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Things with me seem so screwed up lately. I thought I had worked through past issues and had a rude awakening that's for sure. I am back in therapy once a week trying to get things all sorted out so t...
Posted by Babygirl: Michiana Chapter BLS on Thu, 19 Jul 2007 07:18:00 PST

DV

Flashback and panic attack~~~~ I thought this was something I was finished with, I was dead wrong... A couple weeks ago I went to the pharmacy to pick up a prescription for John and was told it couldn...
Posted by Babygirl: Michiana Chapter BLS on Thu, 14 Jun 2007 08:34:00 PST

Nightmares

I have been having nightmares off and on this past year. They are nightmares about my past abuse in my second marriage. For almost 12 years I had no dreams, I was only sleeping about 2-3 hours a night...
Posted by Babygirl: Michiana Chapter BLS on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 07:37:00 PST

Takes someone special!

I have come to realize it takes a very special man to beable to rationally deal with things that seem to just sprout up out of my past. Someone who doesn't judge or point fingers. Someone who always h...
Posted by Babygirl: Michiana Chapter BLS on Mon, 14 May 2007 11:15:00 PST

March 27th 2006 - March 27th 2007

I was looking through my old blog and realized that it was one year ago today I posted about thinking hubby number two was collecting benifits in my daughters name saying he had sole custody... one ye...
Posted by Babygirl: Michiana Chapter BLS on Wed, 28 Mar 2007 05:25:00 PST

The Tough Stuff

The Tough StuffGetting through the tough stuff...Seeing past, the difficulties and fear...Standing strong together...For all to see and hear...We know we can make it...Though the road is rough...Our h...
Posted by Babygirl: Michiana Chapter BLS on Thu, 22 Mar 2007 07:26:00 PST

This past Saturday...

Frances participated in a Walk-a-thon for a classmate this past weekend. I was so proud of her wanting to help out this little girl who found out in December that she had cancer. Amanda was there with...
Posted by Babygirl: Michiana Chapter BLS on Mon, 12 Mar 2007 06:51:00 PST

Is He Rubbin off he asks... LOL

John asked me la while back, if his taste in music was rubbin off on me... I think a lot of it has to do with me not being able to really choose since 1991 what I wanted to listen too. Looking back be...
Posted by Babygirl: Michiana Chapter BLS on Tue, 20 Feb 2007 05:25:00 PST

One Year Tonight!

One year ago this evening I made my way to South Bend to meet John for the first time... well I kind of had a detour, I didn't ask directions and John assumed I was coming a certain route... lol Well ...
Posted by Babygirl: Michiana Chapter BLS on Mon, 19 Feb 2007 04:05:00 PST

Six Years

I just realized today that the calander is exactly as it was 6 years ago... I mean the dates exactly on the same days just a differnt year... I didn't think this was going to grab me like this.... 6 y...
Posted by Babygirl: Michiana Chapter BLS on Wed, 24 Jan 2007 04:45:00 PST