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Helleana

I am the only one to see what I see, how can anyone else believe me?

About Me



I am not stressed out, I am just a carrier
What I like above all things is to take pictures. I love to "immortalise" my subjects ; where memory fails, images prevails, plus I remember someone saying that "a picture is worth a thousand words" which is totaly true. BUT I do not do it as a profession, I do it just for fun. Most of my photos are posted on my website if your curious to see them :
I am also member of :
Feel free to browse, sometimes I post my pictures there before I do it on my website so you might see something that you haven't seen before.
Just a small notice : I currently do not accept anymore projects until I am done with the ones I already have planned. The demand for shoots is increasing but not my time. Posted below is a list of my futur plans, when it's cleared up I will be able to accept more.
Sorry :(
Currently working on :
-project with Ludecrisp
-new pictures of Amellya
-new pictures of Brayz
-new pictures of Kadryann
Futur project with :
-Amellya / Gwaenardel / Julie / Kadryann
-Atilla
-Baron
-Erika vicious
-Gwaenardel
-Hekeh
-Julie
-Kyron
-Luc Bernier
-Lucisang
-Morcius Magnum
-Nelly
-Nuclear Photography
-Rheanna
-Sinner
(complain if I forgot one of you!)
My latest creations :
~ Jasmine and her kitty ~
~ Darkness for ever ~ (model : Amellya )
~ Expensive Leather Belt ~ (model : Amellya )
(model : Kadryann )
Posted below is a list of MySpace poeple I've worked with :
Some are old friends, some are new aquaintances but they can all be seen somewhere in my website .
Brayz
Kadryann
Nelly (Thi)
Amellya
Morcius
SinnEr
Francois
A few things about me as a photographer :
I AM AN EXPERIMENTAL PHOTOGRAPHER, NOT a conventional photographer meaning I like to try things "just to see what it will do". Of course by working like this the results aren't always as expected but it is to be expected ;)
"Show me someone who never made any mistakes and I will show you someone who haven't accomplish anything."

Yes I am always looking for new faces to add up to my website and for futur creations so if you are interested in trying me out (no pun intented) let me know ... but BEFORE ASKING ME FOR ANY REQUEST TO SHOOT YOU (with my camera of course) make sure you read the "modeling" section of my website.
I do NOT own a studio (not yet anyways, maybe in a far futur), and I am interested in pictures I can alter to fit my own twisted imagination and most of the pictures I take do not represent reality and are taken in an uncontrolled environement. If you ever need studio pictures for a porte-folio ask me what you need anyways and I will be happy to refer you to the right photographer of my surrounding. One I like to encourage is Amellya from "Dimensional Gates" , she's a young photographer who is interested in aquiring the right knowledge and experience level to built her own porte-folio.
I'M NOT DOING THIS FOR A POPULARITY CONTEST. I will not make you famous/popular or rich, I do not "know poeple who knows poeple" ( or do I ), I'm not "cool" or "hot" or "in" or "phat" I do not work for a successfull agency, I do not have a 120k studio THIS IS FOR MY OWN ENTERTAINMENT and for ART's SAKE. All I care about is the experience gained by doing this, the results and FUN and of course making contact for futur projects too. If I become popular and rich because of my pictures then so be it, but I am not working on it.
For the conclusion of this marvelous novel : just ask, we'll see about it, if you're crazy enough you might even like it.
~Inspiration comes to you wether you're ready for it or not~


Here is a little more about me :
-First of all my main language is FRENCH! So if you see any mistakes in the way I formulate my sentences feel free to correct me, it helps me learn the language.
-Secondo I already have a boyfriend and I am not into an open relasionship. There...this says it all.
-I don't like wasting my time in useless chit-chat and I hate to play guessing games so If you want something from me say it bluntly please. It will save me the agony and time of trying to read between the lines and to guess what the hell you really want.
-I see life through magnifying lenses which can make me miss the obvious sometimes. 2 things about that : I can't help it and it's going to bring me money one day :P
- I love darkness, it inspires me a lot. The possibilities are infinite when you don't know who or what lurks in front of you. I find the night and the shadows soothing. I also love thunder storms, rain, grey skies, the wind. All bring a feel of serenity through me.
- I like ravens a lot. I love to read about them, watch them, I also love all the legends and symbolism behind those mysterious birds.


-Alright that's enough about me, if you want to know more just ask, maybe I'll answer...
My sweety

If someone invented a shot that would replace sleep and food I'd be the first in line to get it. So many things to do, so little time


Journey into Raven's dream
As I lean toward darkness,
it is your voice that lifts
Raven's wings above the riverbank,
his ancient syllables rising like an ochre tide.
( -John Smelcer, Cherokee/Athtna- )


My Interests



    Photography Photoshop Ravens Blackness Darkness and what it hides Shamanism Role Playing games (yes I RP :P wether real life (D&D etc...) or on PC games) Psychology Microbiology (I like to know everything on viruses and germs and how our body react to them) The human body The human brain and all its mysteries Dancing Clothes from the past / present Oriental clothing / art / furniture / philosophy & writing Horses (especially the shire horses) HTML / webpage design Helicopters Firebird trans am Metal & leather armors Medieval clothes/armor/history Fetishism (I like bondage and "fetish" clothing) Black buisness suits, *drolls* Make-up Corsets Tattoos Handguns Men with black hair, black make-up, piercings, kilts, black long dresses/corset (like pinhead's) Perish's art (goo see (click on pictures below) it's excentric, very unique and out of this world)


Santa, can I have one of these for x-mass? :P

I'd like to meet:


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Helleana

© Malefice
My Pictures
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Female
29 years old
Montreal
Canada

My newest picture



~ Blood Queen ( © Malefice / april 07) ~
(model : SinAFAy )

~ Darkness for ever ( © Malefice / sept 06) ~
(model : Amellya )

About me

~ I entreat you my dear friend, while you are still young, to make yourself master of the profession you have chosen ~


What I like above all things is to take pictures. I love to "immortalise" my subjects ; where memory fails, images prevails, plus I remember someone saying that "a picture is worth a thousand words" which is totaly true. BUT I do not do it as a profession, I do it just for fun. Most of my photos are posted on my website if your curious to see them.

