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Abuse Your Body But You Call It Love

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Myself.... see what others see in me.... and know how and what the feel/think .... i dont know whats wrong or right about me....all i know is no ones perfect... except for me.... and we all know it....
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Music:

unearth,saosin,between the buried and me,bleeding through,alexisonfire,avenged sevenfold, black my heart,the bled,bullet for my valentine, calico sytem, casey jones, chiodos,darkest hour, embrace the end, the exit , the fall of troyfinch, from first to last, further seems forever,hatebreed, ice nine kills,it dies today, everytime i die,lost prophets, my chem., on broken wings,rufio,scary kids scaring kids,story of the year,thrice,trivium ,the used , the postal service, slipknot,brand new,evergreen terrace,silverstein, hawthorne heights, underoath, rage against the machine, primus, metallica, korn, tbs, f.a.t.a. , sublime, senses fail, sum 41, boys night out, atreyu, bury your dead, poison the well,as i lay dying ........

Movies:

boondock saints,bio dome,family guy,requiem for a dream, half baked, how high, freddy got fingered, cheech and chong, dazd and confused

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Books:

“Let’s just stop; drop everything; forget each other’s name… and just walk away it would be like... we never knew each other at all.” "If your stomach feels weak then my work hear is DOOOOONNNEEE.....DOOONNNNEEE.... to hide from my twisted ways im hiding in this bed".

Heroes:


