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R.I.P. Dante. We will meet again.
"No, I'm no one's wife but...
Oh, I love my life!
...and all that jazz."
! I will not add you unless you message me first. You would not call somebody a "friend" in real life if you would never have even spoken to them before; the same applies here.
*Do not add me if you will not speak to me.
*Do not add me to judge me.
*Do not give me the "comment deal" (comment me and I'll comment you back); I do things because I want to, not because your stupid ass decided to make a deal with me.
*Do not add me simply because you find me attractive; I'm not interested and I'm not a doll.
*I am NOT on line at all hours - I don't know why MySpace shows me that way.
*Do not add me if you will not take the time to at least skim through the following:
WHO I AM...
♣ I live every day to its fullest, take everything as it comes, and don't live for much of anything. This may fit the common description of fearlessness, but in reality my way of being is stemmed from the fear of regret.
♣ I am overindulgent in sleeping, eating, and pleasures of the flesh. I'm what many would call a hedon.
♣ I see beauty in everything in life, including suffering.
♣ I'm a young girl with big plans, bigger dreams, and a heart that tramples both.
♣ I'm friendly and a kind-hearted person, yet harness the capability to be a complete bitch, especially when it comes to defending something I believe.
♣ I am a firm believer that everything happens for a reason.
♣ It takes a lot for me to give up.
♣ I accept everyone for who they are. That doesn't mean I have to like them.
♣ I respect all lifestyles, and I expect others to respect mine. Period.
♣ Unlike what I've seen most around here, I don't feel the need to have a quiz validate who I am or what I'm like. I'd much rather people get to know me personally and then decide for themselves whether they like me or not.
WHEN IT COMES TO FAMILY...
♣ Family is VERY important to me.
♣ I love kids and have a higher tolerance for them than for most other age groups, yet I'm still undecided on whether I really want any of my own.
♣ That being said, I'm the extremely proud aunt of Jeannette Irene.
WHAT I'M LIKE...
♣ I'm usually shy and/or quiet in person upon first impression, but if you get to know me you'll find that first impressions can be deceiving.
♣ I treat others the way they treat me. You only get what you give, so if you're kind to me and give me the respect that I deserve then you will receive the same in return.
♣ I'm a very fun-loving person, but I also know when play time is taboo.
♣ I'm very easily distracted.
♣ I'm not the life of the party, but I'm the joker who always walks on the bright side, and I tend to always smile/crack jokes about everything.
♣ I'm well aware a lot of people don't like me, but that doesn't bother me because those that do often mean a lot to me.
♣ I don't waste my energy on labeling myself. I am what I am and that's all I am.
♣ I don't waste my time on obnoxious people. If I don't like you make no mistake that I'll make that loud and clear to you.
♣ I'm not very peaceful when removed from my comfort zone.
♣ I love the little things in life - both literally and figuratively speaking.
♣ I speak three languages: Fluent English, español fluido, et un peu du français.
♣ I despise movie/video game spoilers.
♣ I don't let most people come too close, and those who have my trust and affection have earned it.
♣ I'm horrible with words, hence I'd much rather communicate through simple gestures when it really counts.
♣ If I'm wrong, I'll apologize; otherwise, forget talking to me unless you recognize your wrongdoing.
♣ I don't sacrifice; I compromise.
♣ I learned from "The Lion King" that you can't change what happened in your past; you can only learn from it. Therefore, I don't smoke, drink, or do drugs. 'Nuff said.
♣ I have ZERO tolerance for disrespect, and I don't take crap from anyone.
♣ I set very high expectations for myself, keeping in mind that I may not accomplish them. In doing this, I know that even if I'm reaching for the sky and fail, I'll still catch a star.
♣ I get frustrated with people who are too scared to take a stand or take charge, and often find myself taking charge for them.
♣ My main pet peeves are liars and lies, spoken meaningless words, and mindless/rude people.
♣ I have no problem giving people a taste of their own medicine.
R.I.P. Nemesis Jenova. You will always be in my heart, bitchy bunny.
MY HOBBIES...
♣ I adore animals and spend a lot of time with my pet chinchilla, Peek-a-Boo.
♣ I play three instruments, as well as sing.
♣ I love playing video games, especially RPG's, original Nintendo, and racing games.
♣ I thoroughly enjoy acting and have considered making a career out of it, but am so afraid of personal failure that I ultimately consider it no more than a fun pastime.
♣ I love reading useful things; rarely will I read fiction for leisure, unless it's mythology.
WHAT I BELIEVE...
♣ My ideals and morals are well set, despite the absence of religion in my life.
♣ On paper, I'm Catholic. However, the most frequently present of intellectual stimulants in my life lie within existentialism, nihilism, and transhumanism, among other abstract thoughts which I find to be more logical, just, and moral than organized religion.
♣ My patron goddess is Isis, Queen of the Earth, the Moon, and the Stars; Goddess of Life and Healing; Protectress of the Dead; Mother of the Seasons! I adore everything she stands for and would like to, in a way, accomplish attaining the levels of love and selflessness that she has.
♣ Although I'm not a fan of organized religion, I don't condone others' practices. On the contrary, kudos to them for holding onto their beliefs!
♣ I encourage the idea that everyone should do whatever makes them happy, provided that they're not harming themselves or anyone else.
~Robert Frost~
Nature's first green is gold,
Her hardest hue to hold.
Her early leaf's a flower,
But only so an hour.
Then leaf subsides to leaf,
So Eden sank to grief,
So dawn goes down to day;
Nothing gold can stay.