I am also member of :

Feel free to browse, sometimes I post my pictures there before I do it on my website so you might see something that you haven't seen before.
Oh et je parle francais aussi!

I'd Like to meet...Anyone who can teach me something, but that is not up to you or me. Models : I'm always looking for new faces to put on my website, just leave me a basic idea of what you want to do and I'll be happy to consider it. Oh and a small note on the side : I DON'T CARE IF YOU HAVE NO EXPERIENCE! Craftsmen / craftswomen of any kind, especially if you create necklaces, choakers, big ass jewlery pieces (rings necklaces), metal pieces, chainmail, anything you think can embelish and complete my pictures. Hairdresserd and make-up artists are welcome too! Fashion / costumes / armor designers Other photographers


A little more about me :
-I HATE guessing games so if you want something from me say it bluntly please. It will save me the agony and time of trying to read between the lines and to guess what you really want, plus reading between the lines may lead to a conclusion from my part that is not what you mean.
-I'm a perfectionist, I accord a lot of importance to details plus I see life through magnifying lenses which can make me miss the obvious sometimes. Two things about that : I can't help it and it's going to bring me money one day :P
-I don't believe in quantity when it comes to photography but in quality. If you ever work with me don't be suprises if I take 100 pictures but only deliver one.
-I guess that if you want to know more about me just ask, maybe I'll answer ... But I am mainly here for photography so everything related to potential projects will be answered first UNLESS you are already one of my buddies (you know who you are *winks*)

~ If someone invented a shot that would replace sleep and food I'd
be the first in line to get it. So many things to do, so little time ~

A few things I fancy if you need inspiration before proposing a futur photoshoot with me :Anything with animals!! Blackness Corsets Oriental art / writting The elements of nature (trees, water, rain, animals, etc ... what ever you find in nature. I love to shoot outside) Ravens Fantasy Bondage Vamps Metal accessories Leather / PVC / Latex Men with black hair, black make-up, piercings, kilts, long black dresses / corset (like pinhead's clothes) Black Buisness Suits *drolls* Weapons of any kind but I like handguns a lot Remember that I fancy the Unique and the Excentric above all


~ Darkness ( © Malefice / aout 06 ) ~
(model : Kadryann )

I am not stressed out, I am just a carrier

Journey into Raven's dream
As I lean toward darkness,
it is your voice that lifts
Raven's wings above the riverbank,
his ancient syllables rising like an ochre tide.

( -John Smelcer, Cherokee/Athtna- )

I support :

MySpace poeple I have worked with :


My models :Brayz

Sarah

Nelly

Amellya

Jasmine

SiNafay

Miss Izabo

Erika

Daren

Francois

Morcius

Kyron

Photographers : Eric

Norm

Designers : SiNafay

Hairstylists : Suicide Whisper

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Music:



I just like pretty much everything except country music and annoying jazz and blues. I particulary like techno industrial, or anything with a good rythm. If you want some titles here is a few group I like : Ramstein, Front 242, Nine Inch Nails, Delerium, Enigma...BUT music ain't my thing. I suggest that, if you want to have a conversation that will last more than a few words with me, you pick another topic.


Movies:



I collect most 80's, 90's moovies, I also like Legend, Chinese ghost story, the Predators, the 3 Die hard, Unbreakable, 6th sense, The matrix, Kill bill, The prophecy (I love Christopher Walken), Elvira: mistress of the dark, the 3 first Hellraisers, Saw, all the "A Nightmare on Elm Street", I like most of the mindless zombie moovies too, my favorite was "City of the dead" ... Bleh there is too many moovies I like it would take too much space to name them all.


Television:



I don't watch much tv but I do like the "Friday the 13th: The Series", "Law and Order : the special victims unit", Monk, the show Overhauled. I also like all those tv shows about forensic science or murder cases.


My Blog

The weather

As far as I'm concerned I wouldn't be suprised if our planet earth, in a very very far futur, ended up with the same fate as the planet "Mercure" or "Venus".  Then who knows, maybe "Mars" w...
Posted by Helleana on Mon, 08 Jan 2007 06:54:00 PST

A simple sentence that says it all

"I want what I want, not what I need" will be the end of us all.     
Posted by Helleana on Mon, 13 Nov 2006 05:52:00 PST

Don't get offended

My main priority in life is shcool, and since I already work 40 hours/week AND go to shcool it is most likely that I will neglect other part of my life, bear with me. I can assure you that I read all ...
Posted by Helleana on Fri, 17 Mar 2006 05:23:00 PST

Sometimes I wish I could talk to the moon...

Sometimes I wish I could talk to the moon. It is like an eye watching over the earth since the begining of time. All the secrets and the knowledge it must hold about our history and civilisation, our ...
Posted by Helleana on Sun, 05 Feb 2006 08:04:00 PST