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TOOL, Forty-Six & 2: My shadow's Shedding skin and I've been picking scabs again. I'm down digging through my old muscles looking for a clue. I've been crawling on my belly clearing out what could've been. I've been wallowing in my own confused and insecure delusions for a piece to cross me over or a word to guide me in. I wanna feel the changes coming down. I wanna know what I've been hiding in my shadow. Change is coming through my shadow. My shadow's shedding skin I've been picking my scabs again. I've been crawling on my belly clearing out what could've been I've been wallowing in my own chaotic and insecure delusions. I wanna feel the change consume me, feel the outside turning in. I wanna feel the metamorphosis and cleansing I've endured within my shadow. Change is coming. Now is my time. Listen to my muscle memory. Contemplate what I've been clinging to. Forty-six and two ahead of me. I choose to live and to grow, take and give and to move, learn and love and to cry, kill and die and to be paranoid and to lie, hate and fear and to do what it takes to move through. I choose to live and to lie, kill and give and to die, learn and love and to do what it takes to step through. See my shadow changing, stretching up and over me soften this old armor. hoping I can clear the way by stepping through my shadow, coming out the other side. Step into the shadow. Forty six and two are just ahead of me.
Maynard James Keenan, Chris Cornell, Trent Reznor, Christian Bale, Josh Homme, Noel and Liam Gallagher, Quentin Tarantino, Robert Rodriguez, & Randy Blythe.
Tool, A Perfect Circle, Nine Inch Nails, Queens of the Stone Age, Oasis, Lamb of God, Rammstein, Sublime, Nirvana, Screaming Trees, The Toadies, The Doors, Stone Temple Pilots, Chevelle, Bob Marley, The Cure, Muse, Otep, Opeth, John Lennon, Queen, The Beatles, Billy Idol, Dave Matthews Band, Pink Floyd, David Bowie, Placebo, Lacuna Coil, Ministry, April March, Chingon, The Wallflowers, The Grateful Dead, Gin Blossoms, The Bloodhound Gang, Bob Dylan, Led Zeppelin, Foo Fighters, Third Eye Blind, HIM, AFI, Eric Clapton, Motley Crue, Bush, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Seether, The Von Bondies, Goo Goo Dolls, Staind, Cold, Audioslave, Soundgarden, The Rolling Stones, Alice In Chains, Fuel, Metallica, Everlast, Papa Roach, The Offspring, Butch Walker, Johnny Law, Jane's Addiction, AC/DC, T.I., 50 Cent, Chamillionaire, Eminem, and stuff like that.
Fight Club, Dead Man on Campus, Lord of War, Boondock Saints, Grindhouse, Smokin' Aces, 300, Crank, Training Day, Hostel, The Descent, Pulp Fiction, Snatch, Blades of Glory, Alfie, Kiss Kiss Bang Bang, A Scanner Darkly, Wedding Crashers, Bad Santa, Fear and Loathing In Las Vegas, Blow, American Psycho, Equilibrium, The Prestige, Empire of the Sun, 8MM, Lucky Number Slevin, The Big Lebowski, Borat, American History X, Scarface, Seven, Goodfellas, The Guardian, Not Another Teen Movie, Layer , Half Baked, Narc, Gladiator, Sin City, Queen of the Damned, The Matrix Trilogy, Fallen, Resevoir Dogs, Snakes on a Plane, Traffic, The Transporter 1 and 2, Mindhunters, The Black Dahlia, Pitch Black, The Chronicles of Riddick, Crash, Dawn of the Dead movies, From Dusk Till Dawn, The 9th Gate, Bless the Child, Overnight Delivery, Zoolander, Meet the Parents, Meet the Fockers, Valentine, There's Something About Mary, The 40 Year-old Virgin, Little Miss Sunshine, Clerks 1 and 2, Mallrats, Dogma, Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back, Starsky and Hutch, Super Troopers, Van Wilder, Garden State, Secret Window, In the Mouth of Madness, Carlito's Way, Orange County, School of Scoundrels, The Last Kiss, Romeo Must Die, Kiss of the Dragon, The Doors Movie, The Wall, Full Metal Jacket, Enemy at the Gates, The Butterfly Effect, Conspiracy, Cruel Intentions, Spartan, Confidence, Kill Bill 1 and 2, The Punisher, Saw 1 and 2, Goodfellas, XXX, Pride and Prejudice, The Notebook, Mean Girls, Clueless, The Lake House, The Thing.
Dexter, 24, Scrubs, It's Always Sunny In Philadelphia, Rescue Me, Weeds, Family Guy, Psych, Rock Star Supernova, Nip/Tuck, Brotherhood, Chapelle's Show, Mind of Mencia, Entourage, That 70's Show, Married with Children, South Park, and other shows I forgot.
Bret Easton Ellis - American Psycho, Phillip K. Dick - A Scanner Darkly, William Powell - The Anarchist Cookbook, Hunter S. Thompson - Fear and Loathing In Las Vegas, George Leonard - Mastery, Carl Jung, Albert Camus - The Stranger, Ambrose Bierce - The Devil's Dictionary, Brian Lumley - Beneath the Moors and Darker Places, H.P. Lovecraft, Robert Jordan, Franz Kafka - The Metamorphosis and Other Stories.
Maynard James Keenan, Chris Cornell, Trent Reznor, Christian Bale, Quentin Tarantino, & my parents.Our troops: