bends over me,
Searching my reaches for what she really is.
Then she turns to those liars, the candles or the moon.
I see her back, and reflect it faithfully.
She rewards me with tears and an agitation of hands.
I am important to her. She comes and goes.
Each morning it is her face that replaces the darkness.
In me she has drowned a young girl, and in me an old woman
Rises toward her day after day, like a terrible fish.

Heroes:

My hero is my daughter. I had her at such a young age, and everything was trial and error when it came to raising her... as it is with most first babies for anyone. She has thrived and is happy, and I'm in awe of the little woman she is becoming.

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We’re going to have a boy....:)

I am happy to announce - we are having another boy! The ultrasound gave us a hard to deny little 'image' of his...ya know...junk! :D We really were hoping for a girl, and I think for just a momen...
Posted by Heather Feather how's the weather? on Thu, 03 Jan 2008 12:25:00 PST

Aidan's 1st Birthday!!

Our BABY is turning ONE on June 5th!! I can hardly believe it....it seems like just yesterday I was in the hospital at 4 in the morning begging the nurses for drugs even though I could tell by th...
Posted by Heather Feather how's the weather? on Sun, 20 May 2007 03:35:00 PST

I woke up this morning feeling....

Do you ever wake up in the morning just feeling overwhelmed by life? I feel way beyond stressed right now. I am so happy with many aspects of my life, but my past haunts me. I cannot run from it, and ...
Posted by Heather Feather how's the weather? on Fri, 05 May 2006 09:19:00 PST

Baby Talk

It's getting closer and closer....June 22. Most of the time I'm pretty excited, but at other times I feel soooo overwhelmed. Who wouldn't be? I think it's completely natural to feel this way. The most...
Posted by Heather Feather how's the weather? on Sun, 12 Mar 2006 03:38:00 PST