Love love love love love.... :-) ~me
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There are no secrets in life.. just hidden truths that lie beneath the surface
My (very) general interests include:
new experiences, textures, smells, tricks of light and shadow, illusions, phases, moments you can't recapture, shiny things, etc etc etc...
All I need now is a trampoline and a video camera...
A Appealing
L Loud
Y Yummy
C Comical
I Inspirational
A AstonishingPeople born in the Year of the Monkey are the erratic geniuses of the cycle. Clever, skillful, and flexible, they are remarkably inventive and original and can solve the most difficult problems with ease. There are few fields in which Monkey people wouldn't be successful but they have a disconcerting habit of being too agreeable. They want to do things now, and if they cannot get started immediately, they become discouraged and sometimes leave their projects. Although good at making decisions, they tend to look down on others. Having common sense, Monkey people have a deep desire for knowledge and have excellent memories. Monkey people are strong willed but their anger cools quickly. They are most compatible with the Dragon and Rat.
Shove small cylindrical objects in the orifice of your choice! ... Poor twitchy...
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I listen to a little of everything. I'm not a big fan of rap or r&b.. and anything that involves more screaming than singing will get on my nerves fairly quickly.. and whiny country music gets unbearable pretty quickly too.. other than that I either have, am, or will listen to it.
MY CURRENT PLAYLIST:
10,000 maniacs
3 doors down
4 non blondes
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A3
A perfect circle
Adam ant
Alec Empire
Alice in chains
Apollo 440
Aqua
Arrested development
As I lay dying
Assemblage 23
Attrition
The autumns
Badly drawn boy
The banner
Battery
Bauhaus
Beck
Bella morte
Ben folds
Ben folds five
Ben lee
Better than Ezra
Billy Joel
Bjork
Black tape for a blue girl
Blondie
The bloodhound gang
Bluegrass revival
Bowling for soup
Butthole surfers
Candlebox
The cardigans
Celtic women
Charley pride
Cherry poppin' daddies
Chris Connelly
Christina Aguilera
The clash
Cocteau twins
Coil
Collective soul
Collide
Concrete blonde
Controlled bleeding
Consolidated
Copasetic con viva e selda
Counting crows
The covenant
Cracker
Cranes
The cult
Culture club
The cure
Cyberaktif
Cyndi lauper
Cypress hill
David grey
Dead can dance
The dead milkmen
Death cab for cutie
Default
Del amitri
Delerium
Depeche mode
Destruction unit
Devo
Dido
Die form
Die warzal
Digital poodle
Dinosaur Jr.
Dishwalla
Disturbed
Dog’s eye view
Dolly parton
Duran duran
The eagles
Echo and the bunnymen
Edmund Welles
Eiffel 65
Electric light orchestra
Enigma
Ennio morricone
Enya
Erasure
The evolution control committee
Fad gadget
Faith no more
Fatboy slim
Fiona apple
The flaming lips
Fred Astaire
Front 242
Fuel
Future sound of London
Galaxie 500
Garbage
Gene loves jezebel
Gin blossoms
Godhead
Godsmack
Gorillaz
Gothic blues
Gravity kills
Groove Corporation
Harvey danger
Haujobb
The highwaymen
Hole
Hooverphonic
Icon of coil
Iggy pop
Jacques brel
Jellyfish
Jesse McCartney
Joel lightman
John mellencamp
Johnny cash
Joy division
Julio iglesias
Killing joke
Klutae (klute)
Kmfdm
Kraftwerk
L7
Laika
Leonard Cohen
The levellers
Live
Luscious Jackson
Lush
Matt nelson
Matthew sweet
Mazzy star
Mc 900 ft Jesus
Mxpx
Madness
Magazine
Maroon 5
Ministry
Miranda sex garden
The moody blues
Morrissey
My bloody valentine
My life with the thrill kill kult
Nancy Sinatra
Nick cave (& the ...)
