K. Fleet

I am very proud to be irish! I dont have very many friends, i dont trust anyone anymore, after going to jail. My life has changed rapidly in the past two in a half years, im a totally different person. I work full time, go to school full time, hang out with my boyfriend, and do homework a lot. I like to go frolfing, snowboarding, and swimming, and doing crafts, i never have time but i love to do weird cool crafts! I have been getting headaches at about 3 o'clock everyday for the past four years, it sucks but you start to get used to it, actually i have one right now. Im always cold...always. I have writen my own novel, and have only shown it to one person, he will never forget it, and i will never show another soul again.I have three very awesome and crazy nephews that i love very much Dylan, Jacob, and River they are the most beautiful boys in the whole world. My three niece's are amazing, Khloe, Tia, and Felicity; they are all so beautiful! I love them! My mother is a confusing person but i will love her til the day i die. And as for my father I just started talking to him after 10 years of no contact, It is weird but i must let go of the past and move forward. My 28 year old brother Ryan is the closest thing to a father figure that i have ever had, i love him so much. My 30 year old sister Bridget is my role model, she owns her own book store, has 3 kids and she is the lead guitarist and singer in her church band. Corrine my 21 year old sister has been through thick and thin, she has been by my side for everything, i owe her my life!I usually go to a camp called UPBC every summer where there are amazing people that i want in my life til the day i die! I am so fortunate to know all you guys out there...Bryan, Kenneth, Markous, Dan, Katy, Con, Cam, everyone...i love you all so much!Some people would say i was angry, i'd say i am just confused, i want to know the point of life, i hope to figure it out someday. I have experienced 22 deaths in my life that have all occurred within the past three, i recently lost my cousin Nate and my grandfather; may they rest in peace. I cant wait to see them again someday in eternal life! And I looked up to both of them.I am a very lost soul and i have a very tough time making decisions...i seem to want to please everyone else instead of myself. I dont want to be lost anymore...One day i hope to find myself and be able to make my own decisions.I am sorry.It'll all be over soon...God will forgive me...But will you?!?!?!