About Me

I will die screaming.
Scream my last breath in tortured anguish,
tear the sun from the sky.
I will die screaming.
I wont accept your adds if your profile is set to private. unless I know you already. FUCK THAT! no one is gonna butt rape you online. get over it.
COME SEE MY PLAY!!! ... too late. all you fuckers missed it.

Headbutting is probably the manliest thing ever.
Not only is it useful for suicide, it's also a great way to break up with your girlfriend.
For example, I couldn't find the words to tell my ex that our relationship was over,
so one day while we were watching TV I headbutt her in the tits.
Then I picked up my jacket and left.
No awkward goodbyes, no "still friends" bullshit.
Just a couple of bruised titties and a failed relationship.
I rule.

Well I'm lying in bed sweating staring at the ceiling, in my brain I have painted a beautiful picture of you, I'm not even going to try to fall asleep tonight, I don't want to lose this picture in my mind.

My Interests

Romance...
waking up next to the most beautiful girl in the world
(so I know last night wasn't a dream)
Rolling around on the carpet laughing.
Waterfalls and rainy days.
hiking in the mountains.
Martial arts.
physics, paganizm and spirituality .
roman tyle orgies and the neverending quest for the perfect kiss.
(woah I sound really lame)
I like FIGHTING and meat hooks,
and bow hunting for babes.
and back fliping
and fucking
Stalking around at night pretending
I am Buffy the vampire slayer.

Take the quiz: "What Cutter Fits You Best"

Your Insane
dude your just insane go to some help

I'd like to meet:

oh my gosh! so, like, I wanna meet Jesus, cause he is so cool and like the son of god and stuff! ... yeah right.

Music:

tool
a perfect circle
AFI
The deftones
AT THE DRIVE-IN
Sparta
the Mars Volta
Rage Against the Machine
MC chris
Modest Mouse
Mogwai
My Chemical Romance
Placebo
The Cure
Faith No More
Janes Addiction
Dropkick Murphys
Flogging Molly
Tiger Army
Son of Sam
From Autumn to Ashes
the Bloodhound Gang
the Darkness
queen
swollen members
system of a down
Cave-in
Billy Tallent
the Used
Boy Sets Fire
Ima robot
Senses Fail
Coheed and Cambria
The music
Powerman 5000
TATU
NIN
Say Anything
Franz Ferdinand
MSI
Secret Lives of the Freemasons
Death Cab for Cutie
Fall Out Boy
PARTY BEN!
the shins
the pixies
Morningwood

Movies:

sin city
Donnie Darko
Napoleon Dynamite
Milo and Otis
The Neverending Story
Monty Python and the Holy Grail
Fight Club
Snatch
Lord of the Rings
Star Wars
Fear And Loathing In Las Vegas
Jackass: The Movie
Saving Private Ryan
Underworld
Young Frankentstein
Spirited Away
Princess Monoke
Road Trip
The Last Samurai
Rocky Horror Picture Show
Sleepy Hollow
Benny and June
Edward Scissor Hands
Once Upone a Time in Mexico
Pirates of the Caribean
Labyrinth
The Dark Crystal

Television:

Lost
Invader Zim
Buffy the Vampire Slayer
Angel
Xtreme Elimination Challenge
24
HBO (deadwood and rome)
Battle Star Galatica (THE BEST FUCKING SHOW ON TV!)
GvB WATCH ME ON SEASON 4!!

Books:

the Golden Compass by Philip Pullman
the Da Vinci Code by Dan Brown
Shogun by James Clavel
the COSMO KAMA SUTRA, FM 21 - 76 department of the army SURVIVAL field manual
cook books

DRAGON BALL GRAPHIC NOVLES!

Heroes:

johny depp///
william blake///
davey havok///
evan karjalainen///

My Blog

let us be true

Ah! love let us be trueTo one another, for the world which seemsTo lie before us like a land of dreams So various, so beautiful, so newHath neither really joy, nor love, nor lightNor certitude nor pea...
Posted by ryder on Mon, 17 Apr 2006 04:25:00 PST

Im a lair, but I wouldn' t lie to her (wow Im up late on a school night)

She laughs, a little, lost laugh, losing me in her smile.I would run for milesAnd sweat through my shirtSo she could take it offThen we'd wash away the dirtAnd the water down the drain Would mostly be...
Posted by ryder on Thu, 02 Feb 2006 12:23:00 PST

for the record

For the Record "Yeah, I have tried it... it's fun I guess. Except it's not really worth the come down." I grab my bag from the back seat. We are almost to my car. "For the record, I wouldn't recomme...
Posted by ryder on Wed, 15 Mar 2006 11:55:00 PST

let's do it under the yellow light of a street lamp

I bet it's a trip to kiss you.On a dark night in the bright cityI wouldn't forget how the yellow street lightcuts shadows across your cheeksfor weeks I'd think of nothing else.I bet your lip gloss lin...
Posted by ryder on Mon, 13 Mar 2006 01:00:00 PST

NEW POEM! tell me what you think!

Shes in the leadAs we dance away from the lightId tell her I need herTell her to stay tonightBut the musics too loudShe cant hear a sound I makeSo I track the way,Her hips snakeAnd sway across the dan...
Posted by ryder on Sun, 26 Feb 2006 01:10:00 PST

like diving in a tub of tits...

A NEW POEM! BY ME! wow, why do I keep posting these depressing brain shits. w/e here it goes....Lusty and illustriousShes lying still, still sleeping.And Id be weeping at the sight of herBusted ...
Posted by ryder on Wed, 08 Feb 2006 11:46:00 PST

hey so I thought this girl was kinda bitchy....

SO PEOPLE! this is a conversation I had with a really mean girl! I dont know what her problem is! I just thought I would post this cause I thought it was pretty funny. ----------------- Ori...
Posted by ryder on Fri, 20 Jan 2006 10:52:00 PST

po8try time

(this was a performance peace, ment to be spoken but I'll post it anyway.) Milk Shes not looking at me, But shes talking to me, She says: Hey baby, did you like the movie? I think so,...
Posted by ryder on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

for any one who wants to be on my friends list!

I will NOT accept your adds unless you send me a message saying who you are and why you want to be friends!!! I dont wanna be your fucking superficial myspace buddy! Every ons should know that I am ha...
Posted by ryder on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

I am gonna be on tv

so... I am gonna be on a reality tv show.... wierd. Maybe I'll get to be a movie star. COOL I donno.... its called Girls vs Boys. fuckin watch it sucka. I am gonna be on tv!
Posted by ryder on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST