Ian

about me..... let me guess... fuck shit, i`m almost 21 and i still don`t know hu am i.. wat i like or dislike.. hahaha!! Well, to start of, u can call me roy, christian, ian or whatever you want to call me…im a lad with a fairly moody streak. i can be crazy, stubborn, intense and unpredictable - but i'm a sensitive soul with a huge imagination. its’ so large, in fact, that i sometimes get lost in it. i hate liars, boors, and dumb twits who think the world owes them a favor. i like to set things on fire, i dunno why though, maybe because i'm a freak of nature… im d' type of person hu's a bit suplado daw... well not really just don`t be a damn lozer and come up 2 me and say can i be your friend? duh! don`t think im a snob just secluding myself to some people hu has a deteriorating brain and d' like. but im actually friendly... wow! confused ha.. i do crazy stuffs (u don’t want to know!).. my friends say im funny and also a bit corny.. spoiled... stubborn..!! hard-headed.. head-strong.. hehe...!! i really luv challenges.. i stick to my intuitions.. i dont let other people control over my decisions (well most of the time though)... ! i like to go to adventures, u know like nature trippings and stuff, i'm a self confessed indiana jones wannabe. my mind is a dangerous thing - i spend 14 hours a day using it. all my thoughts (duh), my plans, my secrets, my intentions, and my "modus operandis" are well kept in my mind. that may be one of the primary reasons why i have a big head. i am emotionally sensitive, and sentimental but not to the point of crying. whenever i'm crying, it's either for show or just to get attention. yeah, i'm immature and i love it. i love being childish and child-like. it what sets me apart from other people. though i try to act mature, i can't. i easily get angry and i have no patience at all. I like to throw stuff around and yell at the top of my voice when i'm angry, so be sure to take a few steps away from me when im losing it, but i'm trying to change that. i love flabbergasting people but if it's my turn to get staggered, i hate it. i am noisy, talkative, funny, and hilarious, and sometimes i end up to "annoyance-ville". i am not a morning person. i love staying up late. it is when my mind runs smoothly and faster.. i love the night life though i seldom go out. i love socializing but I sometimes shy away. i love music - my passion and my soul. i incorporate and associate everything with music. i love dancing and singing (for both, im a frustrated one).i really choose my friends, unfortunately. but rest assured, i can stoop down even to the lowest life form. that's why my flexibility is an asset. i love fame and i dream of entering that zone. The lights, the publicity, the famous people you sleep with... aaah... am I making sense here? i symbolize a very happy-go-lucky approach in life. whatever d' surroundings may be…harsh or cheerful...i remain unaffected…cool? sounds mayabang..! hehe! in fact.. i spread cheer wherever i go.. really!!! i am good at consoling people in their times of need…i dislike hypocrisy and tend 2 be away from hypocrites. i am very methodical and organized in my work. no amount of mess… perfectionist in my sense.. beware... it is easy for me 2 fall in luv....! hard 2 please.. ask my friends..! ur great if u know me well bcoz of being such an elusive guy.. some say i'm typical snobbish guy that has his own world…holds his own principles and follows his own rulez which is definitely true coz i make my own rulez...oders say i'm just a quiet type of buddy but it all falls like this.. moody lang ako (inulit ko lang diba?)... sometimes.. if we can get along better than any other shits in the world, then we can jive.. if not.. y make ourselves feel worse..? just simply quit... i hate being ALONE.... i have a hard time when it comes to goodbyes, parting ways and stuff... i hate it when i don't look presentable... =( i love to hang out w/ my friends and i treasure them so much. i couldn’t imagine myself without them! i would simply DIE! (laugh trip ba…) i am a people-pleaser…hope i would please you... yeah, you... the reader of this entry. And that's all... FOR NOW. by the way, if by chance you get to see me in person, i may seem snobbish and reserved. but try to approach and talk to me. then you'll get to love me. you'll see...