WHEN IT COMES TO LOVE...
♣ I don't waste my time debating the social propriety of anything related to the heart. True love of any kind (even if you don't approve of it) is still true love - deal with it.
♣ I have no problem with commitment, given the right person.
♣ I believe in love. Not movie-style love; the real filial, platonic, erotic, and fraternal love.
♣ I have (thankfully) successfully found all of these.
♣ I am not in a state of open dating. All advances will be ignored.
Qualities I look for:
    Talent Intelligence A good sense of humor Individuality Inner strength Flexibility The ability to forgive and forget A fun-loving personality An open-mind

Things I detest:
    A closed mind A dry or unoriginal personality Easy submission Smoking (completely unacceptable) Drinking (social/seldom is okay) Drugs (completely unacceptable)

"De musico, poeta, y loco, todos tenemos un poco."

My Interests

Short & SweetI am... ♣ feminine.
♣ playful.
♣ loving.
♣ confusing.
♣ a dork.
♣ beautiful.
♣ friendly.
♣ easy going.
♣ straight edge.
♣ sensitive.
♣ complex.
♣ vengeful.
♣ sweet.
♣ sensual.
♣ bitchy.
♣ quiet, at times.
♣ sentimental.
♣ protective.
♣ open-minded.
♣ moody.
I'm not... ♣ a Mansonite.
♣ a slave to a label.
♣ uneducated.
♣ disrespectful.
♣ obnoxious.
♣ stupid.
♣ unforgiving.
♣ dangerous.
♣ scary.
♣ boastful.
♣ arrogant.
♣ crazy.
I'd like to be... ♣ more passionate.
♣ more understanding.
♣ more patient.
♣ more nurturing.
♣ less short tempered.
♣ less selfish.
I refuse to be... ♣ a doormat.
♣ submissive.
♣ ignored.
♣ belittled.
I love... ♣ my heroes.
♣ my family.
♣ my friends.
♣ Peek-a-Boo.
My favorite things in life are... ♣ animals.
♣ music.
♣ carnivals.
♣ Harley Quinn.
♣ video games.
♣ Coca~Cola™.
♣ Hot Cheetos™.
♣ pickles.
♣ Japanese food.
♣ Italian food.
♣ (who am I kidding?) food, in general.
♣ late-night TV.
Strangers are... ♣ friends I haven't met.
♣ not to be trusted.
♣ excessively appealing.

I'd like to meet:

Anyone who won't waste my time. Keep in touch and tell me about yourself. At least let me know you're still alive. I refuse to be just another number on someone's friend list.

Evil
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Ecstasy
IAN MADDNESS

Eloquence
Raven

My Beautiful Family Hector

Diane

Chris

My Favorite Dorks Martin

Brittany

Ana

Nubia

Skippy

Freddy

MJ

Steffani

Music:

I listen to and enjoy many different types of music. These are some (but not all) of my favorites.Num.'s 3 Doors Down
10 Years
The 69 Eyes
A A Perfect Circle
A.F.I.
A-Ha
Ace of Base
Aerosmith
After Forever
Alice Cooper
Alice In Chains
Alien Sex Fiend
All:My:Faults
Amorphis
Android Lust
Apocalyptica
Apoptygma Berzerk
Assemblage 23
Astor Piazzolla
B Bauhaus
The Beach Boys
The Beatles
The Bee Gees
Bella Morte
Benny Benassi
Billy Idol
The Black Crowes
Black Sabbath
Black Tape for a Blue Girl
Blink 182
The Bloodhound Gang
Blue October
Blue Öyster Cult
Blutengel
Bound in Oblivion
Bryan Adams
C Carlos Santana
Christian Death
Cheap Trick
Cinderella
Cindy Lauper
Cinema Strange
Clan of Xymox
Coldplay
Cradle of Filth
The Cramps
The Crüxshadows
The Cult
The Cure
D DéspairsRay
Daft Punk
Danny Elfman
Das Ich
David Bowie
Dean Martin
Def Leppard
Depeche Mode
Dido
Dir en Grey
The Doors
Dream Theater
The Dresden Dolls
E The Eels
Eisbrecher
Elvis Presley
Eric Clapton
F Faster Pussycat
Filter
Fleetwood Mac
Foreigner
Frank Sinatra
G Gackt
Gary Numan
Gazette
Glay
Gloria Gaynor
The Goo Goo Dolls
Guns N' Roses
H Hanoi Rocks
Heartsbane
Hocico
I INXS
Inkubus Sukkubus
Iron Maiden
J Jack Off Jill
John5
Joy Division
Juan Gabriel
Juanes
K KISS
Kagrra
The Killers
Killing Joke
Klaha
KoRn
L L'Arc en Ciel
Lacrimosa
Led Zeppelin
London After Midnight
Ludwig van Beethoven
Lylah
M Malice Mizer
Maná
Marilyn Manson
Massive Attack
Michael Jackson
Mindless Self Indulgence
Ministry
Miyavi
Moi Dix Mois
Mortiis
Mötley Crüe
Mudvayne
N Nine Inch Nails
Nirvana
Nobuo Uematsu
O The Offspring
Oomph!
Opeth
Orgy
Ozzy Osbourne
P Phil Collins
Pierrot
The Pixies
Placebo
Plastic Toys
The Police
Powerman 5000
Prodigy
Puscifer
Q Queen
Queensr..che
R Radiohead
Rammstein
The Rasmus
Rasputina
Razed in Black
The Righteous Brothers
Rob Zombie
Robin Black and the IRS
Rockapella
Rozz Williams
S The Scorpions
Siouxsie and the Banshees
The Sisters of Mercy
Skid Row
Skinny Puppy
Slipknot
Smashing Pumpkins
The Smiths
Sting
Sublime
Supertramp
Switchblade Symphony
T Tapping the Vein
Tarkan
Tears for Fears
Tesla
Third Eye Blind
Three Days Grace
Tom Petty & the Heartbreakers
Tragic Black
Train
Trans-Siberian Orchestra
Tristania
Type O Negative
U U2
V Van Halen
V(isual)A(udio)S(ensory)T(heater)
Velvet Acid Christ
VNV Nation
W Warrant
Weezer
Whitesnake
X X Japan
Z ZeitGeist
Zeromancer

Movies:

El Laberinto del Fauno (Pan's Labyrinth)
Donnie Darko
Monkeybone
The Little Vampire
City of Angels
Memoirs of a Geisha
The Skeleton Key
Edward Scissorhands
Indecent Proposal
The Lake House
About A Boy
The Nightmare Before Christmas
The Final Cut
The Lion King
The Beauty and the Beast
A Beautiful Mind
Waterboy
The Truman Show
Bruce Almighty
Pulp Fiction
Johnny English
Eragon
Batman
The Artistocats
Disney movies!