****"Too Bad Your Beautiful"**** 1. Royal Crown Vs. Blue DuchessStare into my eyes Rake your nails across my skin I know the reason embers of you scatter as you breathe (embers of you scatter when) The life you knew disappears In its wake with one skin (in its wake your standing in) As paper I cut your life (and in paper i cut your life) Follow the outline that you traced (Embers of you scatter when) The life you knew disappears In its wake you stand with one skin that you do not own (in its wake your standing in.. as these waves break, there is things i'll miss, things i miss, and i'm feeling fake, with my whole life on your lips) The sky is closed today So here i sit, waiting For a word that is hidden in Clouds To take me back from here (I'm hoping that this fever breaks when this smile spites my face) Somewhere Take me back To a place I will not Feel as you Somewhere Anywhere Far away from the offline of you--------------------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------------------------ -------------------------
2. Cherry KissCreation imperfect Do you defy this? Could you and your swollen ego fit into my master plan for failure? I take the shame to heart and lock it away in a place thats sees not the light of day I will use it when i see your face again (your head in your hands and this is my cue, if three words could heal you i would only speak two, your eyelids grow heavy and this is my cue, If three words could heal you i'd only speak two) How could you think after all you put me through and all you put on my shoulders that i would answer your cries for help? (How could you think after all you put me through and all you put on my shoulders that i would answer your cry for help?) Unleash the rage built up (in my throat) Show how you hurt me and hopefully you see you have the power to destroy my will to live-------------------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------------------------ -----------
3. Chloroform PerfumeThe end result of so many meetings At late night dinners with no one eating We sit in corners and sip burnt coffee Count the tiles upon the ceiling Skip this pretense and cut straight to dying Don't pick me to keep your eyes from crying You said so much without even parting your lipsIt's past 3 am and I'm still far from sleep This is a habit that I can't break You're my only company I'm skipping stonesStreet lights flicker like this match in my hand [x3] Begging to strike [x2]And I keep repeating, but this payphone tele stopped recieving Flat out of change now I'm sure you won't accept the charges It's all the same cause by the morning I'll be halfway to Colorado Or some place like thatYou said so much without even parting your lips It's past 3 am and I'm still far from sleep This is a habit that I can't break You're my only company I'm skipping stones down a south surburban streetShe keeps on asking "do you think it hurts much to die" "It's hurting so much more to stay alive now" She's gonna find out how much it hurts to die She laced her perfume up with death Feel it in my lungs so I'll pull in the deepest breath and drop my head-------------------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------------------
4. Mercury RisingEvery breath that I exhale is a sigh - every breath that I exhale is a sigh of exhaustion. [repeating throughout] How sad - this is what your life has been reduced to - a single room apartment containing no more than a mattress. The strings have been removed from the blinds and all the outlets have been painted over. The television screen is streaked with blood smeared from your knuckles as you were trying to punch it out but you underestimated its strength, or maybe you just weren't trying hard enough. Startled by a knock at the door you rise for the first time in two days to answer, but you can only greet the visitor with one short statement. Hello my first name is distance and I really don't care if I never wake up again. Hello my name is distance and I really don't care if I never wake up again. Hello I really don't care if I never wake up again. I really don't care if I never wake up again.------------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------------------------------------ ----------------------------------------------------------
5. Capeside RocThe sound of my breath flutters past your ear Tearing down fear Grasp your heart strings by their frayed ends to choke down the feeling left inside The sands of time slide down your cheek in the form of liquefied dreams Each one stands for more than the next You give yourself to all but you To take all you had and give all thats left How could you have been so blind? The shallow waters that you come upon, show how empty your life truly is You look into the vast nothingness to see something that is not there You try to discern where to go from here You try to make sense of this confusion that you have inside (your heart) And how you can get there. (this van is on a one way trip we'll rock it straight to hell, our Crue is Motley and our theatres filled with pain, across the creek and into your home, be there by eight because she doesn't want you any other way) But by a force unknown (held back) Deep inside you, your veins tied in knots Bind your blistering hands To keep you in this world forsaken As you leave your wilting soul behind.----------------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------------------------ ----------------------
6. Take Her To The Music Store"You break my heart into a thousand pieces and you say it's because I deserve better?" [Joey, "Dawson's Creek" - Season 4 - "Promicide"]Emotionless grey skies bleed somber dreams of sorrow Blackened unseen heart tears a virgins godlike innocence from its pristine palace Paint sarcastic smiles upon new wounds Tears of misery stain scar filled minds Hatred new like tomorrow flows from bitter memories Purity now embraced by sinful ideals why Lifeless tomb rests weary with prowling peering eyes Silence falls upon deaf ears covered by night Alone in thought, shaking Biting tongues of lead at unfit moments Screaming disbelief with no faith in site(and her disgust has no borders, no limits to strive for, she bends and breaks to the rules set by the weak)She's finally seen she's a beautiful girl with a smile so grand she could stop the world Stolen her skin he sews her mouth shut, means nothing to him, her screams just die out As she cries out here voice dies out As she cries out her voice dies out Love once inside her heart, lay in my hands Was it asked for? Was it implied? What could have been done? Inside her mind dies.------------------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------------------------ ---------------------------------------
7. SwitchDarkness chokes my emotions Your breath numbs my soul Stand with me, by my side Take my hand and lead the way Out from the shadows and into the real world Show me how to live a life owned by regret My blood runs cold, lifeless in shame Now is the time, to right the wrong Inside my veins, poison words lie Within a mind as guilty as yours take what is left inside of me I've no use for it Stained with thoughts uncaring, open and let me in (it spun my head when i thought you were talking to me, i guess i'm just a fool for thinking your thinking of me, and now, I press my fist to the pillows wishing it was your teeth) Show your world, deceit Let me live as you, Need not to feel Emotions rain down Drowned by innocence, thoughts escape me Harsh words spit blindly and open paths of life Take all that is me, a lifeless somber soul Curse the day you wake as solace sets in Darkness chokes my emotions Your breath numbs my soul Stand with me, by my side Take my hand, and lead the way Out from the shadows and into my world (My soul is not for you to own) I will not live life to see your face anymore.---------------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------------------------ -----------------
8. ReflectionsI felt you slip away Far away from me Further from me You seem to drift far away I caught myself wishing you back, as i fight to catch you Anger wells inside me I see me, frowning, in your eyes (i see the fear in you where no one should ever be, i find myself striving to catch you from.. this will hurt me less and less everytime until i feel nothing) I see my reflection and the pain scripted across my face, set in stone Anger wells inside of me I see me, frowning in your eyes Far away from me Further from me You seem to drift far away I caught myself wishing you back as i strive for you (she said "its not that i dont love you anymore, but it would be much more accurate to say that i never loved you in the first place) I put the fear in you where noone should ever be Nothing to me Everything to you Nothing to me Everything to you."I can't take it anymore. When I'm with you, I feel like I'm nothing. I feel like I'm nothing. That's why I flinch when you come to touch me. It's why I never touch you. Why I never even think about it. Because when I start to, it just reminds me that I'm not good enough." [Pacey, "Dawson's Creek" - Season 4 - "Promicide"]------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------------------------------------ -----------
9. Eulogy For An AngelIn a world of despair, our lives will end Some without warning, while others die by design Under watchful eyes, we tread on evil ground, with jaded eyes around us each step is scrutinized (in the pouring rain, we speed this car, i try so hard, wish i was more prepared for this time, you shouldn't have passed before me) In this life we lead, a choice will be made Where we go from here, when our time is done At the gates of heavan, angels stare at us May they lead you home to where you'll live in peace? You take without warning (i'll shut myself up and black out the windows) As we sit and wait (its best to consider me dead as well) Breath in take a life (i'm hoping in time i'll get over) Breath out, cleanse your soul (i might be fine when i get older..no way) You took her life I gave you mine, to ease the pain of my soul, to show you how much shes meant to me I will fight for our lives and take them to our graves In a world of despair, our lives will end Some with out warning, while others die by design Under watchful eyes we tread on evil ground, with jaded eyes around us, each step is scrutinized I will defy you The evil from above Open my mind Let you in I will not forgive the sins you made You took her life from me.--------------------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------------------------ -------------------------------
10. Short Stories With Tragic EndingsHere you stand seething with guilt. Silence only justifies this act of cowardice. The look stapled on your face cries out for forgiveness, the one thing that I cannot give.(Did you ever see that one person and the way they do these things and it hurts you so much it's like choking choking choking down the embers)I can give you freedom from your guilt, with a flick of my wrist onto yours. I can give you peace of mind with a forced smile. I can give you death with the look upon my face.This is your freedom in a life of fallacy, with no last kiss and no regrets; you don't deserve good bye. This is your freedom in a life of fallacy, with no last kiss and no good bye.Here you stand seething with guilt. Silence only justifies this act of cowardice.With a short story, the one you add to daily, you are the tragic loss. No story book ending for this fairy tale of you. Just the one composed with blood taken from your pen that you hold in your lifeless hand. Cry for you. Shed tears. Mourn. Wish the end. Cry for you. Shed tears. Mourn. Wish the end.