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Baby Got Her Gun Out

Running with scissors wasn't smart I tripped and cut open your heart

About Me

I edited my profile with Thomas' Myspace Editor V4.4 If you were to ask me to type this in the time it takes to smoke a ciggarette, I would fail miserably. Perhaps this short blerp about myself won't do much justice in presenting a clear, concise description but, my best is all I can promise. There was a time when I wore my heart on my shirt sleeve, and prided myself on communication. Naturally, things change, as patches now cover the once exposed. Still searching for the start that has no end, trying to sort the plastic people from my friends. Trying to change the question mark to a "maybe" Sometimes I think I live life too fast to stop and notice what is beautiful around me. Short. Eclectic. Artsy. Fancy-free. Happy. Sad. In love with music. Burton fan to the core. Gray is my favorite shade. Urban. Smoker and coffee drinker. Lead foot.Adventure seeker. Spontaneous planner (Dichotomy, I know)Contemplative. Human garbage disposal. Small in size, big in fun. Mix those in a blender, and there you have it....Nej.But for you "everyday-ers" me in a nutshell -- "Short. Smart as hell. Funny. Fun. Gorgeous. Short" - compliments of Spooky.

My Interests

I just learned how to surf this April and I totally dig it. I need to surf more.I just finished my first season of snowboarding. It totally rawked. I enjoy taking long walks and getting lost. I like laying under trees and talking. I want to quit smoking ciggarettes, but I enjoy it too much. I hate feeling akward. I like to bike ride to places that I can get a cold chai. I like to go to zoos and stare at all the animals and wonder if they ever tasted freedom. I like hiking, even though no one else seems to share that interest. I like the beach and the warmth of the sun. I like to bury my feet in the sand. I like to sing as loud as I can while driving in my car; this way no one can hear me. I like to by cds and put an album on repeat for a few days straight. I enjoy nightly city visits and hoboken cafes. Video games with violence and role playing will make me a couch potatoe. I don't like to sit in one spot for too long. I like cat naps.I like to wear shirts with skulls on them. My sneakers look really big on my feet. I like to eat. I try to teach myself new songs on my guitar, even if they sound kinda shitty. I like going to shows, but I'm too short for pits. In fact, thats usually what I see..pits...ha...yes, anyway....I like bowling, pool, movies, not spending money, spending lots of money....jumping on trampolines and people that make me smile.

I'd like to meet:

Unfortunately it seems that relationships of any kind seem to be "give and take." I'd like to meet people that can entertain themselves, but also know how to have a good time with a group of people. I hate the feelings of having to entertain people so it would be awesome to meet people that look for excitement the same way I do. Therefore kids who love Manhatten, Philly, indoor rock climbing, snowboarding, going to shows, releasing their inner fat children, diner heads, beach bums, surfers, sun bathers, dancers, people with some friggen intellect that can offer good conversation over coffee (Yes, I am referring to geeks and nerds; the more the merrier), music lovers, book lovers and most of all people that are spontaneous and upbeat.Oh yea, and this guy!

Music:

Reggie and the Full effect, Saves the Day, Coheed and Cambria, Green Day, MxPx, New Found Glory, Atreyu, Underoath, Boy Sets Fire, Every Time I die, Funeral for a Friend, Thrice, My Chemical Romance, Ted Leo and the Pharmacists, Dashboard Confessional, Alkaline Trio, Nine Inch Nails, Duran Duran, Depeche Mode, Toadies, From Autum to Ashes, the Cure, Fall Out Boy, the Smiths, that new Blink182 song...old Blink 182, Catch 22, Less than Jake, the Beatles, Mindless Self Indulgence, Pitchshifter, Self, Yellowcard, Gin Blossoms, Folly, Armor for Sleep, Weezer, Postal Service, Tool, A Perfect Circle, the Mars Volta, At the Drive-In, the Get Up Kids, Ultimate Fakebook, New End Original, Voltaire, Shades Apart, Homegrown, Deftones, Rancid, Hawthore Heights...I'm sure there is a lot more...but I have to go dry my hair

Movies:

Tim Burton movies, Donny Darko, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Pirates of the Caribbean, Kill Bill, Monsters Inc. Pauly Shore movies, Harry Potter

Television:

I don't have TV =/

Books:

I never finish books. I like to write more than I like to read. Tom Robbins isn't a bad author, but than again, neither is Dr. Seuss.

Heroes:

People that can lift their own body weight and the squirrel who sings about gonads and strife

My Blog

Lay the Eff off

Its incredibly difficult to make everyone in your life happy. At some point you will have to make a decision to sacrifice someone's happiness. Whether that reason be for selfish or selfless ones,...
Posted by Baby Got Her Gun Out on Mon, 15 Oct 2007 11:54:00 PST

Self-destructing in.....5....4......3.....2..........

I seriously think there is something wrong with me. Lately I find myself getting angry with people fairly quick. My fuse has shortened. Even the most trivial of things annoy me to the point that I can...
Posted by Baby Got Her Gun Out on Mon, 15 Oct 2007 08:22:00 PST

forever to find you (sometimes I think I may never)

So, what do I really want? I mean, really? The knitty gritty...the little details of the big picture... I want to grab a guy around the waist from behind and kiss his back...run my fingers through his...
Posted by Baby Got Her Gun Out on Fri, 13 Apr 2007 07:30:00 PST

i sense there's something in the wind that feels like tragedys at hand

So ...this crazy idea of "relationships".... Sometimes I wonder why i even get myself involved in them. Perhaps its my selection of people I date that has left me with such a bitter taste in my mouth....
Posted by Baby Got Her Gun Out on Mon, 12 Feb 2007 07:59:00 PST

I really miss it.....

For the longest time I've always had someone there to confide in; someone that would listen to me whine about things that bothered me or things that I was uncertain about. For the most part that perso...
Posted by Baby Got Her Gun Out on Sun, 06 Aug 2006 11:25:00 PST

giving up on you

You tell me that you are true. You tell me that you can talk to me about anything. Situations change and all the sudden everything falls through. I've called you and tried to contact you time and time...
Posted by Baby Got Her Gun Out on Wed, 19 Jul 2006 05:33:00 PST

and everything happens for a reason

  "When you lose a part of your selfTo somebody you knowIt takes a lot to let goEvery breath that you rememberPictures fade away but memory is forever" so I have been doing some thinking over th...
Posted by Baby Got Her Gun Out on Fri, 11 Nov 2005 03:13:00 PST

so I jumped out of a plane today...

Ok, so after much convincing.....I WENT SKY DIVING!!!! and it was amazing!!!!!!! All you bitches need to make sure you jump out of a plane before you die! Lucky for me, I had a cute dude strapped to m...
Posted by Baby Got Her Gun Out on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Shoebox of photographs

...do what you wish. Well, hell. Its your life. I just wish I didn't decide to cancel my camping trip just because it would give "us" more time. So much for my impressions. Damn....
Posted by Baby Got Her Gun Out on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

head over heels

the other day someone told me that when they met their ex, they fell head over heels for that person. What a good feeling it must be to know that someone is head over heels for you. No matter what wei...
Posted by Baby Got Her Gun Out on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST