The Heart has reasons that Reason does not understand ♥
. . . .I am every girl in no girl. A self-confess walkin' contradiction. The only thing constant with me is change. As a matter of fact, the only completely consistent people are the dead. I dream for a living; I dream for the same reason I breathe - because if I didn't, I would die. "The world needs dreamers and the world needs doers. But above all, the world needs dreamers who do." I like long voyages, things foreign, and anything to do with water. I can be as simple as I can be complicated. And it is never easy being me. The voices in my head love talking to me, every so often they can get too bewildering for my liking, but most times they have some pretty good ideas! You'd be amazed I can rape my own emotions so sometimes it's horrible to be me. Defending myself against me drives me crazy! Am a pessimist by nature, an optimist by obligation. A conformist by law, a true rebel at heart. The fact that I'm not gifted in the "art" of sucking up and kissing arses makes me an involuntary hypocrite at work. Otherwise, Im most sincerely your all-real, straight-up, cynical yet generally trusting, all good to roll kinda girl. Seriously tho, I'm not the easiest person to get along with, not till I decide to make you my friend at least. Well, I do always try to be friendly but I appear patronizing to most. Sometimes it's not that I'm being rude, you are just insignificant. Like it or not, this life I'm borne with a less sociable personality as compared to other kids. Then again, as long as you play fair, and refrain from annoying the hell outta me, I don't bite! ;)
Ok, so I may appear all tough and strong on the outside, truth is, I'm incredibly soft-hearted and affectionate on the inside. More often than not, I tend to experience conflicts between the head and the heart. I can be emotional to the point of irrationality at one moment, and logical the next. Trying to blend the head and the heart is a constant struggle for me, usually because I have a tendency to resist blending 'em. Sometimes I'm confused by what I think is really obvious. But what I think is really obvious obviously isnt obvious! I swing between irrational and rational thoughts and feelings habitually. It's pretty much something that takes place "upstairs" in the mind, although others are sure to see the struggle from time to time.
I can be a great lover yet at the same time be the most hated heart breaker. I am desperate for love but I do not want to be too dependent. I hate to expose my vulnerability yet most of the time it happens. I fall easily in and out of love; I need the right guy, the one who keeps me walkin' back to him... There is a place you can touch a woman that will drive her crazy i.e. her Heart. BUT, To get to a woman's heart, a man must first use his own. I fear that one day, loneliness and sorrow will become my soulmate. I do not want to feel emptiness in me, not even for a sec, ok maybe just for a sec, not more. Call me foolish, whatever, but I'm a strong believer in fate and destiny.
Sometimes I feel life seems to be real unfulfilling for no matter how much we see, we are never satisfied and no matter how much we hear, we are not content. History merely repeats itself. Life seems insignificant too, for no one remembers what has happened in the past, and no one in the days to come will remember what happens between now and then. While Life is pleasant and Death is peaceful, it is the transition that's troublesome. Still, I appreciate living and appreciate every lil thing life has to offer. And when we remember we are all mad, the mysteries disappear and life stands explained. Pardon me, my mind is messed up. At this very moment I'm in the process of soul searching... and it seems to take forever! Well, judge me if you like, but keep the verdict to yourself. :)
You Were Born Under:
You are totally loyal, faithful, and honest.
However, you don't trust others to be as ethical as you are!
Straight forward and direct, you really aren't one for small talk. You are a great listener and an agreeable companion when you're in a good mood!
You are most compatible with a Horse or Tiger.
What Year Were You Born Under?
You Should Be With a
Water Sign!
Your best match is a Cancer, Scorpio, or Pisces
Why? You crave intimacy and connection in your relationship.
And while most guys can't open up enough for you, a Water Sign can. A Water Sign matches your goofy sense of humor and desire to help others.
What Sign Guy Should You Date?
The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.
You'd like your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.
Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.
What Are The Keys To Your Heart?
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