Nightmares on wax
Nine inch nails
Nirvana
The normal
Nitzer ebb
Oingo boingo
Outkast
Panic at the disco
Pj Harvey
Pearl jam
Pennywise
Pigface
Pink Floyd
Portishead
The postal service
Prince
Primus
The ramones
Rasputina
Ray Stevens
Red house painters
Regenerator
Renegade soundwave
Revolting cocks
Rush
Sarah mclachlan
Save ferris
Shakira
The shamen
Shania twain
Shawn Mullins
Sheep on drugs
Shonen knife
Sister machine gun
Sisters of mercy
Skinny puppy
Skylar blue
Smashing pumpkins
The smiths
Social distortion
Sofa surfers
Soft cell
Sonic youth
Sponge
Squirrel nut zippers
Stabbing westward
Stone temple pilots
Stray cats
The strokes
Sublime
The Sundays
System of a down
Tears for fears
Test dept
They might be giants
Third eye blind
Three days grace
Throbbing gristle
Toadies
Tom petty
Tracy Bonham
Train
Tribal seeds
Tripping daisy
Type o negative
The union underground
The verve
Violent femmes
Vnv nation
Voltaire
Waylon Jennings
Weathermen
Ween
Weezer
Willie nelson
The wonder stuff
The young gods
I don't really have time to watch movies. When I do make the time.. it's usually cheesy horror films (because all horror films are cheesy.. are they not?).. and I like movies with unexpected endings. I like to be surprised.
I don't watch TV.. at all.. ever.. except when I'm at Amber's... On a not entirely unrelated note.. the Kroger on Broadway is really creepy.
I read constantly and always more than one book at a time.
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I know the dark. I have groped, stumbled through, crawled toward, licked, embraced, and sucked the darkness. I have had my arms pinned behind my back, my gut crushed, my lips stretched and distorted beyond recognition or understanding by the darkness. I have twisted the darkness so hard, so tightly, owned it and named it and beat the shit out of it until it was nothing but a weak watery shadow the color of an old piss stain.And I'll tell you this about the dark: it is nothing compared to the power of the light. The light: in colors; the milky mist of dawn, lifting slowly, gently, just outside the window. And then a hint of rose, apricot, wispy pale silks blowing around the edges of the grey veil and the black silhouettes of the Joshuas and the yuccas give way to pale greens and sharp white swords of flowers as the sun rises up and up and the birds sing louder and louder and the red-headed woodpecker attacks the telephone pole like a machine gun for no apparent reason, but you gotta respect him because something in him is determined, and hell bent, and I hope whatever slimy bug who was cocky enough to think he was living above any sort of assault is in full retreat mode now, because my steel-beaked friend I know well & he will not cease until he gets whatever the hell he's after. And it's this way when the sun rises.And the sun now is up, and the sky is a clear pale yellow/white with a hint of the blue that will come later. It's fresh and clean, and anything is possible. It's eternity beginning all over again, and the day has presented itself to you to do whatever you like with it.It's a waste to sleep through this spectacle and so I never do. The greatest show on earth.I may go back to sleep for awhile, and my dreams will be rich and in color, and tell me things I need to know.And when I wake up I'll pull up the blinds and see the sandy hills in the distance and the clouds taking whatever shape they feel they need to, over and over, cottony white or a slow pour of cream over a blue-ocean sky. Contrails cross and fade. I have no choice but to strip down to no sleeves and put my hands in the earth, take the delicate, fine spines of cactus deep into my palms and fingers and help them all along to divide and grow and divide and grow. The rabbit sits still in the morning just outside, impossibly beautiful and soft and temporary. You have to grab that with your eyes, with the eye of your heart, 'cause he's about to take off, like he was never there.Yeah. I know the dark. I knew the dark for a very long time. There are certain sects that prohibit the eating of anything that grows in the dark. Bad things grow in the dark. Doubt, fear, deception...lift the stone and expose the rot, the cancer, the things that need the dark to thrive.I will never understand the dark again, because the light will always come, and the light is always certain. Wait a little while. Give equal time to the light. Feed the light within. Many sparks create the sun.