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amyferal

90% child-like idealism, 10% cynicism

About Me


*~*THE LAUGHING HEART*~* your life is your life. don't let it be clubbed into dank submission. be on the watch. there are ways out. there is light somewhere. it may not be much light but it beats the darkness. be on the watch. the gods will offer you chances. know them, take them. you can't beat death but you can beat death in life, sometimes. and the more often you learn to do it, the more light there will be. your life is your life. know it while you have it. you are marvelous the gods wait to delight in you. ************** -c.bukowski ..
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I AM THE FOX, NOT THE ROSE...
I am very proud to be half Ryukyuan; my mother comes from the tiny tropical island of Yonaguni, located roughly 300 miles southwest of Okinawa, Japan, and only 40 miles east of Taiwan. It did not become a part of Japan until almost the beginning of the 20th century, and has a unique language not understood by,&unrecognizable to even the Okinawans. Unfortunately, I resided only in Okinawa and the mainland, so I speak Japanese, and only but a few words of the Yonagunian language. MOTHRA was inspired by the GIANT moths on the island, one of which is pictured above. Yonaguni has recently gained attn. for one of the world's most mysterious underwater structures which archaeologists believe to be the remains of a highly advanced ancient civilization(for more in-depth info RE:"Yonaguni Monuments" see teamatlantis.com or discovery channel.com) I'D LIKE TO BELIEVE MY ATTITUDE ABOUT LIFE COMES FROM THIS BLOOD. Yonagunians are a free-spirited, laid back, and an intensely spiritually/physically, FULL-TILT, connected to their environment people. I ABSOLUTELY know my LOVE of water is in my blood as a result of being Yonagunian. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxooxxooxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoox oxoxoxxoxoxox I gotta give credit where credit is due,my *CRAZY* side can best be summed up by:
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My Interests

WATER!WATER!WATER!

...ARRIVAL, Developmenatal Psych, Special Ed., UNESCO, Clinical Psych.,Anthropology, Humanitarian Aide, fog, rocks, all bodies of water (special places in my heart for the East Pacific, mountain-top lakes,&waterfalls), dancing barefoot, MUSIC! MUSIC MUSIC!(my taste varies so vastly my MUSIC collection would give one the impression I have Multiple Personality Disorder), Early Intervention, amateur boxing, ART ART ART~ *ALL* MEDIUMS, skating(boards & old-school rollerskates), "urban art"(tee-hee~TAGGIN'to lift conciousness), mind-melding, pavement(or sand or gravel or dust)- pounding low-budget travel, finding/diggin'out the beauty in everything/everyone, soccer(what's the name of the game?FOOTBALL!), dancing in stilletos, playing w/NON-digital vintage photography, primates, animals in general(HomoSapiens included), twilight, DEPARTURE... XOXOXOXOXOOXXOOXOXOXXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX SUPPORTING MY FRIEND'S COMPANIES, BANDS,WRITINGS,ART, AND IF NECESSARY, IN CHILDBIRTH...ERM, YES, WHATEVER THEIR ENDEAVORS MAY BE, LIKE THIS ONE:

I'd like to meet:

WORLD TRAVELERS, volunteers in countries not native to their own&native, Artists, Musicians, SO-CALLED DEGENERATES, vagabonds, WRITERS ON THE EDGE OF BREAKDOWNS AND/OR EPHIPHANIES(same thing),seekers, LIFE-LONG STUDENTS OF LIFE...erm did I get it all??? Oh yeah! People who look at this life w/ a skewed, screwed sense of humor& are unafraid to NOT be P.C.(this can't be their ONLY shtick 'tho) who can inspire me w/ their kindness&intellect. Making me laugh so hard I piss my drawers, thong, boycutts,or, ya' know, whatever or nothing(it'll be just lil' dribbles 'k, you won't even know) is a DEFINITE plus.And did I happen to mention I'd like to completely meet myself? WELL, I DO!!!!!!!!

Music:

DESTROYED FOR COMFORT! REAL SWEET KIDS!!!CHECK 'EM OUT ON THEIR MYSPACE XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXT o reiterate what I've written up in my interests: I have an as yet unnamed condition which, for the sake of this space, I will call "ANY MUSIC I FREAKIN' LOVE DISORDER" or maybe "WHATEVER MOVES MY SOUL"...if ya'll can come up with a better name(s), BRING IT!!!!