(Did you ever look, did you ever see that one person, and the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much? So much like choking down the embers of a great blaze. It's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions and to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds. You let this one person come down in the most perfect moment. And it breaks my heart to know the only reason you are here now is A reminder of what I'll never have I'll never have... I'll never... Standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in. Standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in. But this table for one has become bearable. I now take comfort in this, and for this, I cherish you. Did you ever look, did you ever see that one person and the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much? So much like choking down the embers of a great blaze. It's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions and to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds. And you let this one person come down, come down. I cherish you...I cherish you. Just say you would do the same for me. Just say you would do the same for me. Say you would do the same... Just say you would do the same for me. For as much as I love Autumn, I'm giving myself to Ashes.)
****"The Fiction We Live"**** 1. The After Dinner PaybackI'm not wishing anymore I'm not writing songs for you I sleep better in the dark I'm not doing this for youThis is because of you I don't believe Tongue tied an institute of my relief You're my, my reason to shame (my reason to shame)I'm not wishing anymore I'm not writing songs for you I sleep better in the dark I'm not doing this for youThis is because of you I don't believe Tongue tied an institute of my reliefOne wish that this is over You are all I waste today (discarded worthless throw it away)Will it tear you apart? Will it? Will it tear you apart?(When I turn and walk away abandon, its not worth the effort When Stalling means Too fucking scared to create abandon, its not worth the effort When stalling and too scared)One wish that this is over You are all I waste today (discarded worthless throw it away)Will it tear you apart? Will it? Will it tear you apart?When I turn and walk away I'm not holding onto this I'm not wasting words on you I sleep alone in spite of it I'll do anything for youThis is because of you I feel relief Tongue tied to investigate what I believe You're my, my reason to blame (my reason to blame)I'm not holding onto this I'm not wasting words on you I sleep alone in spite of it I'll do anything for youThis is because of you I feel relief Tongue tied to instigate what I believe You're my, my reason to blame (my reason to blame)====================================================== ==============================================
2. Lilacs & LolitaSo I'm sorry, as two hands open doors. So I'm sorry, Something serene to steal my life away.Climbing on the way up, Sizing up the competition, waiting for the right time, To strike a chord and change your life.Don't you ever think for one-second that i will forget the reasons that i cried. You are no more potent than words that choke me I sit and ask you two words.But this is not a product, and we're not in competition, waiting for the right time, to strike a chord and your life.Regret's how i spell your name. In light of what you have done. How can you not feel the same? My love will fade with the sun. As days go by, shed a tear. I hate your face more than life. I'll fake a smile for (you) my dear. So turn away.Climbing on the way up, Sizing up the competition, Waiting for the right time, To strike a chord and change your life. ============================================================ ========================================
3. No TriviaM, 4, V, T, C and H Might need to provide this number at the gate Steady pilot because I'm half afraid I can't believe youd ask me that Of Course I dont believe in fate Would you be depressed? If I attend that wedding, but only as a guest Such an unfaithful bride draped in dress Spun with threads of my regret Sing it loud to drown out the feeling When you're feeling much more odd (even) And half as true as dishonored seamen We'll breathe Pacific and fight our demons Would you be depressed? If I attend that wedding, but only as a guest Such an unfaithful bride draped in dress Spun with threads of my regret So arch your back And flip your hair Make eye contact so you know I care You know I care But only as a guest Such an unfaithful bride draped in dress Spun with threads of my regret====================================================== ==========================================
4. Milligram SmileAll my hopes and all of my dreams Everything falling in between Seems to me that the memories (They) mean more to you than they do to me. Through the sky and into your eyes. (And I see everything falling in between) Sew the lips right into your smile. I'm OK with faking this, I'll fake everything just to slip your kiss. (If I'm a writer, and I'm a poet, I might love you, But never show it You should forget me, this is a long tour, And I'll be back but, not in time for...) (If all we speak is rational thought) Everyday I pray for the sadness. (My) eyes are black, my throat full of sickness (Then I'll be listening but not for long) Everyday I pray for the sadness. (My) eyes are black, my throat full of sickness (The words I write, are cheap and trite, But they're drawn on the back of your door Surrounded by, numbers that, Remind of the ones before) All my hopes and all of my dreams Everything falling in between Seems to me that the memories (They) mean more to you than they do to me. Through the sky and into your eyes. (And I see everything falling in between) Sew the lips right into your smile. I'm OK with faking this, I'll fake everything just to slip your kiss. (The words I write, are cheap and trite, But they're drawn on the back of your door Surrounded by, numbers that, Remind of the ones before) My lips are cold. The truth is told.======================================================= ==========================================
