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About Me

i can live without a heart and still function...from time to time

My Interests

my favorite cd is crisis(alexisonfire), i am obsessed with x-men, the bible mislead too many people, i really like chess, my love is drums..i play my knees everytime i get a chance, i constantly feel like i need to escape, my flaws cloud my vision of who i really am, i love my small cozy car..its my home sometimes, i like to associate myself with myself and no one else, love changed me forever, i have a hard time growing into my new self so i grab onto happy memories to get me through..until i find happy ones i can live with in the moment, i try my hardest to not put labels on people so i can see past what i see with my eyes, i dont believe in god but in some greater force that is beyond our control, i love too much sometimes and let my heart get the better of me, mom and dad pushed me in the right direction, i miss my past and wish i could start all over and make it right, i know ill always get through because life is too incredible to have any concluding thoughts about, not to forget my heart in the rain, or rust will fill in the cracks

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My Blog

cold spell

My dreams are breaking feverslying on a death bedCrying at the mirrorin moments of reflectionNothing lasts foreverit's foolish to expect itSurely as it's leavingsometimes all we're left isA cold spell...
Posted by lil z on Wed, 16 Apr 2008 11:22:00 PST

moving out in 2 months (i think lil ariel filled in the 4th spot)

so heres the deal,my landlady got fed up with all noise and parties ive been having over the past year so shes giving me 60 days to BIZOUNCE soooo pedro, my friend john and i are looking for a place i...
Posted by lil z on Thu, 03 Apr 2008 07:37:00 PST

endless farewell

there are some feelings that hurt too much to describei may have said everythingbut in the end, this will never endthe days become unbearable and the nights grow lonelywhen im hanging on to endless fa...
Posted by lil z on Tue, 25 Mar 2008 06:52:00 PST

rough hands

Was I left behind?Someone tell me, tell me I survivedAnd don't look so surprisedthat I'm home, but just for tonightWith rough hands and sore eyesSo don't speak, I am tiredLet's just live through this ...
Posted by lil z on Mon, 10 Mar 2008 10:40:00 PST

where do i stand?

Dear, I fear that we've gone wrongYou've always hung me from the gallowsWell I don't feel I'll be forgivenIf you don't see ityou can never walk awayIf you don't feel itit's going to get harder everyda...
Posted by lil z on Tue, 04 Mar 2008 09:55:00 PST

ender

Here I am beside myself again.I'm torn apart by words that you have said.And all in all,I know we're falling apart.Where did you run to so far away?Here we are to sing you a song.There you are asleep ...
Posted by lil z on Tue, 19 Feb 2008 06:54:00 PST

the girl

I wish I could do better by you,because that's what you deserveYou sacrifice so much of your lifeIn order for this to work.While I'm off chasing my own dreamssailing around the worldPlease know that I...
Posted by lil z on Mon, 11 Feb 2008 07:05:00 PST