Movies:



Television:



Books:

I suffer from extreme bibliophilia, which could probably amount to a diagnosed psychological condition.

Heroes:

Anyone with the cojones to buck society to LIVE their own TRUTH. Those brave enough to live their personal TRUTH do not notice or care society condemns them as the INSANE! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox "PEOPLE ARE UNREASONABLE, ILLOGICAL, AND SELF-CENTERED. LOVE THEM ANYWAY. If you do good, people may accuse you of selfish motives. Do good anyway. If you are successful, you may win false friends and true enemies. Succeed anyway. The good you do today may be forgotten tomorrow. Do good anyway. Honesty and transparency make you vulnerable. Be honest and transparent anyway. What you spend years building may be destroyed overnight. Build anyway. People who really want help may attack you if you help them. Help them anyway. Give the world the best you have and you may get hurt. Give the world your best anyway." -- Mother Teresa

My Blog

I *am* still ALIVE!!!

I'll be in a placephysically, mentally, spacially AND cosmically~tee-hee VERY VERY SOON!!!A place I'm NOT logging in once a monthfor approximately 3 minutes(no shite ya'll, 5 minutes MAX!)si...
Posted by amyferal on Sun, 07 Sep 2008 02:10:00 PST

I AM SO FREAKIN BUSY W/ ME BOY-O...

and tons, & ** I do** seriously mean it MAN! ~TONS of just SIMPLY SHITE!!! dump-truck loads pullin' in my driveway 24/7!Not my son's stuff, MOTHER is me MAIN job mates; a quite crazy-go-nuts one a...
Posted by amyferal on Mon, 25 Aug 2008 04:28:00 PST

~*~} & A>1AB25==0O ;8G=>ABL~*~(don't fret;written in English)

 ~*~LIFE & ONE'S SELF~*~ The quote below is on my profile page;  it has no title of which *I* am aware. I felt the need to type it out THIS MORNING.Secondarily, I wish to SHARE it t...
Posted by amyferal on Fri, 08 Aug 2008 08:58:00 PST

As the French say...

"In love there is always one who kisses and one who offers the cheek"                         &n...
Posted by amyferal on Thu, 17 Jul 2008 06:48:00 PST

I *NEED* curry...

The Marvelous Manila posted the cutest picture of Japanese Curry (a bit different than Indian curry; more like a spicy beef stew~I love both 'tho!) Now you ask,  how can curry be cute? BEHOLD!!!...
Posted by amyferal on Sat, 12 Jul 2008 03:15:00 PST

My compartment is empty...

like a bed that is made. I want to disturb the duvet jump up & down hear the springs squeak I want to be the tsunami that tears up the sheets feel the moistness&damp on bare skin left behind.....
Posted by amyferal on Wed, 02 Jul 2008 12:31:00 PST

Copping an over-copped quote to express...

HOW I FEEL, especially these past few days... "The greater part of what my neighbors call good I believe in my soul to be bad, and if I repent of anything, it is very likely to be my good behavior. Wh...
Posted by amyferal on Wed, 04 Jun 2008 07:15:00 PST

Aroused to a fever pitch for the 1st time in YONKS!!!

I don't think I've been so erm, stimulated, and, erhem, moved, simply by a movie trailer? And it's a freakin' Woody Allen film???  Possibly because the male lead reminds me of some...
Posted by amyferal on Fri, 16 May 2008 10:50:00 PST

I was reading my blogs from the beginning...

of signing up in MySpace. They were really good AND bad, but so bad they were hilarious. I learn alot reading things I wrote even as recently as a year ago. Guess it's why people have diaries. I ...
Posted by amyferal on Wed, 14 May 2008 01:10:00 PST

Disclaimer

 I dunna know why, but  I keep getting hits on my blog. I haven't written anything worth reading for, well shyte, since last year. Most likely even before that or NEVER. SOOOO, if ...
Posted by amyferal on Wed, 23 Apr 2008 09:57:00 PST