5. The Second Wrong Makes You Feel RightBegin, present, fade out, Judgement please don't fail me now, This time, this time A lesson learned is a picture burned, You're a memory to me, Upon ignition come bear witness to the greatest therapy, Just begin, present, fade out, Judgement please don't fail me now, This time That was the day I put your picture aside. Swallowed the fact that our dream had died. Every time you close your mind, You should be seeing me. Every time you close your eyes (at night) Every time you close your eyes You should be seeing me. As you lay in bed at night, I'll be there in your dreams. So sorrows in, in that what you heard? That you can cash in, on what we wrote, Helpless isn't the right word but it's the first that comes to mind, There's worse things than being unknown, I think in time I'll get by That was the day I put your picture aside. Swallowed the fact that our dream had died. Every time you close your mind, You should be seeing me. Begin, present, fade out, Judgement please don't fail me now You're to die for. Life means more. Out of sight. With no light. ============================================================ ========================================
6. Every Reason ToI thought about the end today The final chapter The last scene Ending what is here and what is now And all there is to come. No hope for tomorrow, for today. Through all this talk, on how numb. There's one just out of reach. On how numb, and you bet it shows, you bet it shows Shake downs like these get old, So now I take my heart in hand, Bleach out the shades of detriment, Branded with names that I resent, Worship on your knees again Wear it upon my sleeve the end Ending what is here and what is now And all there is to come. No hope for tomorrow, for today Through all this talk, on how numb. There's one just out of reach. On how numb, and you bet it shows, you bet it shows Shake downs like these get old, And you bet it shows, you bet it shows In your eyes I can see Tomorrow out of reach. This is detachment In your eyes I can see Tomorrow beyond me ============================================================ ========================================
7. Autumns MonologueOh why cant I be what you need a new improved version of me but i'm nothing so good no i'm nothing just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songs of violence of love and of sorrow i beg for just one more tomorrow where you hold me down fold me in deep deep deep in the heart of your sinsI break in two over you I break in two And each piece of me dies And only you can give the breath of life But you dont see me, you dont...here i'm in between darkness and light bleached and blinded by these nights where im tossing and tortured til dawn by you, visions of you then youre gone the shock lifts the red from my face when i hear someone's taking my place how could love be so thoughtless, so cruel when all, all that i did was for youi break in two over you i break in two and each piece of me dies and only you can give the breath of life but you dont see me you dont..i break in two over you i break in two and each piece of me dies and only you can give the breath of life but you dont see me you don't...i break in two over you i break in two over you, over you i break in two i would break in two for you now you see me now you don't now you need me now you don't ============================================================ ========================================
8. Alive Out Of HabitIn you I see further. Can it last forever? Identify your patients, XY configurations Words are lost in your eyes. One thought inside my heart. Drop addicts in the mixture, falcons have blown the fixture Think of me as days pass us by. Shards of glass Skin of gold Steal my breath Blood runs cold Violet waves Oceans blue All my love Lost in you In you I see further. Can it last forever? Sinkhole that we would frequent, White heels safe from extinction Words are lost in your eyes. One thought inside my heart. I said that I don't need you, but I'm a liar, I swear I do, I do Strip away Vanity I do Just as you Consume me I do Broken smile Starless sky I do Save it all Say goodbye You're out in left field, and lacking interest You fight the boredom but it makes no difference Your mental health kid, that's what's in question Keep acting obscure, we'll keep them guessing The moment ideas are conceived, They'll be out of touch, obsolete, They're faking champions hand picked, And all the fights have been fixed, You wake to suffer through the day, Trade a dream for the pay, Well here's the fact I hope it sticks, You're just alive out of habit Shards of glass Skies of gold Steal my breath Blood runs cold Violet waves Oceans blue All my love Lost in you Strip away Part of me Just as you consume me Broken smile Starless sky End it all Say good-bye. Think of me as I say good-bye.=================================================== ==============================================
