So the last couple a weeks I lived through life as if nobody cared and you know what I realized? When you're struggling, people don't stop and help you out, they move on. I flew under the radar not trying, not caring, you only get noticed by being loud, explicit, capture their attention. that's the society I've realized I'm living in. But that's okay, it ain't gunna change who I really am. I'm a kid ready to graduate outta high school and move on. a kid stuck in between the culture of China and America. I don't believe in cheating, slutting, and other "dishonorable" things.Hey watsup! this is Jack, somehow I can be classified into alot of contradicting stereotypes but apparently I am a nerd, geek, mama's boy, straightedge, thug, gangster, jock, rebel, class-clown, leader, follower, suck-up, wigger, over-achiever, player, lover and a lot of others... weird huh? i know like i've said before: I'm a man of many sides. Now you ask which one am I really? I would tell you but I don't know either, i'm a part of all of them. It's pretty cool i've got an amazing girlfriend. She seems typical: model, blonde hair, blue eyes, bangin body (whoa! look at that alliteration... lol what'd you think i was gunna say.) but she isn't because she doesn't have all the typical stereotypes of those qualities. She's the type that guys would want for a wife, baby's momma, the one that they only dream of. I love her so much. I think I've found the meaning of love. it's when you are lost in the world, sad, alone, with no one else to rely on, you think about them and somehow they can make everything better, without even saying a word, heck just thinking about them helps. It's the one you want to spend the rest of your life with. It's the one you find flaws in, and love them more for them. I told you i'm going out with a model. she's soooo fine! and she's all mine (lol now i'm rhyming)Who I Am? For the Guyz:
I'm the guy that u call ur bro or homie
I'm the guy that calls u my bro/brah or homiei'm the homie that always spots u for moneyi'm the homie that givs u a shit load a food everytime u come overi'm the homie thats sittin next to u in the deans office sayin "damn we kicked the fuck outta that kids ass!"I'm the bro that calls ur mom/dad "mom dad"i'm the homie that comes to ur house and eats ur foodi'm the homie that takes u home when ur ass is too drunk to drivei'm the homie whos got ur back when the whole gang is about to jump ui'm the homie who lies to ur parents jus to keep ur ass outta troublei'm the homie who listens to u say the same shit over and over on the phone and in person.For the ladies:
its in my blog but i'll add more later. check it out!
Name: Jack Suen (pronounced like the male descendant)
Birthdate: 01/03/1990... i'm turning 18 soon
Birthplace: A-Town, New Mexico
Current Location: Colorado... freakin 1100 miles away
Eye Color: Brown for boring
Hair Color: Highlights
Height: 5'7
Weight: 135
Piercings: nope
Tatoos: i think i want two. one that says perseverance and the other that says courage both in chinese on my triceps
Boyfriend/Girlfriend: yup, hopefully she will be my wifey
Overused Phraze: your mom is..., that's what she said, something else
FAVORITES
Food: Chipotle
Candy: chocolate
Number: 68
Color: guy colors, whatever that means
Animal: her, she's a beast lol
Drink: wine and dew
Alcohol Drink: wine and dew
Bagel: we don't eat it
Letter: the ones she used send me
Body Part on Opposite sex: Courtney!
This or That
Pepsi or Coke: i don't really drink pop
McDonalds or BurgerKing: Jack in the Box!
Strawberry or Watermelon: Both
Hot tea or Ice tea: thai tea, i know, "typical asian"
Chocolate or Vanilla Chocolate
Hot Chocolate or Coffee: apparently, i'm not allowed to have it... coming from alot of ppl
Kiss or Hug: Both at the same time
Dog or Cat: I used to only like dogs but i like cats now too
Rap or Punk: Rap, plz ya kno meh
Summer or Winter: Summer, but winters are cool too and i get alot of presents
Scary Movies or Funny Movies: Both
Love or Money: Love duh!
YOUR...
Bedtime: after i'm talking with her and i'm done with accepting that she went to sleep
Most Missed Memory: too many. Basically all the times with her. the times when I was a kid and didn't have to do anything. the times when summers lasted all summer long. the times when there was no pressure on what i did. the times... *sigh*
Best phyiscal feature: not applicable
First Thought Waking Up: iunoo, i'll think about it
Goal for this year: ...maybe thats what i need
Best Friends: when it comes down to it, Tyler. He's the only one thats been through it all, know exactly how it feels when nothing in the world is right. There's also Erika, she's been there and always unjudging.
Weakness: water, myself, guys... the ones around her
Fears: water, me...
Heritage: Chinese... straight outta southern China
Longest relationship: this one. as of 11/23/2007
HAVE YOU...
Ever Drank: yes i have
Ever Smoked: yes i have
Pot: well chinese people use wok's
Ever been Drunk: eh, its debatable
Ever been beaten up: yeah i think so, which is one of the reasons why i don't take shit
Ever beaten someone up: ...
Ever Shoplifted: yeah... i was poor
Ever Skinny Dipped: nope, wanna take me?
Ever Kissed Opposite sex: uhm... where are we talking about?
Been Dumped Lately: no but it feels like it
IN A GUY/GIRL
Favorite Eye Color: Courtney!
Favorite Hair Color: Hers!
Short or Long: guess...
Height: yeah
Style: conservative
Looks or Personality: personality, most ppl with looks are not good ppl
Hot or Cute The two-in-one combo
Drugs and Alcohol: absolutely not
Muscular or Really Skinny: really skinny but not anorexic like. I like them Courtney-size
RANDOMS
Number of Regrets in the Past: eh... I was born on them
What country do you want to Visit: Texas (the ppl there, think its a country lol let's laugh at them)
How do you want to Die: soon...
Been to the Mall Lately: uh... no
Do you like Thunderstorms: not really
Get along with your Parents: yes i do.
Health Freak: not really, i like to be healthy but i eat fast food all the time
Do you think your Attractive: to myself yeah. to everyone else no
Believe in Yourself: I used to
Want to go to College: yeah i do. UPenn
Do you Smoke: no
Do you Drink: no
Shower Daily: Twice actually =)
Been in Love: yes, still am
Do you Sing: yes... about poop alot lol
Want to get Married: yes, soon hopefully
Do you want Children: yes, two. an older boy and a younger girl
Have your future kids names planned out: no not yet
Age you wanna lose your Virginity: 19
Hate anyone: yeah, you would never guess who though
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