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About Me

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I like to color outside the lines...deal with it.
STEP UP...OR STEP ASIDE!!!
If you want anything to do with me, you need to step up...be true, be real..be a human! In this world of plastic realities: I want truth, integrity, commitment. So either step up, or step aside.
Just because I'm quiet doesn't mean I have nothing to say. I judge people too easily by my first impression. I'd rather wait forever for the perfect guy then just settle for anyone. I'm unpredictable and spontaneous. I try to be forgiving. I enjoy being unique. I'm ambitious and determined but I can get lazy and unmotivated at times. I'm a sucker for the small things in life. I'd rather look immature and have fun then care what other people think. Sometimes I'm really confident and other times I feel really insecure. I'm creative and imaginative. I'm curious about everything. Friends mean everything to me but sometimes I just want to be alone. I envy people who can fit in so easily without even trying. I'm opinionated and stubborn but I'm loyal, sincere, and caring. You can trust me with your secrets. I always try to see the best in people, even if they annoy me. I hate when people make me feel guilty to get their way. I'll always be here to listen to your problems. I'll stick up for you no matter what happens.
I love being fucked up. It's normal people that I feel bad for. Because if you're fucked up, you're used to the shit hitting the fan. So when you see that shit is about to hit the fan, you step to the side, and all those poor normal people get sucked right in.
I really dont give a fuck if you're offended.
Life is too short. Grudges are a waste of perfect happiness. Laugh when you can, apologize when you should and let go of what you cant change. Love deeply and forgive quickly. Take chances, give everything and have no regrets. Life is too short to be unhappy. You have to take the good with the bad, smile when you're sad, love what you got and always remember what you had. Learn from your mistakes but never regret. People change and things go wrong but always remember that life goes on!
I have no time or patience for petty bullshit. I'm ready to live my life for me, to the fullest. So either step up and keep up, or I'm leaving you in the dust.
Joints smoked in paper of the New Testament, the Ten Commandments have now burned. I dont think I really believed. Maybe you did.

My Interests

:: Poetry :: Writing :: Music ::
:: Art :: Photography :: Workin on cars ::
:: Being Different :: Making a Statement :: Shakin up Status Quos :: Forensic Science :: Psychology :: Paranormal ::
:: Going against the grain of society ::
:: Movies :: Video Games :: Good Books and Herbal Tea ::

Anything unusual, mystical, or shiny enough to catch my attention for awhile...

I'd like to meet:

People who aren't scared to be themselves, no matter how crazy that may be. Those who stand up for what they believe in and never conform to what other people/society says is right. Those who are TRUE, not just in life for fame, money, looks and material things. People who dare to question life and all thats a part of it.

OH,
and...

oOoOoOo DAMN!

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Music:

:: Psychopathic shit :: 10 Years :: A Perfect Circle ::
:: Avenged Sevenfold :: As I Lay Dying :: Bullet For My Valentine ::
:: Candlebox :: Cradle Of Filth :: Evanescence ::
:: Evans Blue :: Finger Eleven :: Flyleaf ::
:: HIM :: Ill Nino :: Lamb of God ::
:: MSI :: Mudvayne :: Staind ::
:: Seether :: Slipknot :: Three Days Grace ::
:: Tool :: TSO :: and many more...

SUPPORT LOCAL MUSIC!!

Movies:

~~ Comedy, Action, Horror... ~~

:: The Crow :: 300 :: The Bucket List ::
:: I Am Legend :: Pans Labyrinth :: The Covenant ::
:: The Labyrinth :: The Secret Garden :: Edward Sissorhands ::
:: American History X :: Domino :: Divinci Code ::
:: The Reaping :: Willow :: Rocky Horror Picture Show ::
and many more...

*TELEVISION*
~~ FUCK REALITY TV ~~

:: House :: Charmed :: Paranormal State ::
:: Paranormal State - Psychic Children:: Intervention :: Extreme Makeover Home Edition ::

Anything on the History and Discovery Channel...

Books:

~~ I like classics...books that teach me new things...anything paranormal or that I can simply get lost in. ~~

:: The Divinci Code :: The Shadow of Solomon ::
:: Conversations with the Other Side :: Speak :: A Child Called It ::
::Angels and Demons :: Death's Acre ::
and others....

Heroes:

ME, MYSELF, and I...

Despite all my trials and tribulations, I still rise out on top.

Know how sumblime a thing it is to suffer and remain strong.

My Blog

Familiar situation, same stupidity, different outcome..

I'm in a ranting sort of mood, so here's some words to choke upon for your reading pleasures...You do nothing but fake it, you fucking hypocrit,Talk your talk and walk like a bitch.See if you can show...
Posted by Tainted Butterfly on Mon, 25 Feb 2008 09:48:00 PST

4 Words to Choke Upon

Betrayed one more time,But somewhere down that lineYou're gonna get what's coming to youLook at me now,Look at me now,Look at me now!Pull the knife from my back,Soon I'm the one that's on attack,Can't...
Posted by Tainted Butterfly on Mon, 25 Feb 2008 09:44:00 PST

Over You

Now that it's all said and done,I can't believe you were the oneTo build me up and tear me down,Like an old abandoned house.What you said when you leftJust left me cold and out of breath.I fell too fa...
Posted by Tainted Butterfly on Mon, 25 Feb 2008 04:16:00 PST

This is to the nice girls and the guys who say they want them...

This is my tribute to the nice girls. To the nice girls who are overlooked, who become friends and nothing more, who spend hours fixating upon their looks and their personalities and their actions bec...
Posted by Tainted Butterfly on Wed, 30 Jan 2008 02:05:00 PST

EVERYONE read!....SUPPORT LOCAL MUSIC!!

Are you tired of this bullshit they call music?! Are you tired of bands/artists that are just in it for the fame and money? Are you ready for a band that will appeal to the masses? Are you ready for a...
Posted by Tainted Butterfly on Fri, 18 Jan 2008 10:05:00 PST

Slow Dance...a poem

SLOW DANCE Have you ever watched kids On a merry-go-round? Or listened to the rain Slapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight? Or gazed at the sun into the fa...
Posted by Tainted Butterfly on Tue, 06 Nov 2007 07:27:00 PST

That Ugly Face... ( a poem )

People look and stare,Giggle and make fun.People don't seem to care,What they have just done.Made and innocent soul sad,Cry and weep inside,Made her want to die,Shrivel up or hide.She feels all alone,...
Posted by Tainted Butterfly on Tue, 01 May 2007 04:23:00 PST

I Dont Hide... ( a poem )

I fear like the restMy limits have been put the test.I've criedI've fallenI've died.I try to be my own soul,But there's such hate seeping from the hole.I've screamedI've coweredI've redeemed.I learn f...
Posted by Tainted Butterfly on Tue, 01 May 2007 04:13:00 PST

Where I'm From... (a poem)

I am from creativeness,From performance and the arts.I am from the outcome of pen in hand,Words flow from what I know and where I've been.I am from the azalea bush,The Great Oak,Whose branches still c...
Posted by Tainted Butterfly on Tue, 01 May 2007 04:05:00 PST