9. All I Taste Is What's Her NameThe tears suspend. Smiles are not more than (empty love) Locked doors can keep you alone Forever paint words (from your lips) in a house that's no longer your home Take the dreams I know (as my own) and it worsens weekends Thanks again for my misery. And you run with fake friends I'm sick of your sad songs and sing alongs. I kind of like it when things are wrong. Straight from left end, They'll shout corrections, And I'll decline, I'll decline A source of comfort or some protection And I'll decline Smiles are not more than (empty love) Locked doors can keep you alone Forever paint words (from your lips) in a house that's no longer your home Take the dreams I know (as my own) and it worsens weekends Thanks again for my misery. And you run with fake friends I'm sick of your sad songs and sing alongs. I kind of like it when things are wrong. Straight from left end, They'll shout corrections, And I'll decline, I'll decline A source of comfort or some protection And I'll decline In your throat You will see Surface relocated Therapy. All I taste of today Is the shame (of) my whore prety All I know are apologies Do you feel the shame? ============================================================ ========================================
10. The Fiction We LiveYou might be just what I need No I would not change a thing Been dreaming of this so long But we only exist in this song The thing is, I'm not worth the sorrow And if you come and meet me tomorrow I will hold you down, fold you in Deep, deep, deep in the fiction we live I break in two over you I break in two And if a piece of you dies Autumn, I will bring you back to life Of course I see you I do. ============================================================ ========================================
11. I'm The Best At Ruining My LifeI've boarded up the windows to keep the morning from intrusion I've left it on the doorknob, could you please just not disturb On days like this we find it so hard to push ourselves up and out of bed When nothing falls in favor of I have so many things I would like to explain to you But I don't know just how to communicate I can't take this body shaking Dress and we'll begin Nights can be so violent when beds become vacant So now I've blown it once again, this would have been the last offense and You should have been here months ago with open arms and honest face Addres full doubt you've ever felt frustration well I'm choking on it now And it's the hardest thing for me to shake Is it because of this vacancy that you swear never to believe? Honestly honest me, with a look that's so deceiving I'll bite, chew, swallow, and digest the hands that feed me With a bayonet for a tongue, Swallow swords inadvertently, And to the organ flame I'll maintain a close adjacency I have so many themes; I would love to explain to you Farewell to all the days you were, within my reach, and as of right now everything is making perfect sense.=-+=-+=-+=-+=-+=-+=-+=-+=-+=-+=-+=-+=-+=-+=-+=-+=-+=-+ =-+=-+=-+=-+=-+=-+=-
****"Sin, Sorrow and Sadness"**** 1. A Reflection Of Anguish On A Face So InnocentI felt you slip away, far away from me, further from me. You seem to drift. I caught myself wishing you back. As I fight to catch you. Anger, wells inside me. I see me, frowning in your eyes. I see, the fear in you, where none should ever be. I am here for you, as I strive to grab you. I see my reflection and the pain scripted across my face, set in stone. Anger, wells inside me. I see me, frowning in your eyes. Far away from me, further from me. You seem to drift (Far away). I caught myself wishing you back. As I fight to catch you. Slap me, punch me, stab me, kick me, burn me, crucify me, kill me. Fuck you, hate you, love you, hate myself. You are nothing to me. I am everything to you. You are nothing to me. I put the fear in you where none should ever be. I am everything to you.++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
2. Trapped Inside The Cage Of My SoulInside me. Empty, is how you left. Confused, scared, alone. I am confused. I am scared. I am alone. I am without you. You are heartless, without compassion. I will watch you die I will not cry. Haze clouds these translucent eyes. Sweat creeps down callused hands. The lies outside, I cannot feel. The pain inside burns. And as tears slip, she does it again. As tears slip she does it again. Scarred, bruised and broken. To the ground in tears I fall. Sadness locked inside me. Time ticks by, and soon I realize life won't end, it can't end. Not like this, not without sorrow and not with fear! I know you are scared, cause I am too. And as tears slip she does it again. Haze clouds these translucent eyes. Sweat creeps down callused hands. The lies outside, I cannot feel. The pain inside burns. I know you cared. Why did you leave? From my knees I now stand. Begging for freedom from my cage. Now praising life for what I was given. From my knees I now stand. Bleeding for you from my heart. Now hating life for what was taken from me, by you.++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
3. A Lie Will Always Defeat The TruthWeight leaves in anger from my shoulders. Words of wisdom crush hope. What is real? I thought I knew. How could I lie to someone, I cared for? How could you lie to me, your words, pierced me. For good, this was done. In the end the truth will shine. To instill truth in your heart, I beg and plead for you. A lie from your lips will make me cry out in pain, as I wish for you to go away. How could I lie to you? I cared for you. How could you lie to me? Your words pierced me. The tremble of your soul injects fear into my heart. I will stand alone. The gentle mind, the one inside me will never hurt you. Actions speak louder than words will ever. So I will show you my sincerity in the shape of my still beating heart.+++++
4. IV[Instrumental]

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Posted by Abuse Your Body But You Call It Love on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 02:39:00 PST

Populace In Two

FROM FIRST TO LAST   "Populace In Two"Your memories will always haunt me like a ghostTo put it nicely I hope you chokeA poet of sorts but I'm not enough to give you an eyesoreIt's hard to swallow...
Posted by Abuse Your Body But You Call It Love on Sun, 15 Oct 2006 09:38:00 PST