Television:

Sex and the City
Frasier
Will & Grace
House
E.R.
That 70's Show
The Animaniacs
Talkshow with Spike Feresten
While You Were Out
Unexplained Mysteries
Take Home Chef

I ♥ Megan Mullally!

Books:

The Stranger by Albert Camus
The Giver by Lois Lowry
The Outsiders by S.E. Hinton
Little Miss Strange by Joanna Rose
The Night Thoreau Spent in Jail by Jerome Lawrence and Robert E. Lee
The Chicken Soup series.

Heroes:

My mother

Jeannette

My Blog

Hitched!

     Prior to having had the chance to declare various side dishes as no longer delectable, I have already bitten into the main course. That's right, ladies and gentlemen: Be...
Posted by ♠ ◊ ♣ ♥ on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 10:29:00 PST

Ode to my former sister.

I have to block out thoughts of you so I don't lose my headThey crawl in like a cockroach, leaving babies in my bedDropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alonePlaying movies in my head th...
Posted by ♠ ◊ ♣ ♥ on Mon, 04 Jun 2007 09:07:00 PST

I refuse to be brought down.

doko ni yukebaii anata to hanareteima wa sugisatta toki ni toi kaketenagasugita yoru ni tobidachi wo yume mitaikoku no sora mitsumetekodoku wo dakishimetenagareru namida wo toki no kaze ni kasaneteowa...
Posted by ♠ ◊ ♣ ♥ on Tue, 29 May 2007 10:47:00 PST

You'll never know exactly how much you mean to me...

My heartMy loveOne word,And goneTo stayI willBelieveAnd prayTo seeTo feelTo hearTo be, and gone-How can I get close to you?How can I...The foolish one?Beauty can't be seenBut only kissedBut only kisse...
Posted by ♠ ◊ ♣ ♥ on Mon, 21 May 2007 02:53:00 PST

25th Anniversary Celebration

     I know I owe you a lot of blogs, a lot of news, a lot of juicy gossip to sink your teeth into, but I've honestly been way too lazy lately. However, among other not-so-go...
Posted by ♠ ◊ ♣ ♥ on Sun, 06 May 2007 01:36:00 PST

I've Been Tagged!

RULES: Once You've Been Tagged You Have To Write A Blog With 10 Weird Or Random Things, Facts, Or Habits About Yourself. At The End, You Choose 10 People To Be Tagged, List Thier Names. Don't Forget T...
Posted by ♠ ◊ ♣ ♥ on Fri, 16 Mar 2007 02:44:00 PST

Beautiful Writing (Not My Own)

The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider freeways but narrower viewpoints. We spend more but have less; we buy more but enjoy less. We have bigger...
Posted by ♠ ◊ ♣ ♥ on Thu, 22 Feb 2007 02:09:00 PST

The Bride's Bouquet

     Ever since I was a little girl, barely learning about love through fairy tales and Disney movies, I've always believed that everyone has always had their ideal mate set i...
Posted by ♠ ◊ ♣ ♥ on Sat, 23 Sep 2006 11:34:00 PST

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     I'm sorry... I shouldn't have treated you so unjustly and driven you away...     To think, how many times you were there for me when nobody else ...
Posted by ♠ ◊ ♣ ♥ on Sun, 09 Jul 2006 06:55:00 PST

R.I.P. Friend, Kin, Bun-bun...

     Maybe, in my eyes, you didn't spend nearly enough time on this earth to spread the love and joy you showed me to others, but I thank you for having spent enough time with...
Posted by ♠ ◊ ♣ ♥ on Tue, 04 Jul 2006 05:52:00 PST